Complexity meets simplicity..
after more than a month, I'm finally back to resurrect my blog. this week is considerably short with Founder's Day celebration yesterday and National Day celebration coming up on Friday. suddenly feeling kind of lost as there are not many lesson plans to submit. next week will be back in full swing again. =(
it's been more than a month since I started teaching at Fairfield. so far so good. students are well-behaved and the colleagues are fairly nice. nonetheless, I wish practicum will end soon enough so that I can replenish my sleep. been deprived of sleep far too long... zombiefied @.@
Sunday, June 28, 2009
i've moved in with my sis so now i'm staying at tiong bahru from sundays to thursdays and then back home during the weekends. i suppose this will be the routine for the next 10 weeks. pray i wun be late tmr. checked the timing at the bus stop and the first bus will reach at approximately 648. wonder if i'll be able to reach fairfield by 7?? praying also for favor, nice environment with friendly colleagues and good leadership.
i've been feeling slightly grouchy today. mmz.. perhaps repercussion from yesterday? let's just say i dislike people who are insensitive and overly quick to speak. though i do commit the same mistake now and then but i still try to control myself. i guess it really takes effort and wisdom to deliberate over your thoughts before vocalising them. oh well...
lately the hot topic in town is michael jackson's demise. i will never forget the very first song that he sang which caught my attention. Earth Song is definitely a most meaningful and probably impacted my outlook in life since young. not forgetting his famous moonwalk. he will always be the king of his era. it is indeed a pity that he passed away without any signs. that just shows how fragile life is.
on a lighter note, another hot topic in 'town' is matchmaking and love. everyone is eager to pair two eligible singles together. they do make a good match. let's see what comes out of it? though sometimes i am not exactly in favor of intense teasing of the parties involved because it may backfire instead. in the end, love that could possibly blossom may die prematurely. or perhaps it's just me? the awkwardness effected from incessant taunting which gets increasingly real will make me shy away. this is a bad habit of mine which i myself cant kick. i clam up and take a 360 degree turn in front of the person i like. and so... explains why i seldom speak to the person i like or for that matter people who are suspected of liking me. aye aye...
Thursday, June 18, 2009
i'm finally done with packing. my habit of proscratinating needs to be kicked. I tend to get work done only when the time is ticking so fast. that's just the laidback nature in me. well, in a positive manner, it means i dont waste time on doing and re-doing.
will be departing for Cameron Highlands around 8pm tonight. friends, please dont miss me. =D will be back in the evening on Sunday meaning I will miss SOS. shall get someone to pass me notes when i'm back. =)
Monday, June 15, 2009
anyone with eyes would be able to sense the animosity and tension between me and a certain person. Not that I really care that the person is showing hostility to me because I know it's not worth my getting upset over it. in any case, the person's presence is but a passing presence in this phase of my life. Sometimes things are not within my control. if the other party has no intention of making itwork, there's nothing i can do. no one likes to be talked to in a condescending manner. I know i have my flaws and i'm often blur but it doesnt kill to help someone who's in doubt, does it? gruelling 2 hours of meeting which I dreaded coming but knowing that if I do not turn up, I will definitely be screwed upside down. though I did not see how my presence changed anything. Not that I have no value-addedness but that my opinions are not being appreciated. whatever.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
There's a strange feeling tugging at me for the past one week or so. woe be to me as it seems to get more intense.. i'm kind of in a confused state of mind right now and i believe that is clouding my judgment. =( God, please guide me. Thanks dear, for your prayer. May God anwer our prayers soon enough.