Complexity meets simplicity..
i'm done wid 3 papers. 2 more to go.. sigh.. actuali i'm not fully prepared for all my papers but i'm not into the mood for studying. going for a job interview tml. hopefully it'll be successful though i'm not sure wat job it is cos i've sent out far too many applications. haha. btw any one haf any job lobang dat is night shift kind? i wanna work at nite lehx.. then it wun clash wid my telemarketer job. if not i tink i'm gonna quit dat le.. though i tink cat is gonna kill mi cos i promised her dat i'll be able to commit till aug. lol.
Monday, April 24, 2006
i tink i'm so not motivated.. been slacking around since sat's paper.. cos the remaining 4 papers r open-book.. die liaox.. i tink i'm so not gonna make it.. somemore i've been actively looking for a job for the past few daes? haha. i tink money is more important to mi la. another thing is my niece is at my house 24/7. though i enjoy playing wid her but i dun tink it's going to do much good for my studies.. tml's paper i haf s/u it. so actuali not going to study for it le.. lol.
sat's paper was alright but i tink i'm so darn screwed up. was telling joyce b4 the exam dat hopefullt sn2 mechanism will come out. n yes! it did. n i was so stupid as to miss it.. duhx.. by the time i got to it, i'm out of time!! argh!! so pissed now.
thurs paper is gonna kill mi.. physical chem.. those formulas r so complicated.. i nv noe when to use which. n it doesnt help dat i failed my test terribly when 95% of the class r way way above mi.. sigh..
Friday, April 14, 2006
exams r coming in a weeks time n i haven touch anything.. cos 4 of them r open book so i'm proscratinating.. sigh.. hope this time i wun do dat badly le.. but very hard also lehx.. every dae i'm either looking after my niece if not i'm visiting my grandma.. die liaox.. may god be wid mi.
happie cos i managed to clinch an appt on my 2nd dae of work. lalala~ but still not sure how much they going to gif mi for commission. hopefully they wun be too miser lehx.. i need to save up for my macau trip, my insurance n the next sem's fees.. aye.. anyone has any job openings? i'm free from may 4 onwards. plz do remember to help mi keep a lookout. thanks.
to all those having exams, gambate wor! let's all work hard together. but rem to drink lots of fluids n haf enough rest.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
first dae at work todae. kind of nervous cos i'll be all alone there.. n i'm going to do telemarketing.. sigh.. i hate selling products.. n the office is so small dat i feel conscious when i speak on the fone.. aye.. onli 4 other colleagues, out of which 2 r the cofounders of the company. lol. thankfully the ppl there r rather nice though. n the guy sitting beside mi is not bad looking la. haha. maybe dat's y i feel more conscious when i tok on the fone.. it's juz weird lo.. cos i'm the onli one in the office making calls.. n everyone can hear wat i'm saying. the mistakes i make.. aye.. hopefully i can clinch some appt if not i'm lyk being paid for nothing?
Saturday, April 08, 2006
exams r in 2 weeks time n i haven even started on studying. not to mention study, i've basically accumulated 20 over webcasts to watch.. n they r for my 2 core modules.. both which i hate.. organic chem in particular. argh! how m i ever going to memorise all those mechanisms n synthesis? sigh.. n the worse thing is the lecturer said it is easy when i dun even understand a nut he's toking.. duhx.. i'm so dead.. if i reali dun buck up this sem, i wun be able to take honors le. which is a real failure la.. though i reali hate studying rite now but i still hope to take honors lor..
grandma is in the hospital n little daffodil needs to be taken care of.. basically i dun even haf time for study.. not dat i cannot prioritise but there's no one else at home to look after baby le.. cos both my sis r working n my mummy nv seem to see the need for mi to study.. i wonder if dat's good or bad.. she doesnt ask about my work.. even when i tell her i'm having exams she'll juz sae ok. n the next thing, i still hafta take care of my niece.. darn it.. y aint i born a genius?
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
visited grandma at ttsh todae. thank god she is not in dat bad condition as i imagined. but the fact remains dat her stroke is the most serious kind. n it's all bcos she din receive the adequate treatment within 3 hours dat it striked.. sigh.. damn those ppl over there. so inefficient! now, i'm juz glad she's back here. at least i can visit her whenever i can. grandma can barely open her eyes. i'm happie dat grandma can hold my hand in hers when i told her i'm there. n though she cant speak now i feel dat she can hear mi. when i asked if she noe who i m i saw her mouth move. not coincidence ba. cos after dat i dun c her mouth moving le.. anywae now i'm praying for a miracle. grandma's left brain is not functioning well so her right side of the body is affected.. i feel sad n pain for her when i c those nurse injecting her n adjusting the drip. they r so rough n some of them r so rude. idiot. praying hard now for her recovery.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
it seems lyk the national library does offer free wireless service. yeah! i no longer hafta go all the way back to sch now. cos i can enjoy them juz a 2 minutes walk from my house. lol. aint i glad i stay here. anywae i'm officially having a 3 dae's sch week now. cos no more lab on fri. n so the onli lec will be skipped since i've webcast. i dun hafta travel all the way to sch juz for a lec i cant catch up wid. haha. n thurs i onli haf 1 morning lec which is webcasted too. obviously i wun pull myself out from bed at 630 juz to go for 1 lec rite? n so.. my sch daes r now onli mon to wed. haha.
grandma is finali coming back tml. but dun tink i'll be able to go to the airport. cos by the time she touch down it should be midnite le.. n she'll be going straight to the hospital. guess i can onli visit her when she's admitted to ttsh. feeling sad.. cos mummy said her backside is abit rotting le.. i wonder wat those nurses r doing over there? hello?! we paid almost 10k in sing dollars n this is the service we r getting? no wonder they can nv improve.. they r so corrupted and money-minded. darn.. hopefully when grandma comes back she'll recover. cross my fingers.
