Complexity meets simplicity..
something funny happened to mi. was reading my stats notes n listening to the radio on my way to sch when.. this guy sitting behind mi passed my a piece of paper. cos my head was half-turned, i onli caught sight of the paper but not him. anywae i dun tink he's shuai cos shuai ge wun do this kind of thing? lol. anywae the paper was folded in half n wat i saw was some room rental leaflet. obviously i haf no use for it. n i'm reminded of this weird ah pek dat tried to gif mi some brochures about god n all.. so i said no need but he insisted n so no choice, i had to take it.. took the piece of paper n was wondering wat use i haf for it. n ya. i saw handwriting. okay.. n it goes something lyk i met u here n i tot u look cool. can we be frenz? hmmx.. this is weird la.. first time i heard ppl sae i look cool? hoho. anywae, luckily the bus pulled to nus bus stop n i alighted quickly. hmmx.. funny experience i would sae.
went for tut only todae.. cos i couldnt wake up this morn.. n skipped the lec which should haf finished by now. anywae the lec is alwaes full of nonsense. bought a pair of denim skirt with joyce when we went to the forum to look at the bazaar. i haf alwaes wanted to buy one with graffitti spray on it but din get a chance to. n i finali got to buy it todae. though the spray design isnt exactly wat i reali lyk. but well.. cant be too choosy lo.. cos it's quite cheap. 20 bucks. haha. anywae i was haggling wid the guy cos i wanted the other one but cant fit.. couldnt decide cos joyce left for tuition liaox.. so hafta ask for his opinion. tok tok tok until he commented i've a nice dimple. yes i noe. dat is the onli thing anyone will ever notice ba.. sigh.. n then his fren was saying how come only 1 side then can help mi create another one using some screwdriver?! lamer so i also lame wid them la.. crap somemore then when got customer liao i also got on my way lo. but i dunno when then i can wear the skirt? cos the scalded area is still abit burnt.. my sis sae i'll need to wait one yr!! argh..
Sunday, March 26, 2006
i'm so proud of myself! i managed to squeeze out a 1600 word essay in 1 dae. though i tink it's all crap. hoho. but i've yet to do the interview transcript.. guess i'll do it tml ba.. finali another load off my mind. now the next thing i hafta prepare for is my mid term on wed. i guess i'm reali living a dae for a dae. haha. this is bad. exams are approaching le.. it's dat time of the year when central library is packed on a sat n ppl are chionging for discussion rooms.
phew.. mummy is not going to china. if not i tink we can barely survive. everydae eat maggie mee? ha. but the thing is grandma is still in china. all bcos the doc refuse to let her be discharged. humph! dunno when then i'll get to see her.. need to be more sincere in my prayers.
my 2nd sis finali fulfilled her promise to bring mi overseas. treating mi to macau this may! woo~ though i'm not reali keen to go there, but at least it's near HK. haha. buden we'll be going wid her company.. aye..
Monday, March 20, 2006
alone in the sci lib.. cos my frenz all left after the test.. wanna go washroom also cannot.. cos wait my lap top get stolen how? aye.. test todae was another disaster.. i'm beginning to regret taking chem.. so many things to memorise.. i hate organic chem! nv seem to be able to rem all those mechanism n reagents. n next yr still hafta take.. argh!!
grandma seems to be recovering. at least she's no longer comatose. but still in china now.. was telling xiang the other dae. n i'm glad i've found another person lyk mi. cos i'm afraid of death. haf u ever wondered how it would be lyk when u die? never seem to be able to get a satisfactory answer.. maybe i'll noe when i reali die. anywae wanna thank all my frenz who gave mi support during this time. thanks a million. ur concern n prayers r freatly appreciated!
was reading ah ru's blog juz now. saw this entry n i was quite appalled. anywae her entries nv fail to shock mi. (not exactly in a bad way). i guess it's her straightforwardness that strikes ppl ba. anywae if u r reading this, dun be offended k? it is true dat one shouldnt comment if he/she doesnt noe the actual situation. but well.. maybe in ur eyes u see no reason y 2 person should still be binded together by a marriage when they r constantly at loggerheads or haf differing views. but i guess marriage is more than juz love. there's responsibility too. not juz to ur spouse but ur children too. sometimes i even tink my parents shouldnt be together in the first place. but well.. there muz haf been something dat brought them together. perhaps over the yrs it've been forgotten n they fail to cherish this bond they used to share together.. so i guess u wun reali wanna see dat kind of ending unless there's a 3rd party. anyway this is juz my opinion lo. u r subjected to urx. watever it is, an outsider will never understand wat u r going through.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
met up wid 309 peeps yest. 2nd class gathering in 3 months! at least we've finali hit 10. anywae met up wid darling yee first. shared a mudpie at nydc. yummylicious~ n there's a cute waiter there too. lol. then we were joined by siwei n his gf. cute pair they r. haha. but keep getting suan by him.. then came shan n then dear cheryl. not spared from further suaning.. sigh.. decided to make a move since the table seems too small.. n so we walked out, still not decided on where to go for dinner. had actuali decided on rice table but thanks to muhd, we've to tink of other alternatives. finali decided on cafe cartel at cinne. by then eileen n oli haf also arrived though siwei hafta leave for mos to support his bachelor fren. hunky fren he has ar? lol.
placed our order. managed to psycho susan to share seafood platter wid mi n darling. lol. n the funny thing is they keep messing up our order? poor guy hafta keep changing our order. finali joined by mak, anuj n ju. finished our dinner n wid nowhere to go, the guys headed home first. hmmx.. suddenli tot of this.. they arent reali gentleman eh? but well.. nvm. the gers still haven tot of where to go.. walked aimlessly then the 3 dots went off le.. left the 4 of us n we continued walking. towards ps. wanted to find a place n chill but everywhere's packed. n so mi n dear went off cos she need to go home le.. n so we walked home together. i guess this is one of the rare times i've company home? haha. anywae cant wait for our next gathering in may~
plz keep mi in ur prayers cos my grandma's condition isnt dat good now. thanks!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
if only i've a fren hu is a doc.. perhaps i wun feel so helpless now. my grandma is in a coma bcos there's a blood clot resting on her brain nerves.. n she cant undergo operation cos she's too weak.. i tink it's due to her old age.. n so the darn doc over there sae we can onli wait till her condition improves then we can bring her back.. how long will dat be? i'm beginnig to worry.. n it isnt helping dat she seems to be slipping away.. the onli way out now is to either hire an isos airplane or to send a doc there.. it'll cost 50-100k to hire the isos whereas for the doc the amount is still not clear.. either way i tink it'll cost a bomb. sigh.. wat can we do now? praying hard.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
had a great time at china one juz now! celebrated wei's 20th birthdae. welcome to the swan's family! initiali we had wanted to go to eskibar. but well.. it wasnt exactly as nice as we tot it'd be.. perhaps the one at holland v will be better? n so we decided to explore other options. walked along clarke quay aimlessly n i suggested brewerkz cos i tink the beer there is fantastic! but the queue is quite long n estimated to take an hour.. no choice but to move on.. tot of hooters but there's a queue there too.. sigh.. finali i saw chinaone n i rem it is quite an ideal place to chill. n so we made our way up. i'd proudly admit it was a wise decision cos the crowd's smaller n the ambience is nice. lyk the staff over there cos they r very helpful n friendly. :p the music there is good too cos they haf a live band playing. there's also this group of joker guys grooving to the music. darn hilarious! this bunch of ang mohs look barely 16 but they sure haf a way of livening up the place. haha. took some fotos over there n tried to capture a cute guy though it proved futile in the end.. lol. anywae our next destination shall be brewerkz!
i felt fear for the first time yest.. fear of the unknown.. grandma was admitted to a hospital while on a trip back to her village in china.. woke up unable to speak n so her adopted daughter over there sent her to the hospital immediately.. contacted us n 1 of my uncle immediately made plans to fly over. apparently she'd a stroke n worse is she doesnt seem to be able to recognise her own son.. when i heard the news.. i suddenli felt afraid.. afraid of losing my loved ones.. i noe it's part n parcel of life but i dun wish to experience the passing of a close relative.. it seems lyk this yr isnt a good yr..
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i finali got to meet up wid val todae. met nancy n xiang there too. such a coincidence. perhaps mac is still quite a preferred place to hangout? anywae i finali got to try the fan-tastic. though i'd sae it wasnt exactly wat its name is.. abit too salty for my liking. n as val said.. the chicken rice taste is 'covered' by the chicken? n so as a whole, it juz doesnt stand out.. not reali disappointed but also not totally awed. haha.
went to imm after dat cos it's been ages since we last met up. anywae, was hounded by some insurance guys.. tried a funny antic wid mi.. goes something lyk:
He: hey! do u remember mi? i spoke to u in orchard dat time.
Me: No, i dun rem.. (cos basically i've a very bad memory, i wun rem if i onli met someone once unless he's someone special? n another thing is i haven exactly gone to orchard frequently in recent months, doubt i've even seen him..)
He: r u a student?
Me:yeah. in uni.
He:which uni?
Me: nus.
He: do u work or teach any tuition?
Me:no (in fact i wanted to say y u wanna offer mi any job?)
n luckily at this moment, val, wid her fierce stare, saved mi from the clutches of the irritating agent. phew! thanks val. i nv seem to be able to get past these outdoor sales ppl.. anywae when i saw those ppl i'm reminded of my irritating agent. if they ask mi to buy another policy again, i might juz lose my cool. darn. it isnt lyk the increasing sch fees r not affecting mi lor.. still ask mi to put myself into more financial difficulty.. duhx..
Sunday, March 05, 2006
met up wid the gers juz now. finali! i tink the last time we met was 1 dae after my bdae? woah.. i guess we r all quite bz.. n well.. as usual, the attendance was fairly poor.. the usual 4 of us plus pat hu met us after his work. lucky guy eh.. got 4 gers for company. hoho.
i saw this super chio leather jacket from mango! but the price is exquisite lor.. 419.. sigh.. i guess it can onli be one of my dream ba.. after walking around for quite a while, we decided to dine at pepper lunch. yummylicios. though i cant reali stand the smell dat lingers on u after u leave the place.. went to mccafe to catch up on old times. tok about all the intersting events since we last met up n also about the times during camp. so much fun were those daes.. n then suddenli we decided to find a place to chill. tot of devil's bar but xiang wasnt exactly appropriately dressed. then decided to go indochine. the place looks beautiful wid it blue lights. but lye wasnt reali happie wid the crowd there so we made our way to balcony. but the place was fully booked n it's left wid free standing onli.. n so we had no choice but to make our way back to indochine.. anywae i tink the one at clarke quay is better, cosier n the ambience is better. took quite some photos over there i tink ppl muz be tinking it's our first time there n we r behaving lyk sua gu? haha. but hu cares? gossipped sumore n finali it's time to head home.
going to eski bar next fri! lalala~ i'm finali able to go there le..
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
went back to mj this afternoon. place haven changed much but it juz isnt the same as b4.. i miss those jc daes!! :x ah lai still look n sound the same. except for more white hair? haha. n somehow the rest of the teachers all look rather haggard? heard from mr see dat bcos they r all quite stressed over the results.. so poor thing.. n sarah yee is pregnant wid a baby boi! woah~ n she said she was more anxious when it was our yr. dat's understandable la. cos we r pioneer batch n not dat smart too. this yr's results r definitely much much better than last yr! 86 of them got 3As n 17 of them got 4 As. all r double of last yr's. but one thing dat nv fails to bewilder mi is dat gp seems to be a failure for most? at least in my sch.. sigh.. so wasted.. straight As but a D7 in gp.. so wet blanket lor.. anywae saw michael n siwei in sch todae too. siwei is still as short as b4. hoho. n michael seems to be looking good? haha
been tagged, by wei.
4 things that make me smile
1) bebe daffodil
2) other babies
3) sweet, caring smses
4) hugs n chocolates
4 ways to win my heart
1) loads and loads of sincerity
2) cheesy but romantic acts
3) humorous n witty
4) well-dressed n well-mannered
4 things I believe
1) what is meant to be will be, when it's time to let go, do so wid grace.
2) love is sweet onli when u r not officially together..
3) family is the most important thing in life
4) we onli treasure things dat r not within our reach, within our hold..
4 things I'm afraid of
1) death
2) height
3) pokes at the side
4) flying insects
4 things/people i want to see right now
1) Disneyland
2) a good movie
3) someone whom i haven seen for over a yr..
4) meteor shower
4 people who should do this
1) darling
2) val
3) huishan
4) shan ru
