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Friday, January 28, 2005
3:26 PM

dunno wat to update.. cos basically nuthin much happen.. i'm still jobless.. hopefully i can land the call centre job. the woman called mi to ask 4 my ic no. so i guess it's an indication i've been shortlisted? lolx. but can't pin my hopes too high.. well.. everybody's working now. i'm lyk the onli free person left.. nuthin to do.. juz rotting at home cos my pay is about used up.. sigh..
yest i was a good ger. stayed at home help my mum bake pineapple tarts. ok le.. it wasn't dat bad.. those of u who've tried my cakes n biscuits should noe my skills aren't dat bad after all.. it's delectable though there's room for improvement. after dat went to cgh visit my grandma. she juz had an op. to amputate her right leg bcos of some infection.. so poor thing.. but at least she wun hafta suffer from the pain anymore. tink i've to go vegetarian liaox.. cos they sae heart disease is hereditary in my family.. so muz watch my diet liaox.. good way to lose weight too.
tml going to warehouse sale wid val.. tink my pocket going to burn a hole liaox.. muz also curb my spending. after dat going out wid js. he promised mi a meal dunno how long ago. tink he bk out tml afternoon. dunno how he'll look botak? haha


Thursday, January 20, 2005
8:09 PM

a dew daes into my 19th yr on Earth.. doesn't feel quite different actuali.. the air still smells the same n i'm still the same short ger. lolx tink i'm being lame here. anywae maybe next yr then will reali feel the diff ba.. imagine the big 2.. argh..
wanna thank all those who remembered my bdae n all the well wishes. thanx 4 the presents also! val, thanx 4 the anklet. i've been tinking of getting a new one wid bell. n u reali got mi 1. thanx! shanz, thanx 4 the glass n the nice card.. though i see no inkling of mi wid a giraffe.. lolx. hopefully i'll grow as tall as a giraffe lor.. lolx. the others no need thank ba.. since they wun be seeing it also. haha.
been going 4 interviews yest n todae.. yest's one i would rather not mention.. onli makes my blood boil! well.. i noe i not pretty also no need so direct rite? duhx.. so insulting. todae's interview wasn't dat bad.. at least the person sounded nicer n chances r higher.. or maybe by then the airport would haf confirmed mi? if not i tink i'll reali rot liaox.. being jobless is horrendous.. not lyk there's anything much to do in singapore..
went shopping wid val, mau n oli after work.. walked thru the new yr market cos we got nuthin better to do.. saw many shops selling sweets. yummy.. then got 1 guy vv funny.. tink i small child or wat.. ask mi buy but i juz shake my head.. then he tell mi to go over he gif mi sweets 4 free.. but no thanx le.. mummy sae cannot anyhow take sweets from strangers. haha
after dat we went shopping.. i bought a pink top at baleno. then the guy there also veri weird.. sae his fren, which was the other shop assistant, sae i vv cute.. bleahx.. wat m i supposed to reply lehx? so i juz shrug n left.. cute=ugly but adorable.. so i'd rather ppl not sae dat to mi..
tml's hari raya haji.. is a public hol!~ but go out sure vv packed.. argh.. maybe should juz stick at home ba.. tink i'm going to become fatter n fatter le.. everydae juz stay eat, watch tv, sleep.. muz reali go exercise le.. wanna go cycle, play badminton n gym.. it's reali time to get into shape..


Sunday, January 16, 2005
7:35 PM

hmmx.. a few more hours n i'm going to be older.. argh.. i hate it.. i dun wanna grow old!! buden guess there's no way anyone can stop the hands of nature.. hmmx.. not my bdae yet but someone already wished mi yest.. to be forever pretty n short.. i'd prefer to be prettier( cos i'm not pretty..) but not short.. can i still grow taller? but thanx 4 ur well wishes anywae though u still owe mi present.. lolx
back to update about my date on fri. went orchard wid dear.. did some new yr clothes shopping n also took a neo card.. treated her to ajisen.. ok.. my pocket not dat burnt.. n she gave mi a present. a pinK lamp! thanx dear. i reali lyk it.
sat treated my family to a western restaurant at millenia.. dat is a reali high class place.. total bill wasn't dat expensive le.. 120 bucks.. considering there r 7 of us. anywae it was 1 of the rare times we ate together as a family..
hmmx.. guess there's nuthin much to update liaox.. well.. going to plae pool le.. n tml going to sing k wid my 2nd sis.. quite sad lehx.. onli 2 of us.. this yr still nobody celebrating 4 mi.. :(


Monday, January 10, 2005
4:25 PM

been about a week since i last updated.. did many things this week. shopping n also a 'party' to celebrate jm's enlistment. so spent alot of money also.. but nvm cos i got my pay on thurs!! quite abit less from 1k but it's still not bad.. considering i onli worked for 18 daes. so when mau, val n mi got our pay, we went on a shopping spree. lol. though i was sick buden we had to get a present.. in the end we decided on a cap (or it is a hat?) tinking dat he might need it when he's botak in april.. buden he lyk dun reali lyk it lehx.. sae it looks abit punk.. well.. so much for our thoughtfulness..
anywae.. i've been sick for about a week.. all bcos of the stupid job i went for on mon.. wat advertising co.. actuali is a scam i'd sae.. ask mi to sell 50 coupons then earn $2o.. duhx.. din reali wanted to work when i heard dat.. cos i tink is abit bad n amoral.. n they told mi mon is training n briefing onli.. buden they juz dump mi 2 bklets of coupons n drag mi along.. sux le.. walked door to door from 10am to 7pm.. legs almost broke n i managed to sell 50 onli.. meaning my pay is abit more than $2/hr.. this is the worst job i've ever taken up.. bleahx.. dat nite told them i dun wanna work.. buden they keep pestering mi(calling mi on my hp n house) to continue since i've no job at the moment.. maybe they dun understand english? no matter wat reason i gave for not wanting to work they insist dat i continue.. so i've to resort to call barring.. damn.. n worse is they dun believe i'm sick. duhx.. i got flu n cough on tues which persisted till now.. then on fri i got fever sumore.. everyone can see n hear dat i'm sick but they can't.. screw them.. but i'm glad to noe dat my frens care.. sae if they call mi again.. ask them to call them n they'll scold them for mi. lolx.
well.. enough of the unhappie stuff.. fri went to jm house to celebrate his enlistment on sat.. actuali it was also a mini ps gathering.. it's been a long time since we got together.. some of us played mahjong some played ps2.. had quite some fun laming around n gossiping.. buden half way thru realised i got fever.. thanx to jm's thoughtfulness i got an ice pack.. though it wasn't exactly as cold as i tot it should be.. lolx. but anywae it was nice of him n dat's the jie mei i can alwaes count on.. but too bad he will be cut away from the rest of the world for 2 wks.. haha.
i've been jobless for daes.. so sianx.. tink i'm gonna spend all my money if i dun start working.. fri going to treat dear to lunch n also go shopping at orchard.. sun going to treat my family.. partly bcos i got my first pay n also my bdae.. tink it's gonna cost a bomb.. dat's the thing wid big family.. haha. but nvm.. it's onli once in a blue blue moon. :P
hmmx.. tink dat's about all for now.. will update again..


Sunday, January 02, 2005
7:30 PM

it's the 2nd dae of the new yr! so fast we r saying goodbye to 2004.. anywae 2004 din reali end on a high note. so i guess everyone is pretty much relieved dat it is over.. the quake n tsunami haf taken so many lives.. everydae watching the news onli makes one feel helpless n sad.. n i wonder how much control we haf over our lives.. buden in the end.. life goes on.. guess there's nuthin much we can do except donating funds n to do some packing?
i'm going to be older by another yr.. sigh.. so fast.. anywae muz tink of my new new yr resolutions n how to go about fulfilling them..
went to a church this morning.. some harvester assembly? at great world city.. tink i'm still more used to going chc then.. anywae went there wid benson- a guy i knew from work.. keep getting teased by his childhood frens.. duhx.. anywae heard from him dat there's rumours dat i lyk someone from work.. argh.. n to tink i dun even noe those hu r spreading it.. thankfully we wun be seeing each other anymore.. otherwise i'll be damn malu.. anywae dat guy alreadi has someone in mind.. so no way btwn mi n him.
btw i tink guys hu noe how to sing r veri charming.. lolx. buden it all boils down to whether u haf any nice feelings towards the person.. if it's somebody whom u dislike alot, no matter how well he sings.. is still no use. lolx
hmmx.. tink i'm going to work again soon.. so guess i wun be updating much.. well.. hope everyone haf a great yr ahead.. take care.



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