Complexity meets simplicity..
hmmx.. mi now at nancy's house.. actuali clara n sr supposed to cum bud in the end tink they dun wan le.. anywae we watched bridget jones diary n er zuo ju zi weng.. both comedy le.. make mi luff lyk siao.. though it's the dunno how manieth times i've watched.. anywae the latter is also quite sweet le.. cos the guy so nice!~ cool guy who doesn't reali noe how to express himself.. while the ger is so crazy.. alwaes wid the infactuated expression.. haha. anywae reali lyk this show too! since now hols n nuthin to do.. those hu haven watch muz go n watch le..
CAPRICORN WOMAN
A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce.
She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In
her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an
office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.
She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to
change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does
not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely
ignore that person.
She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you
are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy
who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean
one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about
her.
She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to
go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take
her fishing too.
She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line
O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she
feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very
neat, so never rush her for this matter.
She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate
degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about
you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If
you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next
stop.
She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands
in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing
it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you",
because she will do what she wants to do only.
She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not
take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable
such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.
She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but
sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make
you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.
She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a
favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high
hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in
"Luck".
If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet
cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3
in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you
could say "happily ever after".
well.. quite true to a certain extent.. lolx
Thursday, November 27, 2003
yyeah.. finished watching my love patzzi le! only one word to describe it.. AwesOme! anywae in the end, she chose the guy who is alwaes there for her when she's in trouble.. though he's not rich.. if i'm her.. i'll also choose him.. cos he's alwaes there for her mahx.. n i tink dat's the most important. on top of dat he's got a good dress sense~ so definitely someone i'll lyk.. *hee* anywae this drama reali vv nice!! so those hu haven watch it muz go watch le..
hmmx.. juz watched the first 4 episodes of my love patzzi (hong dou nu zi lian).. vv nice n touching. watch the first episode onli i cry le.. song er aka hong dou is so poor thing.. cos her 'fren' is so mean lorx.. angel face but wicked by nature.. in front of others seems lyk a good fren bud behind her alwaes trying to harm her.. so mean.. hopefully i wun ever meet such a person.. but at least song er is quite lucky.. though alot ppl bully n misunderstand her as being huai nu ren.. she got the love of 2 guys.. one whom she lyk when she's in pri sch bud is quite poor.. the other is a vv rich guy whom she saved.. hmmx.. she's vv lucky lorx.. cos being loved is such a xin fu de shi.. cos u may but juz be 1 person to this world but u may mean the world to someone else.. so i feel dat it doesn't matter how other ppl tinks of u.. but as long as dat 1 person understands u.. it's enuff. anywae i going to watch the rest of the show le.. cos it's so nice!~
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
ah.. i feel so refreshed now.. juz took a shower after an hr's ride on the bus home.. yest chalet was so fun! it was at downtown east.. dunno how long nv go there for chalet le.. then saw the new swimming pool.. lolx got quite a shock.. if u saw it b4 u'll noe.. btw the chalet was meant to be farewell for the graduating sec4 ppl.. in the end onli 3 of them turned up.. so stuck up le.. on the contrary we the ex-seniors so on still.. those dat shld turn up all turned up. lolx anywae tink my memory reali failing le.. some of those juniors seems strangers to mi.. n i even can't recognise mh when he's juz in front of mi.. n to tink last time i noe him quite well? haha bud at least most of them i still sorta rem.. so not dat jialat le.. then we play daidee le.. tink our juniors all eyeing our money le.. anywae since quite sianz.. the few of us graduated seniors rented a mahjong set n table.. 25 bucks for overnite!? anywae since i dunno how to plae so i din reali join in le.. instead went to help the juniors wid the bbq. such a nice senior i m har? not lyk the rest all waiting to be served.. buden as expected.. alwaes kena suan by the juniors.. haix.. i reali cannot make it le.. even those sec1s also bully mi.. haix.. anywae after dat we went to plae bowling.. reali bad lorx.. cos i haven bowl since dunno how long ago.. so inevitably got vv low le.. after the bowl it was already 11+.. most of them left.. onli left 2 sec2s, 2 sec4s n the rest of the graduates.. wat the.. n so some of them went to plae mahjong... while the rest of us juz tok cok n watch tv.. hmmx.. after some time most of them wanna sleep onli left those mahjong ppl.. so i went to sit beside jy le.. not bad le.. i bring him good luck lehx.. he won money lehx.. earlier on i also bring luck to jm.. n he also win.. not bad ar.. now ppl cannot sae i suay one.. bud they plae real slow cos lj need to tink alot.. since she's losing quite some money.. though we plae by 10 cents onli..in the end she lost so much dat she dun wanna plae.. then morning she also left earli.. so in the end.. they 3 short of 1.. so ask mi plae.. i was quite hesistant.. cos no money lehx.. then also dun reali noe how to.. buden jm agreed to be my sponsor so ok lorx.. lolx initially quite ok le.. won quite abit.. beginner's luck ba.. buden as the dae drags on.. start losing more money.. cos we plae from 8 till 4.. i was lyk so hungry n tired lorx.. anywae hl vv lucky lorx.. she won almost 50 bucks from all of us.. buden seeing dat jm's loss amounts to 20++.. i volunteered to help him pae le.. otherwise vv cham le.. so there goes my 12 bucks~~ nvm le.. can onli sae take it as coaching fee le.. btw jm got a 2nd hand hp todae.. 3300. so cool! it looks lyk the Ngage thingy.. buden not exactly as good? anywae it has quite some wonderful features.. how i wish i'm as rich as him.. can get dat fone too!! wid radio, music player n recorder.. haix.. so envious.. dunno when then can get dat fone.. though it's abit too bulky le.. bud better than my dad's lousy fone.. actuali i also quite sad lehx.. wanted to go to the beach one.. buden in the end those hu sae will go wid mi all sleep le.. pigs!~ then left those mahjong fanatics.. so i missed the chance of seeing the sunrise again! dunno must wait till when then get to see.. so many times le lorx.. or maybe i'm juz not blessed enuff..
Monday, November 24, 2003
erm.. quite some daes since i update.. as sum ppl sae.. so here i m.. bud recently reali sianx of cumin online.. sumore got dat friendster thingy.. reali dun feel lyk managing dat account.. so din bother to add anyone.. sumore the server so slow.. anywae tink it is a vv boliao thingy le.. meant for u to noe more frens.. bud actuali in the end it's still the same grp of ppl.. haix.. anywae todae went darling;s house.. actuali wanted to do the econs essay thingy.. buden in the end, val, shanz n mi were lyk too lazy.. so in the end we ended up playing playstation.. oh yeah.. oli was there too.. though she not taking econs.. cos of val's persuasion..
hahaha anywae after dat we went tm walk around since i looking for a pullover.. saw a nice one at surf n ski.. buden 90+ le.. so ex.. cannot afford le.. then saw a top at bum.. vv nice.. bud i quite broke le.. muz wait till dunno when then can buy.. not lyk val.. so xin fu.. her mum going to buy her the jumpers we saw at bum.. 80+ bud got 20% le.. so not dat ex le.. okie le.. quite nice buden dun tink i lyk.. i still looking for a parka or similar kind le.. bud lyk cannot find.. if haf also too ex le.. sad le.. anywae mi going ps chalet tml.. tink sure vv jialat le.. cos i sort of forget all my juniors' names le.. cos todae saw 1 of them.. bud i forgot his name le.. lolx. tink i reali bad memory le.. haix..
Friday, November 21, 2003
oh yeah.. todae is the last dae of sch!~ buden shld be quite sad le.. cos i might be transferring to 307 soon.. how i'll miss the 309.. haix.. so the ppg went to eat roti prata for breakfast tnodae.. xcept for buttercups.. haix.. anywae after dat quite earli went to the sch library.. then ok lorx.. finali get psychoed into setting up my friendster acc.. then i realised i actuali had one.. quite long ago.. in oct.. lolx.. tink i too forgetful le.. lolx. so ok lorx.. i haf friendster le.. val they all shld be happie le? haha. anywae after sch i went to meet my sec1 n 2 good frens.. joy, cyn n clara.. hmmx.. dunno how long nv meet le.. clara still ok le.. occasionally still c each other.. bud cyn lyk since sec2 nv reali hear from her le.. to tink we were the best of frens then? lolx bud anywae cyn was saeing how cum i nv grow.. got le.. where dun haf? horizontally le.. n then they were saeing i also nv change.. still as fidgety as ever n as lame.. hmmx.. last time i vv fidgety mehx? then i vv lame mehx? no le.. tink is onli after sec3 n 4 under the influence then become lame one mahx.. bud anywae we were at the wisma coffee club.. saw the soccer ger hu acts in holland V.. quite chio le.. though vv chaota.. lolx n well the 4 of us were sort of catching up on old times.. n sort of reminiscing the daes of 1e n 2e.. haha.. those were the daes when mi n cyn were crazy over some sports cls guys le.. buden now cyn got stead le la.. though not dat guy she's crazy over in sec sch.. then ask if i still lyk ***.. then i was lyk of cos not le.. buden stil no stead le.. so sad le.. bud anywae i still got other ppl to pei wo le.. lolx hopefully next time we free we can meet up again?
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
haix.. so sianx.. now in sch library.. tink tml i dun cum sch le.. lec so sianx lorx.. haix.. bored till i keep tinking of hj lehx.. haix.. dunno when then i can see him again.. hmmx.. seems lyk now everyone got friendster.. dun reali feel lyk having one lehx.. even if i reali get one.. maybe is for finding my pri sch frens? buden tink i dun wan le.. so ma fan.. see how lorx.. hmmx.. now hearing the song Sausalito.. haha. reminds mi of sec4 the dance.. wonderful memories they are.. though my partner was jh.. okie le.. at least he's not bad le.. except for his bu shuan look le.. lolx how i miss the 4l daes..
Monday, November 17, 2003
yest receive a mail from lw.. he sent mi some inspirational cards le.. wid some msg.. quite the same old thing le.. anywae mi went to watch wishing stairs wid dl juz now.. not exactly as scary as i tot it will be.. hmmx.. mainly the theatre ppl so noisy.. then also more lyk a les show.. anywae after the show we went to ljs to get a drink.. saw someone hu looks lyk hj. buden dun tink it's him.. cos he also nv sae hi to mi.. or maybe is? if it is then i sure vv lucky.. lolx anywae after drinking n some small tok we decide to go alk around.. but aimlessly lorx.. so in the end decide to go home le.. n so back home i had wanted to do my maths assignment.. buden realised i no tys.. so cannot do. lolx. guess can onli go sch copy tml? hmmx.. now going to look at the fotos we took at the bbq.. tink mi n val din take much.. cos.. haha dun sae.. anywae dat dae the rest of them were so happily taking fotos le..
Sunday, November 16, 2003
juz came back from parkway.. so tired lorx.. only slept for abt 1 hr then my mum n sis pull mi out of bed(literally).. wat kind of family is this lorx.. torturous..anywae yest was our cls bbq.. on the whole quite successful n fun le.. cos quite some ppl turn up.. buden our pit was so damn far.. we walked for 1 hr lorx.. sumore carrying so much stuff.. onli 2 guys n 4 gers.. 8 bottles of drinks, 2 packets of charcoal, 4kg of chicken wings, 10 packets of hotdogs n alot more le.. now i aching all over lorx.. argh.. then those hu came n help us later only carry for a short distance then complain.. makes mi vv pissed lorx.. then after dat so suay.. vv thirsty wanna drink water.. turn the cap then the zapple spill out.. duhx.. so after dat mi n val we vv pek ceh so dun wanna bother wid the bbq le.. so we went to the beach.. but after dat we also came back n help le.. not lyk some other ppl hu nv helps n juz eat.. haix.. then after dat suay suay my bag tio grape juice.. thanx to siwei le.. tink i clash wid soft drinks yest.. anywae after dat some of us ton nite.. 5 gers 1 guy.. tink our cls guys reali not gentleman le.. eat le left by themselves.. dun even bother abt the gers.. din even bother to accompany those hu going home when it's so late le.. sumore our pit area there so secluded.. anywae after all of them left.. shafeeq n his frens came n help us finish most of the food.. after dat they left too leaving us to clear up.. afterwhich we went to the mccafe then go plae pool n arcade.. sianx liaox.. we went back to the beach.. then py sae wanna change to specs so oli n hui yee went wid them.. then disappear for so long.. reason is they went to a pub where hui yee's fren is working.. n shanz, val n mi were lyk huh? they left us behind.. anywae at least the 3 of us tok alot abt things which when the rest came back.. we cannot sae le.. so after dat vv quiet n most of them tired le.. so sleep lorx.. then i juz sat by myself n kan hai.. haix.. but i feel so qi liang lorx.. then start tinking abt things again.. buden occasional 'interruptions' by hui yee n val.. anywae i reali vv tired le.. tink i go zZz le..
Friday, November 14, 2003
hmmx.. now in the sch library.. finished op le.. yeah! buden seems lyk it was quite bad.. as the audience said.. haix.. too bad le.. die die lorx.. anywae tml is our cls bbq.. hope quite some ppl will turn up le.. otherwise so sianx lorx.. buden muhammad dunno whether he going.. so hambie volunteered to set the fire.. expected le.. lolx anywae later going to see wilber wid shanz. so fun~ lolx but now i hafta go do my GPF le.. so tml no need cum back.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
hmmx.. a few daes nv update le.. mainly bcos no mood le.. anywae todae went out wid my mum n sis. just reached suntec then i saw sharon ou, jeff wang n one more guy i dunno hu le.. hmmx.. she quite pretty le.. but i tink on screen nicer. after dat i saw lim xiang ping n her boyfren.. she's vv pretty n the guy quite shuai le.. tanned then his hair dyed a mix of grey n white.. vv got style though he not vv tall le.. hmmx.. lang cai nu mao.. ppl c le also envious. seems lyk lately i in a state of depression.. m i? maybe lorx.. so alot ppl worry i might go die lidat.. dun worry le.. i wun le.. as i was telling lw last nite.. commit suicide vv painful.. sumore if u reali die they will beat ur corpse.. then if unsuccessful they will sue u.. haix.. so u all dun hafta worry.. but at least i noe someone will die wid mi if one dae i wanna commit suicide.. so dat's not such a bad thing le.. lolx
Saturday, November 08, 2003
juz helped my mama bake a cake.. okie le.. quite fun though the first cake turned out chao ta.. my mum lorx.. set temp too high.. then the whole kitchen full of smoke.. at least the second cake turn out fine. lolx tink bake cake vv fun can cheer mi up.. next time got time bake again. if can then maybe bake for powerpuff gang le.. provided it is edible le. lolx
Capricorn is slow to trust and even slower to love but once their heart is given there is very little they won't do to back up and support and love their mate. Capricorns require patience and dedication. They are often shy and awkward in their emotions early on growing in strength and acceptance the longer they stay within a union. They need to have a purpose behind their actions and a purpose behind the relationship.
Positive Traits in Love: Loyal, dedicated, patient, kind, generous, supportive, serious, dependable, tolerant, attentive.
Negative traits: Possessiveness, control, coldness and aloofness, lack of emotional tolerance or depth, materialistic, narrow minded, vindictive, bitter, melancholy.
What Capricorn likes:
Loyalty, Feeling secure, Financial/material stability, Ambitious mates, Feeling committed, Making long term relationship plans, Dependability, Reliability, Perseverance
What Capricorn Dislikes:
Flightiness, Being bossed around, Crudeness/coarseness, Dominance, Game playing, Ego displays, Extravagance, Being challenged by a lover, Indecisiveness
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
seems lyk lately alot ppl been tinking alot.. my dear, val, oli, shanz.. all pissed with the sucky sch system.. well.. todae on the bus home.. pu lao shi call mi n asked mi how i m.. then tok some dao li le.. ok le.. actuali he's a not bad teacher.. still concerned abt us.. anywae after dat maybe due to boredom? i also tink abt my purpose in life lorx.. seems lyk throughout my whole life i haf juz lived aimlessly lorx.. watever ppl do i do also lorx.. so meaningless.. then tink i reali pathetic lorx.. can't reali fit into this sch.. dun tink i noe more 50 ppl n vice versa. maybe juz lyk my mum n sisters sae.. i alwaes gif ppl the feeeling dat pisses them off.. wat can i sae? anywae i juz hope i can get out of this sch quickly lorx.. so wat if at the end of 2 yrs i noe less than one tenth of the sch's populace?it may seem pathetic but anywae this is but another phase in life we hafta go thru.. anywae as quoted from dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi sui, "ren zong yao mian dui, sui ye bu neng yong yuan pei sui.."
now in the library.. doing op.. otherwise dat tee will sae i nv do again.. eveything onli push to muhd do.. wth lorx.. muhd n ama sure got prepare blah blah blah.. then mi n zx sure nv do lorx.. damn bias.. todae such a lousy dae lorx.. earli in the morning shanz told mi need to go c crossley.. tot bcos of my hair but in the end she said it's bcos wanna reshuffle us to 307.. karishma, shaz, ama, sun n mi.. wat can i sae lorx? not as if i same frequency as them also.. then sae wat 307 a better cls.. so it's for our own good.. pi lorx.. so wat if they clever.. dun even lyk those ppl there.. wat mickey le.. then the gers there also.. dammit! she sae wanna c if we r agreeable.. then i sae if we dun wan lehx.. then she sae they might still go along wid it.. then y ask us rite? duhx.. make mi first time cry in this sch lorx.. but nvm le.. not alot ppl noe.. damn sianx.. now i no mood to do anything lorx.. then shanz sitting beside mi reading her blog.. the music so sad lorx.. tears welling up le.. buden i will go home then haf a good cry le.. dun ever wanna cry in sch again..
Monday, November 03, 2003
Tried to hold your hand on this windy day
But the rain juz had to slowly get heavier
Till i couldn't see you
How much longer till I'm by your side?
I'll wait till the skies clear
And maybe I'll feel better too
Someone's loved you from long ago
But the wind juz had to slowly
Blow the distance between us far apart
It wasn't easy to love you for another day
But at the story's end
You still seemed to say bye bye
hmmx.. now in the library.. need to c the op.. but i so tired.. worked yest.. then slept at 1230 lidat.. haix.. so sucky.. my finger now vv pain.. bled alot yest.. haix.. next time dun help my mama do housework le.. otherwise suay suay kena again.. anywae i change my hp le.. swop wid my dad.. haha. quite nice le.. but no mms.. n all my nice msgs gone.. sad le.. hmmx.. can only wait for some kind soul to send mi more nice nice msg? but so far dun haf lorx.. haix..
Saturday, November 01, 2003
now doing op at shanz house.. haix.. so sianx.. anywae yest went to the movie screening in sch.. after dat went shanz house sleepover.. her dog extremely friendly.. keep jumping up n down.. then later try to get under my skirt.. so se.. then dun listen to shanz sumore.. muahahaha anywae after dat mi n shanz share a bed.. then she vv funny lorx.. this morning her alarm sounded.. then she gai her hand on my head.. tink i her alarm clock sia.. then i got a shock but not dat bad le.. cos i half awake liaox.. after dat she sae she was tinking y her alarm clock got hair.. duhx.. i got nuthin to sae.. then just now do flag dae.. so sianx.. everyone reject mi.. tamp ppl all so stingy.. hmmx.. tink dat's all le.. lolx go continue my op le..
