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Monday, February 28, 2005
7:51 PM

3 daes since i last worked n i felt so strange.. well.. almost 1 hr into my nite shift n i've received 9 calls.. tink it's gonna be a busy nite.
met muhammad on my way to work juz now. he's juz knocked off while i'm juz starting work.. so ironic.. n it's also the first time i saw him since i started work here. to tink we r working at the same building all this while. if it wasn't on fri, mj's opening cermony, i wun haf known the world is so small after all.. or to be exact, it should be singapore is so small.. lolx
the opening ceremony was filled wid hype. the performance n meeting up of old frens n teachers. onli boring part is the speeches.. the video clip brought back nice memories.. so fast, 2 yrs haf passed..
btw anybody wanna watch movie? it's been ages since i last went to the cinema.. i wanna watch a very long engagement.. interested party call mi ok?
my worst nightmare has come to pass! i've grown fatter. argh.. lw sae i've grown fatter.. the last time he saw mi was 2 yrs ago.. so i've reali put on weight le.. sigh.. i muz go on diet le.. from now on, i muz walk to my workplace instead of taking the mrt le.. sumore sae i not cute le.. watever le.. grow old then grow old lorx.. humph! it's a process everyone hafta go thru anywae..


Thursday, February 24, 2005
7:36 PM

30 mins into my nite shift n i've gotten 3 calls.. tink it's gonna be a busy nite. cos there were a number of calls in the morning. luckily i wasn't working. was at an interview instead. job scope is to sell cards n credit line to corporate customers. sounds quite tough.. pay is ok.. 7 an hr + commission. but jerry, my colleague said he did similar roadshows b4.. pay was 10. hmmx.. maybe the company took a bigger cut from my pay.. but anywae maybe i wun get the job. cos i was late n not that spontaneous during the interview. well.. see how it goes ba..
after dat, went to shop wid my da jie.. spent more than a 100 on clothes, a bag n a pair of shoes.. tink after i started work, i've started to spend more.. must reali curb my spending le.. if not no matter how much i earn, my pocket is still so empty..
checked my uob account juz now.. finali receive my pay le.. but then tink the boss shortchanged mi.. he onli gave mi 32 hours of pay.. tink i worked more than that lorx.. in fact i tink it should be 37 lorx.. maybe he deduct my lunch n dinner hours.. so mean n calculative of him lorx.. even when i was eating, i still hafta do work lyk answering calls n printing orders wat.. somemore pay so low already.. if i've known earlier, i'd haf taken my own sweet time eating, lyk dat irritating auntie..
o levels results will be out on mon. when will it be A's? guess it will be the following week? argh.. time reali flies..

those were the childhood days we can never relive again..


Wednesday, February 23, 2005
7:36 PM

just started my night shift for 30 mins.. received 2 calls so far. so far so good.. wonder if any dae will go by without my trainer breathing down my neck? hopefully tonite will be the 1st? but well.. the nite is still young.. anything can happen.
during my 5 hr break juz now, met sr for a meal. treated mi to V8. tink it is the 3rd time i'm dining there this mth.. & for all 3 occasions, i ordered the same thing.. which is the fish & chips.. how interesting.. anywae, thanks sr for the treat n reali enjoyed the conversation we had. it's been a reali long time since we last met up n had a real get-together. muz meet up more often k? btw, was reali touched by wat u said in the letter. though distance may drift us apart, but i believe our frenship can overcome it.
i'm finali getting my pay from the florist. irritating auntie dropped the cheque at dbs when my a/c is under uob?! n so when the bank called mi yest n asked if i drop my cheque at the wrong place, i was lyk huhx? asked mi to go collect it @ boon keng.. duhx.. means i hafta take NEL.. i then dun care.. so todae called qh to ask if they can issue another cheque.. then the irritating auntie said cannot. the bank will send it to mi.. wtf! (pardon my crudeness.) but she's reali 1 mean fella. but luckily, later in the afternoon, another guy from the bank called n ask if i'm going to collect my cheque. i said i'm working, no time. he tot i nt singaporean bcos i've no dbs a/c. hmmx.. wat kind of logic is dat? a singaporean muz haf a dbs a/c? n the way he tok is absolutely not professional, he tinks he's my fren arx? if he work here, under my trainer, he'll be in deep trouble. lolx
finali getting my pay for this ocbc job on sat too.. still muz go kelly services to collect.. dunno how long i've waited for it le.. cat is reali not dat efficient. everytime giving excuses.. well.. it's not the first time anywae..
tml going for some interview at the millenia tower. apparently some advertising company i went to 1 mth ago is recommending mi for a roadshow for citibank. dun even rem going to dat company le.. dunno how the renumeration will be? if it's not bad n the timing doesn't clash wid my present job at ocbc, i wun mind taking it up. it wun kill to haf more money on hand. haha. when i've saved enough, i'll be able to take up some courses. tink i reali need them cos there's juz so many things i dunno.. anybody wanna take up any course, tell mi hor? maybe i can sign up too. it's better to haf company than to go alone.
it's the last dae of chinese new yr today, aka the eastern valentine's dae. so wanna wish everyone a happie valentine's dae. wish those who r singles to find someone whom they reali love & who reali loves them too. for those attached, may they have longlasting love. :p


Tuesday, February 22, 2005
8:00 PM

todae is quite a peaceful dae for mi compared to yest.. bcos there's many other ppl working nite wid mi.. not lyk yest.. almost suffered a breakdown last nite.. made so many mistakes n my trainer was niao-ing mi.. which makes it worse! the more stressed i feel, the more mistakes i make.. sigh.. in the end, i made 1 reali grave mistake.. supposed to transfer a call regarding a fraud case but due to my oversight, i informed the fraudster his application was successful.. duhx.. i was so screwed by my trainer bcos of dat.. but thankfully, the relevant dept guy was very nice n asked mi not to worry.. so phew.. when i saw my trainer todae, she was not strangling my neck.. but everyday when i come to work, i dread seeing her face.. but well.. she's not the only one dat's not veri nice to newbies lyk us.. most of the senior cso r not that nice to us too.. so far, i've onli met 2 who r nice.. guess this is how the working world is lyk.. ppl onli fawn on those wid power n experience.. duhx..
looking forward to fri. knocking off work at 2. after dat going for feast wid val b4 going back to sch.. anyone free to join us msg us k?

i look at the sky above mi
wondering when it will light up..


Friday, February 18, 2005
10:10 PM

so sickening.. it's the 2nd time i'm typing this.. apparently there was a time-out.. duhx..
but anywae it's also a peaceful nite todae.. so well.. i can afford to retype. buden at the call centre, watever we sae is the opposite of wat we mean.. haha. thus, i'm so busy now.. so many calls dat i dun haf time to blog.. lolx.
going to clarke quay wid 1 of my colleague, giselle later.. tink sr shld noe her? maybe going for supper n a drink? hmmx.. perhaps will be joined by her frens too.. if nt juz the 2 of us seems quite sianx..
meeting up wid nancy n clara tml. it's been quite some time since i last saw them. guess we r all busy wid our own jobs.. it's so difficult to meet up.. sigh.. that's the sad thing about life.. everyone hafta move on..
there's 1 reali nice song by guang liang.. title is tong hua. how nice if someone sing dat to mi.. i'll be so touched~ (anyone got my hint? lolx) but i doubt the dae will ever come.. so juz dream on ba..
fri is mj's official opening ceremony. finali i'll be able to see those ppl i've not met in quite a while.. but provided they r going too.. hmmx.. dun tink the sch has changed much too.. except for the hall which is air conditioned now.. well.. so cya ppl n take care in the mean time.


Thursday, February 17, 2005
8:51 PM

so bored now.. not much calls coming in todae. peaceful nite.. not lyk the last few nites.. it was madness.. been working in the morning till late nite.. sumore valentine period.. the florist tel was practically ringing the whole dae.. almost got phobia when i hear the phone ring..
but lately i've been rotting at home after valentine's dae.. cos the florist doesn't need mi.. even if he wan mi i also dun wanna work.. cos there's this auntie there who is unhappie wid mi.. alwaes finding fault wid mi.. so b*tchy.. irritating old woman.. no wonder she's unattached.. haha.
anywae.. for those of u who haven seen mi in quite a while.. i've just highlighted my hair.. supposed to be ash green.. but turn out to be yellow, blue n green.. some sae grey sumore.. so my sis sae i look lyk a peacock.. :( so sad..
oh.. n results r going to be released soon.. argh!! i'm so worried.. dunno wat i'll do if i reali cannot make it.. sigh..


Thursday, February 03, 2005
6:59 PM

i've finali found a job! in fact, 2. 1st one will be at ocbc call centre.. credit card department.. 7pm till 11pm. anybody bored can call in le.. lolx. todae is onli the 4th dae of training n i'm already tired.. physically n mentally.. there's juz too much things to noe.. bleahx.. n i hate walking along raffles place in the morning.. everyone seems to be in a hurry n the train is alwaes packed.. duhx.. but then 1 plus side is it makes mi feel adult too.. lolx
my 2nd job is not reali confirmed.. but most likely next sat n sun i'll start working at this company dealing wid flower delivery n packing.. picking up calls n taking orders too.. guess these daes b4 valentine will reali be mad.. after dat the boss sae he'll confirm wid mi again wat my job will be.. either in the office answering calls or packing lorx.. hopefulli i'll be stationed in the office?
hmmx.. nuthin much to update liaox.. update again another dae. take care all. n happie new yr in advance~



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