Complexity meets simplicity..
anyone with eyes would be able to sense the animosity and tension between me and a certain person. Not that I really care that the person is showing hostility to me because I know it's not worth my getting upset over it. in any case, the person's presence is but a passing presence in this phase of my life. Sometimes things are not within my control. if the other party has no intention of making itwork, there's nothing i can do. no one likes to be talked to in a condescending manner. I know i have my flaws and i'm often blur but it doesnt kill to help someone who's in doubt, does it? gruelling 2 hours of meeting which I dreaded coming but knowing that if I do not turn up, I will definitely be screwed upside down. though I did not see how my presence changed anything. Not that I have no value-addedness but that my opinions are not being appreciated. whatever.
