Complexity meets simplicity..
Went back for follow-up on my head injury today. Let me recount my weird encounter with the doctor. When I finally got into the consultation room, the doctor asked if my hand injuries have healed. Of course right? It's just mild abrasion. Then he asked if I have any other discomfort. So I told him I have been experiencing giddy spells and in particular this morning, the dizziness was really terrible. He said that they were probably post-concussion and should clear off in one month's time. But for my case, it's been 6 weeks. Hence, he asked if I have blurred vision, numbness and headaches. He further tested my ability to follow the movement of his pen with my eyes. No problem it seems. He then suggested I go see a neurologist then back to see him before my case can be discharged. Finally, he asked if I needed a medical certificate which I gladly accepted.
At the payment counter, I felt something was amiss. Wasnt I supposed to see a neurosurgeon for follow-up on my wound? But I realised I am in the General Surgery clinic and..... the doctor did not even look at my wound! Checked with the nurses but they said that was the correct appointment booked by the ward. Despite my having called the hotline twice to clarify and been told that I will be seeing a neurosurgeon, now they are telling me it is not the case? Not being able to assist me, they asked me to clarify with the doctor. Went back into the room and reminded the doctor that myappointment supposed to be with a neurosurgeon. He replied that I have no need for surgery so there is no need to see the neurosurgeon. Then I told him that I was supposed to have a follow-up on the laceration on my scalp. To think he replied me in surprise with "You have a wound on your head? It is not stated." Like how -_-" was I.... Doesnt he have my record? Showed him my wound and he told me not to worry cos it has healed nicely. Then I told him I have removed the stitches a while back. He was shocked once again and said "You had stitches? I was like "Ya..." At this time I cant take it anymore. Told the doctor I would like to be transferred over to another hospital on the grounds that it is nearer to my house. He told me he is not sure how to go about transferring the records and delegated the task to the nurse. Waited for an hour but yet to get any response from the other hospital. Told the staff I need to leave because my giddy spell is killing me. Was informed they would contact me when the procedure is done and the appointment with the hospital in question is secured. I checked with them when I should receive their call nd they said today. But... till now I have yet to receive any call? Shall bug them tomorrow.
I think most everyone know what the above mentioned hospital is. Is it any wonder it has such a bad reputation? I am really appalled.
Friday, January 23, 2009
I must say I am really blessed. Met up with the guys at IMM. 4 guys to 1 girl which makes me the rose among the thorns. lol. Didnt expect so many of them to turn up in the first place which explains why I am greatly outnumbered. In any case, I really appreciate their taking time out to celebrate my birthday, albeit late. The family at the table next door cast glances at our table when the guys sang a birthday song for me, made me kind of uneasy. Nonetheless, I was really touched by their act. I presume they should be feeling just as awkward? *.# I thank God for the wonderful friends I have.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Is Chinese New Year just round the corner? Although its footsteps draw nearer, I dont seem to feel its presence. Somehow the festive mood had been overshadowed by a cloud of gloom and uncertainty. Not that I am that affected by the current economic situation, I also cannot exactly say I am insulated from the economic turmoils and upheavals. Nonetheless, I have faith that even if I walk through a very dark valley, His goodness and mercy will run after me.
The past week had been a most hectic one. Despite my lessons spanning only a total of 6 hours over three days, time seems to be insufficient. Primarily, much time is wasted on travelling. Boon Lay is really far!! It's only once in a while when I get lifts that the journey gets more bearable. Secondly, GESL project requires rather intensive discussion and being such a large group, it is not easy to get consensus in a short time. More brainstorming to come.
All in all, the past week had been a most fruitful one. Monday was spent shopping with dear, Tuesday visiting with Joanne, Wednesday was vision sharing. I need to rely on His strength. Not by might nor by power, but by my spirit.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
In 20 minutes time, my special day will be over. Of course that does not mean the end. Looking forward to the coming year and anticipating it to be the best year yet. I am really touched by all who sent their well-wishes, via text or in person. Thank you all for remembering!
Actual day of my birthday this year was rewardingly spent with the kids and my family. Starkly different from the past few years. It was a great time, both fulfilling and comforting. I believe this year is truly going to be a fantastic year. No matter what others may say, I am believing for an extraordinary time.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Day after day, people ask me what I want for my birthday this year. As I exhaust the remaining of my double swan age, I cant help but wonder what exactly will be the perfect gift. Clothes I prefer to buy on my own, bags I have quite aplenty, soft toys I have no particular fancy for, accessories I have more than enough and cosmetics I am unusally particular about. This rules out all possibility of an ideal gift that is other than the big ticket items. I have been eyeing a diamond necklace from Soo Kee, a pair of earrings from Lee Hwa and some clothes from Ed Hardy. But then again, all these I can get them myself. Whatever it is, it's always the thought that counts. I would definitely welcome presents, be they in the form of clothings, bags or accessories, as long as they are given out of a sincere heart. (something of my style preferably)
Talking about birthdays, I wonder if there will be any one who will celebrate with me on the actual day? Supposedly I need to be at expo till 730.. -_-''
Saturday, January 10, 2009
I learnt a valuable lesson today. Never leave your destiny in the hands of others. It is essential to exercise my wisdom and not depend on hearsay. I realised that often when I trust what others say completely and do not seek the answers out myself, I get into a lot of misunderstandings which ultimately led to problems which could had been possibly averted. Indeed, I need to be more discerning and use my brains.
Friday, January 09, 2009
Today signalled the last of orientation. Orientation was pretty dry with the numerous briefings we had to sit through. Nothing of note-worthy other than the Teambonding and Heritage Race that we had yesterday. Ran around campus and explored the places significantly associated to our diverse backgrounds. Through the sweat and fatigue, we emerged second! Three cheers for Sigma! Though we did not top the race (which we could), we finished the race with integrity and in unity. Hence, we are truly proud of our achievement.
Thanks to the vigorous workout yesterday, my leg muscles are now screaming! Yes! No doubt I have not exercised in donkey years.
Lessons start proper with effect from Monday. A mix of -__- and ^.*
Meeting Dear for dinner. Afterwhich will be Red Cliff 2 with Jackson and friends. Uber looking forward.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
I wonder if the knock on my head is far more serious than the doctors dismissed it to be. I have been experiencing giddy spells far too often. Not that I actually collapse in a pile, but it feels like everything is swimming in my head. bleahz..
Orientation starts tomorrow. I realised that Boon Lay is really far! Its accessibility is comparable to pasir ris, if not worse. boohoo. I do wish I can stay in the hall. -_- Looking at the timetable, I need to think twice though. Seems like until March, I am relatively free? That is if I did not misinterpret the timetable. After March, it is kind of madness. sigh.... With Fridays ending at 730?! Again, probably I may need to take some content upgrading modules considering how badly I did for my own core modules. aye... It's really embarrassing.
Dear is coming back on Tuesday! whee~
Thursday, January 01, 2009
It is really not easy to shoot, especially when my eyesight is absurdly bad. Nonetheless, it was a relatively fun experience. Following that, we watched Twilight. Finally! I have been wanting to watch it since it first hit the cinemas. The movie didnt disappoint me because despite having a rather shallow plot, the cast is pretty power-loaded. At least I get to ogle at my eye candy, Robert Pattinson and be swooned by his sleek demeanor. If I am not wrong, he is the cute senior in Harry Potter. Not only is he incredibly handsome, he is really charming! His eyes are so communicative and express such complex emotions of love, passion, exasperation and longing. Furthermore, he is so protective over the love of his life that it makes him even more attractive. Compared to Hugh Jackman, who is more rugged, I would definitely much heart him. Not that Hugh Jackman is not charming, but I dont exactly fancy bearded man. A well-groomed guy is definitely more suave. Like the rest say, I am still a xiao mei mei. lol.
As we bid farewell to a less than desirable 2008, I cant help but wonder if the air is fresher for 2009? Everyone is just so eager to usher in a new year, which to me, feels just like another year. I mean, having been through so many new year crossovers, how do you sustain the passion and rev up the anticipation? Renewal of mind I guess. I just dont feel any novelty and excitement which is probably attributed to my ageing mentality. In any case, I am still more than happy to leave behind the old hurts, disappointments and victories and enter into a new year. To be able to welcome in a new year simply means that I have lived past another year. For this, I am thankful. For a chance to breathe and to live.
To kickstart the new year, I should rightfully set some new year resolutions
1. Changing my battelfield and becoming more positive, less critical
2. Study hard and be a diligent student
3. Curbing my tendency to shoot my mouth off, be more sensitive and less self-absorbed
4. Be generous to both myself and others
5. Sourcing for my SO because I am not that young afterall
6. Rely on Him and know Him in a greater manner
7. Keeping time, be punctual and mindful in time management
After 4 hours of sleep, I am off to shoot some arrows!
