Complexity meets simplicity..
It's supposed to be the holiday season but I seem to be busier than ever. so many things to get done and it's not helping that I had sustained a head injury. it gives me headaches, makes me dizzy and drives me nuts. too bad I am allergic to the painkiller prescribed and the doctor refused to prescribe another for me claiming that I did not list that as one of the drugs I am allergic to. that's like how duh.... this gives me not much of a choice but to bear with the pain that hits occasionally.
someone said I am fierce and violent. it's a shame but I have to admit that I can be such a coward at times. I do not have the courage (though now I think it's wit actually) to respond accordingly to a situation. my reaction is usually so slow or rather I took such a long time to process it, that it's often too late to say anything. and how do I make up for it? I'll tell my friends what I would have loved to do/say when faced with that question. that's where the problem lies.. sigh.
certain people in life are just such tests of our tolerance. they certainly epitomize the gist of nuisance and are challenges to one's patience. I need to douse the fire flaming within me before it gets beyond control.
