Complexity meets simplicity..
i have officially scribbled my name on the dotted line. is teaching really my cup of tea? i truly hope so. i remember a few months back, i was convicted in my heart, still am though, to make an impact in the society. the campus is where future leaders are moulded! and that is where i want to be. ^.*
i am very enticed to go on a holiday again. *_# though there are budget constraints.
come saturday, i will be attending a wedding as an isolated individual for the second time. not as exhilarating as the first. but nonetheless, being the jie meis, i am kind of nervous. haha. primarily because i have no idea what to expect. you should be worried when u hear the kind of pranks played on jie meis, though it should have been the other way round? aye.. whatever comes my way.
lately, my eldest sister started to have this weird notion. told my mother i will get married next year. duhz.. getting married when i dont even have a boyfriend?! that sounds kind of impossible. according to her, i share the same destiny as my third sister. faints. how convincing are tarot cards? supposedly i will marry a guy who does not love me as much as i love him. i definitely do not wish for that to happen. i guess that's a selfish mentality but at least it will save me a lot of heartaches. though subconsciously, i feel that ultimately i still prefer to give than to receive. aye...
alright. i realised my thoughts are kind of random today. perhaps cos my brain is kind of drained. i need to go on a shopping spree~ retail therapy always works. not forgetting the nightmare i had this morning when i rummaged through my clothes looking for formal clothes. roar!
