Complexity meets simplicity..
my last day by the window. after which i will no longer have the breath-taking view spread out in front of me. it also means i cant surf the net as and when i please now that my every move will be scrutinized by the returning mother. boohoo.. not like i really care because i have finished most of what i am supposed to do and proved myself to be much more efficient than her. most likely, i will leave at the end of the month. ~.*
have you ever had a really sad dream that when you wake up, you find yourself weeping? the overwhelming emotions felt in the dream were so real that even your physical body was engulfed in the virtual setting. just the other day, i woke up from a dream with tears still wet on my face. this is the second time i had such an experience. the sorrow felt in the dream was so tangible that when i finally broke free from my state of unconsciousness, the sense of loss lingered on, filling me with grief.. grief that had no basis yet strangely justifiable. surreal? people always say 日有所思，夜有所梦. whatever your thoughts are in the day, they will be translated into dreams at night- manifestations of the mind. i believe to a certain extent it is true. the mind is capable of manipulating our subconscious, whether you like it or not. another plausible explanation for the weird encounter is that my body is too tense and needed to find an outlet to release all the pent-up emotions. the outburst is probably the best mode of de-stress? it sure did make me feel relieved after the whole episode, as if a heavy burden unloaded. ")
