Complexity meets simplicity..
is it really a wrong choice to take 3 chemistry modules in 1 semester? moreover, all of them are organic which, to me, is just as bad as physical. but i am really quite lazy to go source for other modules. moreover, the main intention of taking 3 this semester is so that i only need to take 2 next semester. let's just pray that my decision is a wise one.
the program i am using is down today. meaning i have no work to do. sometimes i feel like i am wasting my life away in the office. thank God it is but a 3 months stint. how can anyone actually work in such an environment all their lives i wonder.
what is your purpose in life?
wealth and fame. that is the most common objective people have. more often than not, all their lives, they are driven by power, greed and status so much so that they forsake their humanity. as for me, i would rather seek spiritual satisfaction and inner riches. perhaps others will say i am naive but well.. it doesnt hurt to be simple.
i am beginning to realize that the more cheerful a person behaves outwardly, the deeper his/her inner self. behind an interesting facade lies an unfathomable personality. they may appear flippant and bold though they are hurting and burdened inside. split personality? nope. i believe it is an Asian trait in each of us. putting on a brave front just so we are not deemed as vulnerable. of course i do not believe in being a whiny person but once in a while, it is good to display your weakness in front of people who care. it is not something to be ashamed of as all of us need affirmation from time to time. how can you give when you are empty and have nothing to offer? alas, more often than not, we only know how to receive and tend to neglect the feelings of those who gave generously. i think i need to learn to be more sensitive and put others above self. it may not be easy but it is worth a try. ".)
