Complexity meets simplicity..
to you whose faith is wavering i have only one advice for you. not that i am well-qualified to be preaching to others but just what i feel with regard to the issue. you can choose to ignore the following paragraph if you feel it is too spiritual for you.
personally i believe that it is best to go back to that very first time when you had an encounter with Him. what was it that led you to trust in Him at that time? perhaps more often than not, people accept Christ (or basically any religion) when they are in the pit of their lives, when nobody seems to care about you and the only one who does is you yourself. and as time goes by, wounds start to heal as you grow stronger and you may feel that you are becoming less reliant on Him. you may then start to question yourself and wonder if your decision then was justifiable. but somehow i believe that the crux of the problem is what you felt when you first let Him into your life and what changes you have undergone since. I hope it wasnt a decision just for convenience or any other superficial reasons. anyway i guess religion is abstract and intangible. you cant measure it and there isnt one single standard everyone have to conform to as each of us perceive things differently and have different backgrounds. ultimately each individual has a different Christian walk. the key is to just let your heart take rein and ignore the scorns of the disbeliever. more often than not religion is just like love. it is irrational and cannot be substantiated. the more you try to rationalize it, the more doubts and emotional struggles you develop. so i guess you just have to trust your heart and keep on keeping on. cos ultimately you are the one who understands yourself best.
alright. that's basically all what i want to say. and this entry will be specially dedicated to you. wouldnt mention names here. =P
