Complexity meets simplicity..
basically this entry is just some random rumbling with no intention of arrowing anyone.
is it true that guys tend to play lip service or just that girls tend to read more into things? sometimes i cant help but wonder.. is it just me who behaves and thinks this way? ok. i guess it is just my nature to be more sensitive. so.. do be careful with your choice of words when you are communicating with me. i dont like people (both guys and gals) to say things out of convenience only to forget about it later. for example the person say "i'll bring you to xxxx next time" and a few days/weeks later, he/she has clean forgotten the promise! this REALLY gets me. the sense of disappointment. @_# i know it isnt exactly a promise but your word is your bond. i am especially particular when the person means something to me. or perhaps i should give the other party the benefit of the doubt and understand that he/she is really busy. aye.. easier said than done. i cant help it because i am one who expects and thinks too much.. indeed higher the expectation, greater the disappointment.
i just realised i have less than 3 weeks to spend time with my eldest sister. she is going to US for job training soon, meaning i wouldnt see her for another 1 year.. does this mark the growing up process? that we must learn to part with our family? i really have to set more time aside for her while i still can, learn to cherish and treasure the bond we share. i do not want to regret for not having done so when i look back in the future. but.... does it help that since young we have never been educated to display our love and concern outwardly?
beautiful shades of blue and green blended together just like a painting. everything appears to be at a standstill despite the turmoil hidden deep under the sea. isnt it amazing that the sea behaves like Man or is it the other way round? the wonders of nature.
que sera sera... what will be will be
val: 309 dinner should be postponed since darling yee is in redang. as for grad trip, i hope to go to a country i have yet to venture to. probably not tw and hk.
