Complexity meets simplicity..
follwing a merciless public outlash comes an apology over msn? oh.. how sincere is that? even if the apology comes a 100 million times, do you think it can actually offset everything? sure. i did think of the consequences when i blogged that first entry. i expected you to curse my entire ancestral family too! why did you just humiliate me and forget all about my family members? if you want to be hailed as a hero, you have failed. you can try harsher blows next time. go on and keep that entry there. let all avid readers have a great laugh over it. i am sure they have not have enough fun yet! i guess readership must have also hit an all-time high? congratulations! what is the point of removing the entry now? you cant take back what you said, be it verbally or in writing. oh yes! of course the intention of the entry is just in response to mine. a pity i will not remove mine because each entry serves as a reminder to me of things (good or bad) that happen to me.
if you think that my replying over msn is a sign of reconciliation, it isnt. i have not learnt to be as forgiving as God. i cant pretend that nobody called me ugly names and scorned me. i aint a magnanimous person. (NOTE:aint=am not. check wikipedia if you wish) try bashing up a person real bad and the bruised person still kiss the ground you walk on. now, that will convince me to forgive and forget. but like i always said, i am petty and narrow-minded. will i not become weary of you after this whole incident? or did you think i will be elated and embrace you after reading the entry? i am sure you thought of the consequences before you published the post too. the moment you decided to retaliate with vicious statements, the fate of whatever friendship we had is sealed. so what game are you playing now? be a man and stop trying to turn the tables on me.
a reason as to why i have been ignoring you? there isnt any explanation. if you insist, i am sure you can find clues from all my past entries. alright. this entry shall put a full-stop to the whole episode, at least on my side of course. feel free to condemn me on your blog. dont disappoint your fans. i wouldnt be reading it anyway and i surely wouldnt be seeing them in future.
lesson learnt.
you have no right to ask me how i feel
back to happier stuff worth mentioning. had a great dinner with val at MOF (Ministry of Food). nothing beats japanese food(other than HK steamed milk)! yummilicious~ thanks val for an enjoyable time and Zara sale is really crazy. luckily i am out with you else i will spend again. must meet up more often k? badminton on sat~ will let you know the time again ya?
i miss my dear.. talked over msn last night. so much to say but so restricted. argh..
