Complexity meets simplicity..
i guess i have been too caught up with my own stuff so much so that i neglected the things around me. not that i do not care about the people around me. whatever it is, from now on, i shall really have to get involved with all the details and personal life of all those i treasure. my friends, please try to spare me some time and let me into your life k?
to sr: i know it is a tad too late but still i wanna congratulate you on finding a guy worthy of your love. from your entries, i am happy to know that you are blissfully in love and the guy has so much faith in you. his sincerity has proved much to be able to gain your trust. treasure the love you share and walk through all troubles and laughters together ya? :P
been working at sla for 7 days. something set me thinking. isnt it interesting how human beings are creatures of habits? we go through the same routine day in and day out. is that what life is all about? my colleagues clock in at the same time everyday, have the same breakfast (fried beehoon) and the list goes on..... how much change can happen? and i am actually evolving to become 1 of them! not that i eat beehoon for breakfast but the things i do. ay.. the number 1 reason why i dislike desk-bound jobs.
2 jokers were running an errand and happened to be in my office today. were envious of the view i had outside the window and trying to figure out a plot of land out in the sea. mmz.. hello? it is definitely not indonesia and malaysia cos u cant see them at tanjong pagar. we aint that near them as you may think from the map. the problem with looking at maps for too long.
was on my way to submit my timesheet after work. this caucasian started talking to me. asking about my handphone and stuff. managed a curt reply and an apologetic smile before alighting. thank god I only need to take 1 stop. quite embarrassed as all the commuters are looking at me.
i think i am too particular about my food. so much so that I have incurred the wrath of the uncle in my department. and i had to lunch alone yesterday. boohoo.. it isnt my fault that i dont fancy the food he likes right? victimized.
Friday, May 25, 2007
i'm all alone in the office. the rest of them are supposed to come in at 9.. not like it make any difference anyway. yawnz..
anyway this post is just for all those guys out there. if you fall into either category, please steer yourself away from me.
1. low self-esteem
not that i like guys who are egoistic MCP but please.. if you have so little confidence in yourself, how are you going to charm me?
2. overly persistent
i like guys who have stamina but well.. too much becomes irritating. what's more you cant even take any hints. yes. i do like guys to show concern for me but all talk and no actions are just bull shit. i believe actions speak louder than words.
3. 'sticky'
being a fairly independent girl i dont exactly like having to report my every move unless I want to. so please stop probing me when i apparently dont feel like saying more.
4. undecisive
i dont like to be the one who always have to take the initiative. not that i like overpowering guys but please dont always ask me to decide ok?
to the guy who say he wanna woo me, stop being a bugger and behave like a kid. i dislike immature guys.
I'm finally back! my blog must be feeling abandoned. oops. anyway i'm just gonna give a fairly short update.
15 May 2007
watched phantom of the opera. no words can fully describe it but it is definitely worth the ticket price. too bad to those who didnt manage to catch it (oops.. sounding mean). aint i glad i managed to get mark to go with me else i would have missed a great production.
17 - 20 May 2007
my first trip to taiwan. stayed at a hotel near hsimenting. mmz.. indeed culture there is so different from singapore. 1 thing i am amazed is the hospitality of the people. 1 thing i can never understand is their humor. 1 thing that turns me off is their traffic system. I guess i am just too pampered by singapore's roads. all in all, i had fun though i would still prefer HK.
now i have to switch off my holiday mode. sigh. back to work. looking at maps whole day long. trying to comprehend what those miniature features are and updating into the database. wow! must be crazy, fancy asking a conputer idiot like me to work with IS. tsk.. and i was told it is admin, simple data entry. duh..
exam result gonna be out on sat. bad premonition. heck. i'm just gonna have fun at oli's chalet tmr.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
no idea where to go on a tuesday night? no worries. st james is the answer! i'm totally into the place right now. absolutely cool! not only is there a selection of places for you to chill (in fact 9 clubs and pubs all in 1 building), the music and the crowd's great too. okok. perhaps i'm exaggerating but it's definitely worth the money. pay once and u are free to roam the place. wootz! oh. did i mention that 2 of the singers at dragonfly are quite handsome and the guitarist looks jap anime. what's more. they perform both songs that we grew up listening to - beyond, aaron kwok and also modern day ones like jay. if u like a mix of chinese and english pop, the place's definitely for u!
2nd nite of drinks was at loof. i finally get to go there!! irony that it is just opposite my house! hoho. ambience there is pretty good too. shall go there another time. for now i need to rest my liver. ;p
was i mean to get someone else to reply msges for me?
alright. here's the scenario:
i was at a club with my friends and there comes 2 sms.
A asked if i am still home and whether can meet after his work.
my reply was i am out with my friends.
A replied and said it is ok. full stop. end of msging. good!
B asked if i am outside with my friends.
my reply was yes, i am at a club with my friends. (by right, he should get the idea that i am busy and it is not convenient for me to reply right? apparently he dont.)
then he asked who i am out with, guy or girl?! (excuse me, who i am out with are of no concern to you, i'll tell you if i want to and do you think you are my boyfriend?)
alright. i was still nice and replied that i am dancing and drinking with my friends. (get the hint?no?!)
another sms. asked if i can go club with him next time and whether i drink alot? (that's it. i go club is not to sit there and reply smses. what more those that are inconsequential. passed the phone to my friend cos i just cant be bothered anymore. bugger)
sms continued for another 4 to 5 times with things like dont get drunk and what time i am going home.. duh.. either he is a kpo or i dunno what. concern? i will say it is too over. this is what you'll expect from your bf perhaps but definitely not a normal friend.
anyway the next day even before i am up, sms came. asked if i was drunk and what time i reach home. cant be bothered to reply. call came shortly after. and i was actually honest enough to say it was my friend who replied for me. (oops.. bad move) found an excuse to put down the phone. phew.. then come an angry sms. said i was very bad to do that and i didnt tell him it's my friend. what? if i didnt tell him how in the world did he know it wasnt me? hell. but do i care? yup. that's me. i am a meanie. yes, if it is me i'll be mad too but... i will never be so irritating as to keep msging even when i know the other's party busy. you can only blame yourself for being so dense. generally i will never get someone else to reply unless i am real busy and the other party keep hounding me. so be assured my friends. this will never happen to you i promise. drastic measures are only meant for situations like this.
Monday, May 07, 2007
i didnt know my presence is so highly desired at the cafe. after 1 month of absence, they finally learnt to appreciate me. lol. something doesnt feel right though. perhaps there are just not enough ladies in the crew so the guys there keep teasing me and asking me questions about my love life. hmm.. too bad. all not my cup of tea. i have no interest in bgr as of now anyway. oh yes. i need to find a new job. anyone has any lobang let me know k? thanks in advance.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
mummy it's over.... aptly describes what i am feeling right now.. weirdly after every paper i am emotionless.. it's just a feeling of emptiness and u dont know what to make of it. guess it isnt a very good sign? anyway it's finally the end of another school term! looking forward to my taiwan trip. so exciting~ but before that shall spend some time with all my friends! get back to nature and lose some weight. yup. that's my plan for this 3 month break. hee
