i hate myself for feeling this way.. trapped in the past.. and it aint helping that u chose to stir some emotions only to turn aloof once again.. can u kindly tell me what do u mean by that? please spare me the agony. i am sick and tired of being a substitute good. i do believe i deserve someone who truly treasures me, though the time aint right yet.
sometimes i think i am just too trusting. so much so i become gullible (i'd prefer to be called naive though) anyway i guess i should stop living in my own world. no one is perfect and u cant take what one says at face value..