Complexity meets simplicity..
i feel like dying.. i can never understand how some ppl can be so smart to get full marks.. perhaps i am just too stupid. roar.. only halfway through the exams. i dont exactly think my grades are going to make it.. darn.. as if my cap is not bad enough.. sigh.. perhaps i shouldnt have gone into science.. aye.. feeling super shitty. well,, i can only pray that a miracle will happen.. i am leaving everything into His hands.
at least there is something i am looking forward to. 1st of dec. going to start work though my last paper is on the 4th.. haha. beverage promotor at the airport! supposed to work with joyce and wei but in the end, we are going to be promoting different things?! hmph!! but well, it's ok cos we are all working at the same place! waha. all thanks to me! must treat me to a meal wor~ lol.
1 verse to share with all having exam blues, Proverbs 3:5: trust in the Lord your God with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
God answered my prayers! was complaining to ali that there is no one to study with me. and God sent me one within hours. amazing right?
was rushing my assignment outside the bench at lt 27 when a guy came up to me. not sure where he is from. i guess it's science cos he's a science look and a science feel. lol.
xx:are u studying alone?
me:ya (giving him my questioning look)
xx:do u wanna study together?
me:oh. but i'm leaving soon
xx:where do u stay?
me:bugis
xx:then u wanna go home together?
me:where do u stay?
xx:tampines
me:oh. u take mrt right but i'm taking bus.
xx:then nvm. bye (and he walked away)
weird encounter i would say. do i look so lonely? aha. or probably i look like i'm from sp. that's what my director at the cafe said. told her i'm from nus she was shocked. thought i'm first yr somemore. hoho.
i'm right once again. my neighbour in the office has been given the boot. sigh.. apparently he could not hit the sales target. the other guy has resigned too and a girl has taken up his position as designer. so now the ratio of guys to gals is now 1:3. i think i should really watch myself or i might be sent packing too..
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i am beginning to find myself becoming a professional love advisor. probably i can consider carving a career of this nature? to all the guys, if u have any problem do feel free to consult me yeah? i'll definitely give u sound advice, which is 90% representative of the women and their perspectives. not sure of my credibility? go and ask around. in fact, i just finished a 'consultation' with Sunny boy. having some cold war with the girl. hey! be a man and take the initiative k? what more if it all started because of some insensitive thing u said or do. u dont expect the girl to pretend nothing was wrong right? (above are just general so i'm not breaching my client's privacy k?) anyway not that i want to boast, he did find my advice good k? being one of the few freshies that i click so well with, i offer him free counselling too. lol. i admire him for his perseverance in wooing the girl that he like. it's been more than 3 months since arts camp. kudos to his determination! sometimes i find it amazing that being a girl with limited experience in relationship, i can offer incredible advice. hoho. hate to admit but i'm all theory and no hands-on. i only know how to encourage ppl and not myself. haha. that's me.
can someone tell me where did i get all the cuts from? ever since i started work, i've been getting cuts all over, my knees, my shin, my hands and even my shoulder and neck. not really paper cuts kind of wounds but those that look like i've grazed it over some rough surface. what puzzles me is where the cuts on my shoulder and neck come from. weird. am i having some sort of skin disease?
i kind of figured out why my manager is suspicious of my sexuality. first of all, we call each other dear. secondly, we are always whispering among ourselves. not like we have some secrets, it is just that we just have too many things to talk about and some things are not meant to be heard by others. lastly, our hp numbers contain the same first 4 digits. she thought we were so close that we even got similar mobile numbers? haha. it's purely coincidental! anyway, we are just going to play along with it. haha. christmas-y mood in the restaurant! definitely my favourite season of the yr!! love is in the air~ hoho.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
work at the cafe is definitely... interesting. last night my manager asked us(my dear and i) whether we are les?! wahaha. i almost burst my stomach laughing! actually i've been having this gut feeling that she thinks we are and there! i was right!! but who would expect her to ask us so direct? prior to that she was asking if we wanna go home early since there aint much business. my dear said anything and so i said i'll follow her decision. and then came the ultimate. "Are you 2 lesbians? actually it doesnt matter cos it's so common nowadays." the way she said it sound so matter-of-fact. hmm.. do i look or behave like one or probably i am really les eh? anyway, she's right in a way cos the crew there are like 80% not straight? first of all, out of 6 guys, 3 are not straight. hoho. (actually i'm not even sure if the other 3,of which i assume the chef is normal, are straight cos i dont know them that well) and there, isnt my workplace interesting?
Friday, November 10, 2006
finally done with our filming, which is about time cos it's due next friday. only left with the editing(which will be done by char). really hope the whole clip will turn out fantastic. not forgetting there is a 750 words reflection. basically, after this and the last lab report, it'll be time to start studying. will officially suspend all my job committments for the 1 week study break. then i'll need a mugging partner. gers, pls let me know k? i need to study in sch else i'll just be too distracted.
the last lab session for the sem was super fun. my lab partner alister said it's always a ruckus when i'm in the lab. though we are noisier than the rest, joking and fooling around, we are always the first to finish. completed our 2 expts in record time, 1.5 hr! hoho. i love the TA. he's the best-looking TA from China i've ever seen and also the most comical.(not just i say, but the rest of the girls in my lab group felt the same too) at least he is not like some other TA who always stare at ppl as if the whole world trampled on her toes. hope i'll see him next sem (provided i still remember him)
something's not right in the office. my neighbour seems to be missing in action. it's been 3 weeks since i last saw him. though i only come in once a week but cant be so coincidental that he is out for appt everytime right? hmmx.. no more shuai ge in my office..
meeting up with pat n wei later. it's been such a long time since nai ma meet up with his 2 kids. tonight is the night!
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i like my new part time job. get to talk to people though it is a little bit boring at times cos there's no customer. ok. for all those who didnt know, i'm now serving at this cafe called memoirs. it is located at the other end of bugis village, meaning u have to walk all the way till u reach the fruit stalls then u turn left. anyway, i think the place is a pretty good place to chill cos it has a nice ambience. to top it it has good food too. yummy~ so if u guys are feeling burned out from all the mugging, do drop by and see the cafe for urself (or probably to see me? waha. but have to let me know cos i'm not working everyday. or else no surprise liao) anyway dont come in odd numbers cos currently we r having a one-for-one promotion, which makes it even more attractive yeah? 2 person can enjoy a main course, a side dish and a drink each at less than 10 bucks per pax. wow~ doesnt it beat eating at hawker centre? hee. alright. i guess i sound abit desperate. that's all for promoting the place. now for the ppl working there. hmmx.. interesting i would say. waha. wanna know the details then ask me.
side track, my baby can walk liao! though not that stable yet but it is an accomplishment for her. n her birthday is this sat but i'm going to miss the chalet cos i am working from 6 to 1am. sad..
can you tell me where do broken hearts go? Can they find their way home?
if somebody loves you, will they always love you?
Saturday, November 04, 2006
shouldn't i be happy that my intuition is always spot-on? on the contrary, i do wish that sometimes i'm not so perceptive. but i guess it just comes so naturally that some things just dawned on me when i least expect it(and even when i'm not expecting it). it is not like i sit down proper and think about it.. somehow, a thought will just strike me and it usually is indicative of what things really are. perhaps God gave me the power to be discerning and the power of premonition. but why doesnt it apply for my studies? if only i'm just as quick in learning.
does it matter if i ever liked you? probably i did feel something special for you. and probably i still do now. but... does it matter anymore? sometimes i do regret dragging my foot on certain things. but then as time passes, i realised it is probably the right thing to do. my sister said, if he cant persevere, he doesnt like you that much. and that's what i believe too. someday, somehow, i'll find the guy who loves me enough to hold on.
mr miyagi and agagooga made guest appearance during our ss lec. i like miyagi cos i think he's witty and smart. another thing is he is not like some other famous blogger who thinks highly of herself and think she's very pretty.. tsk.. (know who i'm referring to?) anyway, i like guys who blog. no particular reason. it just makes them more appealing. probably it seems they are more sensitive in a way?
