Complexity meets simplicity..
someone asked me if i still miss my ex or do i still think of getting back together. i'd say this is the only question i can ever be so absolute. not even any hmm.. answer is a firm NO! it has never crossed my mind n will never. when someone's answer was i dont know. i can conclude that it means that a small part of u still like the person. i know it is not easy to put down a relationship, esp a long one. if one can really let go so easily, his feelings will be rather questionable too. aha. i'm being contradictory. anyway, just be honest with ur own feelings(that's what i think), there's nothing wrong with missing ur ex.
am i having a phobia of getting into a relationship? hmmx.. probably. sometimes i think being frens is less risky than getting attached. at least i wouldnt have to try to accomodate him. but well.. the bad side of it is frens wouldnt see the need to be always there for u n u cant expect them to be too. n that's when sometimes i envy ppl who r attached. but seems like no one wanna get into a relationship with me? perhaps i dont provide a sense of security or maybe they r just not that serious enough.
