my 3 month long vacation has finally come to an end. sad.. i wish sch never starts. 2 lectures yest. n i was like seeing stars for the first one. haha. i wish i can drop that module but i cant. second one was alright other than the fact that the lecturer is super lame. well.. at least i wouldnt fall asleep. haha. n i cant skip lectures either cos there'll be impromptu quizzes. so scheming the lecturers nowadays..
i'm in the office today though i'm sick. didnt want to come for work but mummy nagged me. n so here i am. well.. at least i'm feeling much better than last night. i think 4 hrs straight in the lt made me catch a chill. on the way home i could sense that i'm falling sick.. indeed when i reach home, fever n flu set in. wore a jacket then covered myself in 2 layers of blanket to sweat it out. n so the whole night was a fitful sleep as i wake up now n then to clear my throat, drink water just to visit the toilet shortly after. but alright. at least i think my system is getting cleaned up. =)
i'm abit too demanding. that's what my sis said. but i dont care. i want attention when i need it. especially when i'm feeling down or in some kind of trouble n i needed someone to talk to. if u cant provide a listening ear, i'll feel so disappointed. yes. i may be unrealistic to expect my other half to always be there for me. i cant help it either. i'm too much of an idealist n dreamer in this aspect.