Complexity meets simplicity..
i'm in a bad mood today. pms? haha. nope. just feeling kind of fed-up and irritated. y are there so many responsibilities that i must take upon myself? i'm feeling so sick n tired of having to do this n that. anyway this is more of a family problem so i shall not talk about it here.
another thing is y are there so many weird guys around me who cant seem to get a life? argh! was complaining to kelvin last night again. oops. i'm becoming nastier by the day.. i hope the guys in my life will just buzz off once n for all. perhaps a lesbian lifestyle will suit me better? i hate guys who treat girls like spare tyres!! who do u think u are? i'm not at ur beck n call. pester me when u r feeling lonely then ignore me when u have someone new. if u like me, it should be the other way round, mind u! yes i'm a feminist! so? cant stand it then dont. u r not obligated to bear with me.
i need to learn to be independent n strong. if i let myself fall in too hard, i might just not be able to pull myself out. i thought he was different from the rest.. just when i'm giving him n myself a chance, i realized it was a misjudgement right from the start..
i'm disappointed in u..
