Complexity meets simplicity..
sometimes i think i can be too demanding? maybe i'm abit too pampered. so plz dont get too close to me for ur own comfort. that's my advice. haha. hmmx.. it's true that my frens have nv seem me get angry. but i do get irritated easily.. for example when ppl dont keep their promises. well.. maybe not exactly promises. sounds too lovey-dovey n tv dramas.. ok. i'd say it's when ppl go back on their words. hate it most when ppl arrange to meet but in the end didnt bcos of whatever reason. another thing is when ppl dont reply my sms or takes eternity to reply. maybe bcos i'll usually reply immediately to any sms (unless u really piss me then i wouldnt reply at all. wahaha. i know i'm mean in that sense). one more thing that i can never understand is why ppl can say things like 'i like u' etc online or over sms but not face-to face? in a way, it's more sincere n u can determine if the person really means it from his facial expression n body language? alright! i know i'm being double standard cos i myself havent the guts to do it but well.. if i'm not the one who's saying it i can criticize. waha. but then one thing bad is that i dont really know how to handle that kind of situations too. luckily so far most guys have chosen to take the easier way out. phew.. i can choose not to have heard. n after u end the conversation, close the window, it's gone, without any memory. so isnt it better to say things out face to face? anyway yup! i'm just saying like it's not my business cos it isnt me who's going to feel awkward n have to muster up all my courage. n this is so bcos i'm never ever going to take the initaitive n tell some guy my attraction for him (if i have that is).. it's so malu to be rejected! never again.. 1 last thing that puts me off is vulgarities. so plz dont ever use those words in front of me. though i wouldnt be as extreme as val, but i'll really be disgusted.
ok. basically this post is about what makes me tick. it's not relating to anyone in particular. however if u find urself familiar in any of the situation, no offence k? it's purely coincidental. haha. either that or u've really stepped on my toes. waha.
