Complexity meets simplicity..
oh yes! i'm invisible. n so it seems. well.. i've decided not to bother myself with some stuff. they dont even appreciate or perhaps i'm just non-existent to them? watever. i've done my best anyway.
sometimes i wonder y m i sacrificing so much when the rest doesnt? my bro never has to take any responsibility.. this is unfair.. so what if he's a boy? there r things he have to take care of too. perhaps that's y i like guys who treasures familial ties. my second sis is another one. she's the more rebellious one in the family, just like my bro. sometimes it's bcos of the way she handles stuff that i question christianity.. ya.. i know every religion has its black sheep but well.. the others doesnt affect me. i guess it's wrong to blacklist it just bcos my sis doesnt behave the way a christian is expected to.. aye.. perhaps it's the church n her own personality la.. my sis place her frens above the family. which is wat puts my family off.. that makes my parents kind of against us going to church. well.. wat can i say? i believe in jesus too! but i'm not going to risk becoming like my sis.. though it means i have to give up more of my freedom..
ok. i'm done with my complaining. need to throw a tantrum once in a while.
