Complexity meets simplicity..
exams r in 2 weeks time n i haven even started on studying. not to mention study, i've basically accumulated 20 over webcasts to watch.. n they r for my 2 core modules.. both which i hate.. organic chem in particular. argh! how m i ever going to memorise all those mechanisms n synthesis? sigh.. n the worse thing is the lecturer said it is easy when i dun even understand a nut he's toking.. duhx.. i'm so dead.. if i reali dun buck up this sem, i wun be able to take honors le. which is a real failure la.. though i reali hate studying rite now but i still hope to take honors lor..
grandma is in the hospital n little daffodil needs to be taken care of.. basically i dun even haf time for study.. not dat i cannot prioritise but there's no one else at home to look after baby le.. cos both my sis r working n my mummy nv seem to see the need for mi to study.. i wonder if dat's good or bad.. she doesnt ask about my work.. even when i tell her i'm having exams she'll juz sae ok. n the next thing, i still hafta take care of my niece.. darn it.. y aint i born a genius?
