Complexity meets simplicity..
alone in the sci lib.. cos my frenz all left after the test.. wanna go washroom also cannot.. cos wait my lap top get stolen how? aye.. test todae was another disaster.. i'm beginning to regret taking chem.. so many things to memorise.. i hate organic chem! nv seem to be able to rem all those mechanism n reagents. n next yr still hafta take.. argh!!
grandma seems to be recovering. at least she's no longer comatose. but still in china now.. was telling xiang the other dae. n i'm glad i've found another person lyk mi. cos i'm afraid of death. haf u ever wondered how it would be lyk when u die? never seem to be able to get a satisfactory answer.. maybe i'll noe when i reali die. anywae wanna thank all my frenz who gave mi support during this time. thanks a million. ur concern n prayers r freatly appreciated!
was reading ah ru's blog juz now. saw this entry n i was quite appalled. anywae her entries nv fail to shock mi. (not exactly in a bad way). i guess it's her straightforwardness that strikes ppl ba. anywae if u r reading this, dun be offended k? it is true dat one shouldnt comment if he/she doesnt noe the actual situation. but well.. maybe in ur eyes u see no reason y 2 person should still be binded together by a marriage when they r constantly at loggerheads or haf differing views. but i guess marriage is more than juz love. there's responsibility too. not juz to ur spouse but ur children too. sometimes i even tink my parents shouldnt be together in the first place. but well.. there muz haf been something dat brought them together. perhaps over the yrs it've been forgotten n they fail to cherish this bond they used to share together.. so i guess u wun reali wanna see dat kind of ending unless there's a 3rd party. anyway this is juz my opinion lo. u r subjected to urx. watever it is, an outsider will never understand wat u r going through.
