Complexity meets simplicity..
i noe it sounds ridiculous but well its true la.. could barely sleep last nite.. cried till i've no more tears.. u peeps muz be tinking i'm crazy la.. but when u hit a patch as bad as mine u wun be surprised la.. not reali crying over my hp.. but over my own stupidity.. carelessness n unluckiness.. in addition it's the hapless feeling coupled wid the loss dat makes it worse la.. wanted to find someone to tok but no one can entertain mi.. sigh.. n so drifted in n out of sleep.. had a few dreams.. mostly those of my hp.. but when i wake up it's back to reality..
went to the police station early in the morning.. alone n wid puffy eyes.. cos i couldnt tell my parents n my elderst sis about it.. they will nag at mi which will onli make mi feel worse.. my 2nd sis is still sick.. so she cant go wid mi.. though i'm still feeling sick too.. been having this urge to vomit since yest morning.. guess its food poisoning.. n anywae back to the police report i made.. can onli sae i doubt i'll be as lucky as wei.. juz lyk the officer said.. unless they happen to chance upon the person hu committed a crime n she happen to carry the fone wid my imei no.. if not well.. the hp's most likely not to be found.. n so i tink i've made a wasted trip.. sigh..
