Complexity meets simplicity..
i doubt i'm going to survive in uni.. somehow i've not been in the mood to go for lec.. probably been hit by some lazy bug? i juz realised there's so many smart ppl out there.. ppl whose cap are above 3.5.. which will onli makes things worse ba.. how m i ever going to make it to honours? lab session was quite a disaster todae. guess i muz be sleep walking ba.. mix the wrong pair of reagents.. bleahx.. luckily joyce n mi discovered our mistake early but.. we r still slower than the rest.. n y is it dat i can never get those perfectly pure crystals? mine alwaes seem to be filled wid impurities? sigh.. the cap 4.1 guy beside mi had such clear crystals! how envious.. but well.. i still lyk crystallisation more than any other experiments. cos the crystals obtained are so cool!
i tink i cant get over things easily.. does it mean i'm narrow-minded? probably. well.. something happened the other dae when i brought my niece out.. was happily pushing the stroller on the pavement when i came upon the edge to move onto the road. tink i muz be pea-brained cos i din reali took note of the incline. n rite there n then, my niece fall out from the stroller! n it took quite a while for mi to realise dat's my niece sprawled on the road. tink i took quite some time to register ba.. n she was crying lyk crazy.. quickly carried her n tried to pacify her. but she got a small cut on her face.. in the end managed to quieten her but i still felt so bad n foolish.. sigh.. so now every time i tink of her i'm reminded of her fall.. hope she'll forget about the incident soon n her cut heal quickly.. haix.. i'm not fit to be a mum.. next time i muz strap her carefully le.. not going to let it happen again.
