Complexity meets simplicity..
for some reason i'm juz not in the mood to do anything now.. was telling pat over msn n he was quite worried.. wanted to call mi n tok but i declined.. i juz feel lyk being alone. hey no worries k.. i wun go n die de.. i'm afraid of death one.. haha. btw sorrie gers i cant join u all for mj.. firstly it's abit far though singapore isnt dat big afterall.. secondly is i've to attend to some personal stuff..
anywae sch starts tml.. make up lesson for tues.. suddenli i dread going to sch.. maybe it's after seeing the lousy grades i gotten last sem dat makes mi feel this way.. suddenli chem doesnt seem dat interesting afterall.. neither does sch.. sigh..
was talking to nancy yest.. apparently she n he has gotten together.. they broke up at the same time as mi but had finali patched back.. anywae she's telling mi she's not sure if she reali lyks him.. cos she doesnt exactly gush n go all gooey.. my advice? i dunno also lehx.. maybe it's juz not her character to behave dat way or perhaps she reali dun love him dat much? actuali i guess she should juz try it out n if at the end of the dae it still doesnt work out then move on ba.. since she still haf some feelings for him now they might as well continue?
i guess it's human nature to compare? but i dun understand y some ppl lyks to dwell in the past.. i noe i'm being double-standard cos i do dat too.. but y should u hold on to the past when it juz brings ppl more misery.. n if u keep hanging on to the past n then comparing it wid the present.. u'll juz keep harping on it n create more troubles for urself.. maybe things din change but it's juz dat u begin to take things for granted.. things u used to tink r sweet becomes ordinary.. maybe we should all start to treasure the things n ppl around us? try to be more appreciative ba..
