Complexity meets simplicity..
passed by 4 seasons hotel on my way to my sis house.. suddenly was reminded of him.. realised i kind of miss him.. though i tot i've erased him from my memory.. but apparently i've not been successful.. i guess sometimes it's not about having a failing memory when u forget a person.. it's more of whether u wanna forget the person.. if u r willing to let go.. there r things u can forget n those u cant.. it's juz a matter of the will to cast it aside n allow it to be buried.. maybe u tot u've gotten it out of ur system but some time later.. u may find dat it's alwaes been there.. juz like those memories of him..
those were the most treasured daes of my life.. though i doubt he felt the same way.. i miss his humour n his gentlemanly acts.. but i guess i'll never be able to feel dat way again now dat we've gone our separate ways.. our paths will never cross again n i can onli rely on those moments we had.. but i'm still thankful dat i got to noe him.. though it is painful dat the times we shared were short.. can sae i'm easily contented?
baby-sitting the whole dae.. bebe daffodil quite notti.. noe hu she can bully n hu she cant.. dun wanna sleep when i'm taking care of her.. spoil her too much liaox.. next time muz be more stern wid her le.. n now my life seems to revolve around her.. sigh..
