Complexity meets simplicity..
i wonder if u peeps ever haf this sense of loss? a feeling dat everything is not wat it has alwaes been.. lately i've repeatedly experienced these pangs.. things juz keep surfacing n i begin to wonder.. maybe all along i've juz been surpressing n resisting.. trying hard to ignore the fact dat things r no longer the same n will never be? sigh.. eveything n everybody's changing but i still feel the same.. its beginning to dawn on mi dat nuthin is eternal..
went out wid my 2nd sis todae.. she called in sick so she's on leave todae.. been a long time since she went shopping wid mi cos she's juz too busy wid other ppl.. n wid my strong persuading power i managed to coax her to go out wid mi cos i'm juz too bored at home.. n we went to bugis since it's juz 2 roads away. haha. bought a pair of jeans though i'd reali lyk to buy the one from levi's.. but well.. my finances rite now does not permit mi.. can onli wait till i'm earning big bucks? sigh.. rite now i wanna buy a bag.. dat's all i need.. but yet to find any dat catches my eye..
lately i found dat i'm beginning to hate free incoming calls.. though i also enjoy it.. but i dun lyk the fact dat guys expect mi to call them juz bcos they haf free incoming service.. excuse mi? i'm not the one going after u all.. y do i hafta pay to keep u company over the fone? duhx.. hate these kind of guys.. so cheapo!
