Complexity meets simplicity..
after exams le n i'm wasting my time away.. so far haven reali gone out n enjoyed myself cos most everyone is busy wid their own stuff.. or maybe i'm juz too anti-social so not much frens to go out wid.. sigh.. sumore now my sis busy wid her bebe no time to spare for mi le.. so now i spend my whole dae reading storybooks, watching tv n looking after bebe.. where's my life?
but it's ok le... finali going to meet val tml.. going shopping at tm.. haven seen her around since the 1st week of sch.. guess nus is not dat small afterall.. haha. well.. i guess it's lyk this.. the one u wanna see u alwaes dun get a chance but those u dun wanna see u alwaes meet.. sigh..
hmmx.. i wanna go party also lehx.. but no one asked mi yet.. so sad.. wanna go to the newly refurbished zouk.. anyone keen? i'm free almost everydae now..
Saturday, November 26, 2005
feel as if my head's exploding again.. been having flu since fri.. n it worsened yest.. then now my eye's puffy.. look lyk a monster.. argh.. i tink i've dengue?
went out wid him yest to watch harry potter.. still haven a chance to tok to him.. actuali i feel dat the chance for mi to do dat is diminshing by the dae.. sigh.. i dunno wat i can do now..
hols now.. but dunno where to go.. i tink i need to go n work.. kind of pissed by my insurance agent.. keep insisting i sign up for another policy.. damn him le.. already told him i need to save for my sch fees n allowance.. sumore now i'm onli left wid1 student.. can barely meet my ends le.. reali feel lyk punching him.. idiot!
btw val when do u finish exam? let's go tm shop? it's been a long while since i last went there.. sms mi when u free hor..
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
last paper tml!! so happie though i haven study for it yet.. guess i'm juz not in the mood..
todae's paper was quite alrite except for a major klutz i had.. i tink my ear has a serious problem? cos i din listen to the instructions they had for us.. we were supposed to write our answers on the question paper instead of the answer booklet.. but i din do it? argh.. i'm such a blur sotong!! hopefully they wun penalise mi.. though i could see the lecturer's disapproving look when i told him dat.. sumore i left the exam hall early?he muz be tinking serve mi rite for being so careless.. sigh..
Monday, November 21, 2005
3 down 2 more to go.. cant wait for thurs to come cos it'll be my last paper! though i tink i'm reali gonna flunk this sem but i juz hope all this will be over soon n i can get my life back. wanna watch harry potter n go shopping at orchard.. cos the lightings there r reali fantastic! i've not done dat for ages n i reali miss it..
had 2 paper todae.. 1st one was reali a goner.. 4 questions worth 25 marks each.. n i onli noe how to do part of the first one n the rest r lyk foreign language.. so i guess maybe i'll need to retake the module next sem? but it's chem n i'm supposed to major in chem?! argh!! i'm so dead.. 2nd one was south asian.. initiali planned to bank in on globalisation n media.. in the end my mind was a total blank.. can onli blame myself for not reading my notes n not attending lectures.. i juz hope i will get an average grade though i tink it's asking for the impossible.. but well.. it doesnt hurt to haf some hopes..
bebe daffodil is sooo cute~ she'll stare at mi whenever i sing songs for her.. anybody noes of any er ge? i've quite lost touch wid those childhood lullabys.. cant wait for exams to end then i can play wid her everydae. lalala~
Monday, November 14, 2005
totally exhausted now.. baby daffodil is so active. wakes us up every 2 hours in the wee hours wid her crying.. guess the milk doesnt fill her stomach well.. all of us are kept so busy tending to her. next time she can sae she has 4 mummies. lolx. i can foresee a month of unfruitful sleep.. but guess all our hard work is paid off when she's smiling. :p
anywae, exams start this sat.. n i'm still unprepared.. still haf a whole series of webcasts i've not listened to.. argh.. i'm so screwed up.. well.. can onli pray dat watever i dunno will not be tested.. if dat's the case, basically there shouldnt be any questions at all.. lolx. cross my fingers n pray.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
a new addition to our family, baby daffodil! i'm finalli an ah yi le.. lolx. went to visit my sis n my niece yest.. cute little baby~ her nose resembles her dad while her mouth resembles her mum. cant reali sae for her eyes cos she kept sleeping lehx.. anywae, she's coming home todae liaox.. can take a closer look at her n play wid her. lalala~ i guess dat's the end for my exams..
anywae kind of demoralised.. tink one of my modules is an average C while my chem module is a goner.. failed 2 tests.. sumore 1 of it i only got 7 out of 40.. sigh.. i'm so screwed.. maybe i should quit sch le..
sometimes i wonder r guys naturally se? hmmx.. seems lyk most of the guys i noe now r superficial n horny.. izzit in their hormones dat they r lyk this? personally i wun wan my bf to be lyk dat.. but well.. where can i find one?
Friday, November 11, 2005
juz back from the hospital.. it was a tense moment as my sis had felt several shots of pain since dinner.. seems lyk little daffodil is on her way out? all of us were very nervous n excited. but onli my bro in-law can go to the labour ward to accompany her.. so no choice, we can juz wait outside n worry.. called her room, she sounded in so much pain.. n seemed to be about to cry as her husband wasnt wid her.. told her he's doing registration for her but she whined dat he's taking too long.. yuen lai it's bcos the baby is cuming out dat's y she's needs the company of her husband so much.. helped her call him to hurry but he doesnt seem very nervous.. in fact he sounded quite calm? weird guy.. first time being father shld be very excited one mahx.. instead i tink my sis n i are more excited.. about 10 mins past 12 n the baby was delivered. mu nu ping an! phew.. but we cant see them yet.. hafta wait till the morning.. so we shall wait..
juz now in sch studying, 2 caucasians guys joined mi n pat in the discussion room. seems lyk i got affinity wid westerners? lolx. anywae, i tink they r french n 1 of them was kinda funny. he wore this pink hat dat's so tall n abit furry. halfway when i looked up, i couldnt help but laugh n i tink he noes i'm laughing at him. smiled at mi made mi so embarrassed so i pretended not to see anything for the rest of the session. hmmx.. French guys are supposed to be romantic? i lyk romantic guys. not necessarily muz buy mi flowers everydae le.. juz haf a surprise for mi regularly n sweet tok mi can liao.. lolx. but sweet tok muz be sincere too lah.. if not not meaningful le.. but well.. all my attempts at being romantic wid him wasnt dat successful le.. he's juz too much of a bloke.. well.. wat can i sae? i've tried my best to make it work but sometimes it juz gets too tiring.. n the only way is to let go..
Monday, November 07, 2005
i'm dying soon.. feel as if my head is gonna explode n my nose going to drop.. argh.. i'm having a runny nose n a bad headache.. perhaps it's my retribution.. ha.. up till now i've yet to bring up the matter.. u ppl wonder how long i'm going to wait? i also dunno.. it juz seems lyk the time is alwaes not rite.. muz haf the tian shi di li ren he.. cant possibly thrash it out in public n under everyone's scrutiny.. so i guess i can only wait.. but rite now, i guess i should be more concerned about my exams..
exams are in another week or so.. n i'm still so slack.. wasted my whole weekend.. duhx.. i seriously cant stay at home.. will juz sleep lyk there's no tml.. i guess i'm juz too much a pig.. haha
was introduced to this very nice song by pat. I'd rather by Luther Vandross. very touching..
i'd rather have bad times with you than to have good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm than to be safe and warm by myself.
