Complexity meets simplicity..
sometimes i feel i'm juz so weak.. i told myself i wun be sad.. but i juz cant control the tears.. i may look nonchalent on the surface but deep inside i'm reali hurt..
initiali i tot dat it wun hurt so much since i'm not even sure if i reali love him dat much.. but i guess i've given so much into the relationship dat i've kind of gotten used to having him by my side.. caring for him.. hearing from him..
Love- seems so simple but in actual fact is so complicated.. sometimes i wonder: if love brings so much pain.. why does everyone chase after it? sigh.. all this time, i've constantly asked myself if it's love.. but till now.. i've yet to find the answer.. perhaps it was his character dat appealed to mi more.. n i tot both of us share the same beliefs.. but now.. i'm not so sure anymore..
now i finali understood how wei felt when she learnt abt it.. the feeling of betrayal.. the feeling of loss.. juz as i had advised her.. i'm going to practise wat i preached.. i cant possibly continue pretending everything's alrite.. unless something's done so dat i can trust him again.. but i guess he doesnt even see there's anything wrong.. so i guess it's up to mi to thrash it out wid him.. and as for when i'll do dat.. i'm still tinking about it..
todae i was waiting for bus at the bus stop when i saw this cute pair of father n daughter. the father is veri caring wor.. help her cut her toenails.. reali admired dat guy cos he's so sweet to the little ger.. such a wen xin de yi mian.. :P
i wonder if u reali love mi.. if u do.. y is it dat i cant sense it?
