Complexity meets simplicity..
sometimes i dun understand why it is so difficult to maintain a relationship.. perhaps it's reali better to be single rather than to get attached.. but well.. i guess there's a flip side to everything.
was toking to nancy yest. asked her how's she wid her bf.. then realised she's in a similar situation as mi.. they've juz celebrated their 1 mth a few daes ago n things aren't going rite.. from my point of view, i'd sae the guy is reali a mcp n poor nancy hafta put up wid him.. i understand her stand but personally i feel they shld juz tok it out.. if u love someone, u wun mind putting up wid him even when he's unreasonable.. but still love is a give n take relationship for both.. there's no reason y she is the one alwaes giving in.. but well.. as she sae.. she tinks it's still worth it to bear wid it since she feels dat they still love each other. when she reali cant stand it then she'll thrash it out wid him.. but well.. i'd reali not encourage dat..
went to watch a movie wid jq on fri nite.. turn out to be a big mistake.. din noe he'll feel so uneasy over it.. but in my point of view, i'm juz going out wid a fren.. so sat we sort of thrashed it out.. said he felt insecure dat i went out wid another guy alone.. but i reali see nothing wrong wid it.. i mean it's juz lyk going out wid a fren.. juz dat it is a guy.. i mean it's not even lyk a date, i pay for myself n last time i alwaes go out wid guy frenz one mahx.. so i felt kind of upset n sort of told him sometimes i feel singlehood is better. guess he was quite hurt.. but in the end he's still the one who gave in n coax mi. makes mi feel kind of guilty too.. n i finali realised how much i meant to him too. reali glad dat we toked it out n noe wat each other is tinking.
Life is like a racetrack.. there's bound to be twists and turns.. u just have to keep going round and round..
