Complexity meets simplicity..
okiex.. i've finished one essay which is due todae.. 1 more to go.. still not sure if i wanna change topics not.. cos the later topics haf a 2 weeks extension.. well.. guess i'll juz try my best.. if can't finish then i change topic lorx..
anywae got notified by my student yest dat she doesn't need my services anymore till after exams. well.. not exactly a bad idea.. lyk this i'll haf more time for myself. but it'll also mean i need to watch my spending le.. so now my monthly income is only from 1 student.. cos i've juz dropped 1, got suspended by another n the last one dunno disappear to where liaox.. sighx.. i seriously need more job lobangs..
btw is there something wrong wid my blog or flooble? how cum sometimes my chatterbox cant be accessed? so weird.. n i'm juz too big a computer idiot to figure it out..
alrite. so i wasn't being too assuming.. well.. now dat i've found out the truth there's no way he can deny.. wat can i sae? wat will u peeps do if u found out u've been deceived all along? those may be white lies but it's still wrong to lie.. esp to the one u love.. n how m i supposed to noe if he'll bluff mi again? i mean if he can lie to u even b4 getting together, hu can guarantee he wun do it while u r together n in the future? nanz said he could haf done dat bcos he reali loves mi but dat's still not a valid excuse.. n it's not lyk he took the initiative to tell mi.. iz after i keep probing then he told mi.. meaning maybe there r other things dat i do not noe n he still has no intention to tell mi yet. i dunno wat to tink of now.. my mind is in a whirl.. it seems lyk it's been a wrong decision all this while.. as if i've been slowly lured into a trap all this while.. to tink none of his frens were even honest to tell mi the truth.. n worse of all, he himself never bothered to clear the matter wid mi until i found out myself.. can ayone tell mi now wat i'm supposed to do now?
can onli tink of a song dat will aptly describe my feelings will be zhang dong liang's HURT.. can't believe i've been living in deceit all this while...
