Complexity meets simplicity..
y is it dat ppl always look down on those from ITE? doesn't mean dat they r stupid to be in there. in fact they can be smarter than those who've been through jc or poly. went out wid my boiboi n his fren on sat. kind of awkward initially cos dun reali noe him dat well.. but gradually realised dat he's quite a nice person to tok to.. went to a bbq b4 we headed down to kbox. sang from 1130 all the way to 6 in the morning. guess we muz be crazy ba.. lol. but actuali most of the time onli mi n his fren singing cos he's sleeping.. n so finali ton until the next morning so we can take bus home. but ended up at my house there the mac for breakfast cos it's raining very heavily.. the 2 guys started toking about work n stuff while i stone there.. found out dat both of them r actuali smart ppl though they r in ITE. they even get scholarships every yr they study.. even i also dun get lehx.. the most is bursary only lorx.. haix.. guess being able to get into uni doesn't mean anything..
lately i kind of understand y wei sae it's better to be single.. guess some ppl will be shocked to hear mi sae this? i've onli been attached less than a mth n yet i'm saying i'd rather be single.. well.. maybe i'm juz not suited to get into a relationship yet.. guess it's so much better to be friends only- less expectations, less committments, less distractions.. guess it's always lyk this.. after getting together everything changes.. it's no longer as sweet as when he's still trying to woo u.. i can onli sae our honeymoon period is too short-lived.. or maybe i'm juz too demanding? well.. now i've learnt to let go of my convictions n to lower my demands.. maybe i should juz treat it wid less importance than i'm giving it now? perhaps in this way i'll be able to concentrate better on my studies n save mi from greater heartaches in future?
