Complexity meets simplicity..
i'm so dead.. 1 week of hols but i'm still not done wid my assignments n projects.. in fact i haven even started on them.. how slack can i ge?t sigh.. been going out the past few daes lorx.. oh man.. i'm so screwed.. muz reali buck up now le.. if not i'll most prob be lining the bottom of the class for all my modules.. everybody jia you wor.. wid all the upcoming term tests n all..
fri marked 1 mth of us. but as usual.. the unromantic guy who's so absorbed wid his work only met up wid mi for supper.. n guess where we went? newton hawker centre.. duhx.. wat can i expect? it's juz not him to come up wid surprises..
been watching stairway to heaven the past few daes.. cried my heart out cos the story's so sad.. but i tink the ger very xin fu.. 2 guys who loved her so much alwaes by her side, protecting her.. n the guy is so sweet to her.. told him he shld learn from him but well.. he's juz not into korean dramas.. well.. wat can i sae? dramas r fictional.. not likely to happen in reality..
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
y is it dat ppl always look down on those from ITE? doesn't mean dat they r stupid to be in there. in fact they can be smarter than those who've been through jc or poly. went out wid my boiboi n his fren on sat. kind of awkward initially cos dun reali noe him dat well.. but gradually realised dat he's quite a nice person to tok to.. went to a bbq b4 we headed down to kbox. sang from 1130 all the way to 6 in the morning. guess we muz be crazy ba.. lol. but actuali most of the time onli mi n his fren singing cos he's sleeping.. n so finali ton until the next morning so we can take bus home. but ended up at my house there the mac for breakfast cos it's raining very heavily.. the 2 guys started toking about work n stuff while i stone there.. found out dat both of them r actuali smart ppl though they r in ITE. they even get scholarships every yr they study.. even i also dun get lehx.. the most is bursary only lorx.. haix.. guess being able to get into uni doesn't mean anything..
lately i kind of understand y wei sae it's better to be single.. guess some ppl will be shocked to hear mi sae this? i've onli been attached less than a mth n yet i'm saying i'd rather be single.. well.. maybe i'm juz not suited to get into a relationship yet.. guess it's so much better to be friends only- less expectations, less committments, less distractions.. guess it's always lyk this.. after getting together everything changes.. it's no longer as sweet as when he's still trying to woo u.. i can onli sae our honeymoon period is too short-lived.. or maybe i'm juz too demanding? well.. now i've learnt to let go of my convictions n to lower my demands.. maybe i should juz treat it wid less importance than i'm giving it now? perhaps in this way i'll be able to concentrate better on my studies n save mi from greater heartaches in future?
Friday, September 16, 2005
currently in the library.. cos i've break from 12 to 4.. tink my timetable reali sucks.. had lab from9-12. but as usual, ended early.. about 1130. n since then.. i've been hanging around in sch for my next lec.. so sianx..
next week will be term break. oh yeah~ finali i dun hafta worry about rushing out lab reports on thurs. phew.. :P but a bigger nightmare lies ahead.. after the 4 daes break, i haf lyk 3 assignments due? argh.. somebody help mi!! i haven exactly been a good student all these while.. been skipping lectures n all.. dun even tink i've learnt anything much so far.. wat's more to write an essay?
was blog surfing juz now.. read my daughter's blog.. reminded mi of some stuff.. yarx.. i also agree dat i dun lyk being put on butterfly.. in fact i was on cold war wid him last week cos he backed out on mi twice last week.. can sae i'm petty or wat ba.. but i juz hate the feeling of disappointment when i'm fully anticipating it. so.. my dear princess, i fully understand how u feel.. juz tok it out n i guess it'll turn out fine.. dun be lyk the previous time ya? anywae hope to cya soon. i missed those times when we used to go shopping together.. wonder when we can relive those moments?
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
i'm back to update again. apparently i cant wait for my laptop to arrive.. but i haf yet to applied for my loan.. so i guess i'll hafta wait for another mth or so.. sigh.. hopefully by then i can get started on my studying.
was complaining to xiang dat i've yet to see him around since o week.. n surprise surprise~ i met him outside club room todae! was on my way to my south asian lec when i saw someone waving at mi.. din reali saw him cos i was quite blind.. asked mi wat's a science student doing at arts.. obviously for lec mahx.. if not wat.. come n find him mehx? lolx. then he was commenting dat my dimple is very deep can hide a few pills inside.. eh.. y do i need to hide pills there? ivan, who was sitting beside him sort of chided him for being boliao. i guess he's shocked dat i noe ivan too? haha. din reali tok much wid them cos i need to rush for my discussion. along the way met some more ppl i noe.. from my og n also others le.. well.. it reali seems i do noe more ppl in arts than science.. n i'm more comfortable there.. wonder wat m i doing in science? sigh..
kind of stressed rite now.. i've got a presentation tml.. issue is on kashmir.. duhx.. i've no idea wat to sae.. guess i'm gonna screw it up.. lab work tml.. n i haf no idea how to prepare the lab report.. argh.. ask susanto but realised he's even more blur than mi.. darn.. tml is gonna be such a bad dae..
Thursday, September 01, 2005
skipped another lecture todae.. sigh.. i tink i'm reali not gonna make it.. juz now had discussion wid my group for my south asian presentation. seems lyk everyone is well prepared except mi? oops.. but luckily they din reali sae anything.. anywae i'm still trying to figure out where to apply for my notebook loan.. can anyone enlighten mi?
having prac tml.. argh.. hopefully everything turns out fine..
kind of upset wid him yest. cos initially agreed to go out one.. then suddenly tell mi he cant go out cos he haven gotten his pay.. to tink i rushed from sch to my tuition so dat i wun end too late.. watever le.. dunno wat he's tinking.. no money then cannot go out mehx?
anywae going shopping wid lye, an qi n wei wei they all tml. it's lyk a mini DOS outing? haha. looking forward to it. :P
