Complexity meets simplicity..
a few daes since i last blogged.. so here i am.. feeling kind of bored.. working alone again.. xy wentfor her advanced theory test, leaving mi on my own.. sianx.. anywae past few daes of break din reali help much.. i'm still feeling very sleepy..
been feeling kind of touchy feely these few daes.. dunno y? maybe can't reali get used to the fact that i'm getting older by the dae, hour, minute, second.. but deep inside i dun reali feel lyk i'm so old.. but well.. this is a phase everyone has to go through.. birth, age, sickness, death (direct translation).. n now i'm in the 2nd phase already.. not far from the end? sigh..
i guess a love relationship will reali spoil a friendship? dun understand y this is alwaes the case? is it dat when u haf a bf or gf, u hafta keep a distance from frens of the opposite sex dat u used to be quite close wid? i dun understand y but i'm losing another fren again..
haf anyone watched the korean drama 'ba li lian ren'? i tink it is a very nice show. initiali i tot the female lead is so lucky to be loved by 2 guys.. however.. come to tink of it, it's quite a torment actuali.. having to choose btwn the 2.. n hurting 1 in the process.. dat isn't a veri nice feeling i would sae..
dunno y but something juz set mi tinking.. maybe i dun reali lyk him? maybe wat draws mi to him is the mysterious aura around him? maybe my inquisitive nature to get to noe him more may be misinterpreted as a liking for him? alot of maybe's.. but 1 thing's for sure.. he's somebody special to mi rite now. every word dat he said is deeply engraved in my heart. n i'll never forget the moment when i bumped into him n he asked mi wat shampoo i used as he tot it smells nice.. although dat happened lyk months ago.. but it'll alwaes be etched in my memory. ^_^
i feel dat the most cruel way of rejecting a ger is to tell her u regard her as a sister.. maybe u juz meant it as a passing remark.. but do u noe how insulting it is to hear dat? it feels as if she dun even qualify to be 1 of his options.. too immature n young..
dun reali noe wat to blog liaox.. nuthin interesting happening to mi.. btw congrats to val! finali got notification from nus. dun worry so much n jia you for ur interview!
