Complexity meets simplicity..
so sianx.. was 'niao' by the tech 2 guy dat i blog at work.. well.. i'm not the only one lorx.. watever.. not lyk i'm not doing my work.. anywae going to accept my uni offer tml le.. most likely going nus. afterall, it's my desired sch n choice.
wanna sign up for a yoga, pilates, aerobics class at kembangan.. only $45 a mth but must sign up for min 3 mths package.. anyone wanna go wid mi? time to get in shape!!
nuthin much to blog liaox.. shall come back another time.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
blogging secretly in the office again. but at least this time my seat is more secluded so safer. lolx. anywae was my off dae yesterdae. attended the trial at the subordinate court. basically there was nuthin much.. juz a bunch of defendants pleading guilty or not guilty.. not exactly very interesting.. bro's case was postphoned to july.. currently on bail for $6000.. speaking of the bail i was kind of pissed with the ppl processing it.. wasted 2 hours of my time juz to apply for bail.. so dumb and inefficient.. but well.. i can't reali give names if i want to save myself from being sued.. so forget it le..
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
surprise surprise! i'm actuali able to blog here in DOS. but hafta keep it short lorx.. jux back to update wid a piece of good news n some complaints.
reached home yesterdae and saw this brown envelope lying on the table. it's my letter of acceptance from nus! gotten into my number 1 choice, which is school of science! lalala~ to tink i called them juz yesterdae afternoon n they told mi to wait 1 or 2 wks.. n the same afternoon i got results le.. so ironic arx? not sure going nus or ntu but will still tink abt it..
received a call just now. from a tuition agency.. asked mi if i wanna give tuition. but i guess i gave too high budget so most likely wun get the assignment. sigh..
btw wanted to let out my grouses.. tink the guys here very ungentlemanly.. alwaes fighting for seats wid us.. humph! so petty sumore.. wanted to play finger guessing wid mi sumore?! duhx.. i then not so childish..
got some ridiculous respondents that almost make mi puke blood.. tink i'm gonna die if i continue getting these kind of calls.. well.. guess dat's about all le.. shall update another time.
Friday, May 13, 2005
it's officially my last dae of work at ocbc. meaning it'll also be the last time i'll be blogging here. i can only sae time reali flies. without my knowing it.. my close to 4 mths stint is coming to an end. feeling kind of sad to leave cos the ppl here r reali nice though there r exceptions too. but overall, i've quite an enjoyable experience too. sadly.. all good things must come to an end. hopefully when they see mi in future, they'll still stop n sae hi. though i can't promise i'll still remember them wid my sieve-like memory. lolx.
was on my way to work juz now n saw this familiar looking guy. lo n behold, it's siwei?! i can't remember how long it has been since i last saw him. n it's a miracle i still recognise him. haha. found out he's working at a restaurant near my house. hmmx.. din reali chat much as he's in a hurry n so am i. come to tink of it.. i can't reali remember having much to sae to him in the first place. had minimal contact wid him during yr 1. but will nv forget the time we went to watch this horror movie at cinne.. i was sitting btwn him n hambie. was a most hilarious experience as he kept insisting he's not afraid as the ghost is fake. trying to hide his fear? then hambie was lyk cowering in fear? actuali i'm scared in the end thanks to them, also not scared liaox.. hahaha.
din come for work yesterdae.. partly feeling kind of lazy n also bcos my mum just found out she's gotten chicken pox. so stayed home to look after her. n i tink the next 1 in line will be mi? i dun mind but at least let mi work till vesak dae? got double pay + 1 more paid off dae lehx.. crossing my fingers.
going out wid js after work tml. maybe going to watch movie? been decades since i last caught 1.. so guess it's about time to hit the cinemas.
might be going overseas after all. either hk or nz or thailand. if going thailand should be going wid my cousin. for hk or nz will be going wid dear. highly possible going nz since she's relative there. feeling excited cos it's snowing there. so romantic. ~!~ for the time being, will hafta stick to our neighbouring country.. guess i'll be going malaysia n stay there for 1 nite wid jq either next wk or the wk after dat. cant wait for the dae..
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
actuali dun reali feel lyk blogging.. but well.. i'm reali bored to tears.. n not lyk i'll haf much chances anymore.. so should juz make use of watever remaining opportunities i haf? lolx.
work at DOS is kinda hectic wid the auto outdial in full force.. basically there isn't much time to slack.. answered a total of 57 calls.. craziness.. tok until i going mute..
something scary happened after work. val, joyce, mi n another colleague was taking the lift when it suddenly jerked n stopped in btwn level 28 n 29.. 4 of us gers were lyk stunned. luckily it moved a little n opened the door at 28th floor. still wondering whether to get out when the lift blacks out. guess dat's the cue then. n so we ran out of the lift wid our hearts still thumping wildly. images of wat would haf happened to us if the lift door has not opened raced through our mind.. either we'll be trapped at dat sub level or we'll be crushed to pieces if the lift has juz crashed all the way down. can't imagine wat will become of us n i dun wanna to picture.. thank god dat we were able to get out alive.. this makes mi realise dat life is precious. each dae we live is a gift in itself. some ppl alwaes lyk to complain (i dun deny mi inclusive).. but well.. how many of us actuali noes how to appreciate the beauty of life n watever we haf?
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
was almost late for work todae.. cos i was being a good samaritan to this mother n son from thailand. asked mi how to get to boat quay n i offered to bring them there. both dun reali noe how to converse in english.. but managed to find out they r here on holidae for 3 daes. the guy is in high sch n asked mi wat sch is good in spore.. n he's smart lehx.. can guess dat i'm going to uni.. means i look lyk my age? lolx.
nus application still processing.. so sianz.. i tink i'm going to ntu le ba.. but when i went to check out the course curriculumn, i got a nasty shock.. it is not juz chemistry n biology.. there's maths, namely calculus?! and physics. oh man.. tink i made a wrong choice.. i'm totally not inclined in these areas.. sigh..
been trying to look for jobs in the newspaper todae.. but seems lyk all the ads are lyk cheats.. wanna find an events company dat is trustworthy also difficult.. sianx.. tink i'm gonna be jobless for the rest of the mths? then most likely i'll juz become more n more horizontally challenged.. :<
my bro going to court on next wed.. need to go hire lawyer.. anyone haf any recommendations? hopefully my bro will not face any charges? crossing my fingers. it's been so long since the accident. some ppl may haf forget but it'll forever be a stigma in my bro's life?
tink there's something wrong wid js recently.. maybe he's too bored in the army n so i'm his onli source of entertainment. haha. maybe going for supper wid him on fri nite. cos initiali promised him to go last sat but in the end i couldn't make it. also dunno wat he's up to.. so secretive lidat..
Monday, May 09, 2005
so sianx.. xy quit le.. onli left mi n nazi.. he working in the morning, i working at nite.. both of us so poor thing.. sigh.. but nvm. it's gonna be my last week! lalala~
din work on fri nite n din go to cyn's performance too.. kinda lazy to go for either one. instead went shopping wid nazi.. he's looking for presents for his mummy n sweetheart. so i'm there to offer him advice? afterwhich we sat at pacific cafe n look at all the ppl walking by.. 1 thing i hate about nazi is dat i seem to be transparent whenever i'm out wid him.. eyes alwaes trailing to other gers.. yes. i noe i'm not pretty, neither do i haf the figure.. but well.. at least show mi some respect can? duhx.. n thanks to him.. i did something foolish.. sms-ed chocolate a msg which was supposedly a small hint to let him noe i lyk him.. but turned out the way i phrased it was all too obvious.. n so din get any reply from him.. guess he's frightened away by mi.. n so the next dae.. had to msg him.. told him not to misunderstand.. then he sort of relaxed.. anywae.. i guess i hafta move on then..
went to tamp sports hall to play badminton wid val n sun since it's my off dae todae n tml. was quite intimidated when we enter as there were alot of ppl there. tournament going on. n the 3 of us gers were lyk juz playing casually.. so paiseh.. but well.. who cares.. i enjoyed myself totally. n the thing about life is to be happy! :P
played for a little longer over an hour.. sweat lyk hell cos it's so stuffy there.. but feeling good as sweating is an indication dat we've worked out n hopefully burn some fats? lolx. but well.. the workout was not reali successful as we ate kfc after dat.. hahaha.
went shopping at tm after dat. tink i'm getting out of touch wid it le.. dunno how long nv go there le.. last time alwaes go after sch but after left sch liaox.. din reali haf a chance to go there.. anywae bought a pair of bottoms. same colour n design as val's. another piece of clothing we share in addition to the previous 2. maybe 1 dae we'll wear it to work together? lolx.
tml off dae.. dunno wat to do?
why can't u say u love mi?
why can't u say u care?
Thursday, May 05, 2005
gloomy weather outside.. din reali wanna come for work.. but in the end still managed to drag myself here.. cos i might not be working tml? dat is if i'm going for cyn's dance performance at tp. hmmx.. still haven decide whether to go anot.. sigh..
i reali need to find new jobs le.. hopefully wid those events company? if not i tink i might not be able to travel overseas liaox..
sitting beside this perm staff guy.. laughed at mi for blogging everydae.. hmph! he wun understand y i blog one le.. too old liaox.. different frequency. lolx. tink if he read this he'll kill mi? hahaha.
wanna go watch the movie marathon at gv-ps on fri the 13th. buden cannot go? cos need to be 21? y? so unfair..
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
i'm working alone again.. sigh.. no one to entertain mi.. but well.. it's my last few daes here..
work todae at DOS was very slack. cos the browser was down. lalala~ n got to noe 3 gers todae. cos we sort of mentoring them. had an enjoyable time crapping around wid them. :p
met up wid chris after work. went for dinner at some noodle house. tok about uni and stuff.. hmmx.. still haven reali decide wat sch to go to.. provided nus accepts mi?
anywae congrats to val on getting into ur ideal course!
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
a few daes since i last blogged.. so here i am.. feeling kind of bored.. working alone again.. xy wentfor her advanced theory test, leaving mi on my own.. sianx.. anywae past few daes of break din reali help much.. i'm still feeling very sleepy..
been feeling kind of touchy feely these few daes.. dunno y? maybe can't reali get used to the fact that i'm getting older by the dae, hour, minute, second.. but deep inside i dun reali feel lyk i'm so old.. but well.. this is a phase everyone has to go through.. birth, age, sickness, death (direct translation).. n now i'm in the 2nd phase already.. not far from the end? sigh..
i guess a love relationship will reali spoil a friendship? dun understand y this is alwaes the case? is it dat when u haf a bf or gf, u hafta keep a distance from frens of the opposite sex dat u used to be quite close wid? i dun understand y but i'm losing another fren again..
haf anyone watched the korean drama 'ba li lian ren'? i tink it is a very nice show. initiali i tot the female lead is so lucky to be loved by 2 guys.. however.. come to tink of it, it's quite a torment actuali.. having to choose btwn the 2.. n hurting 1 in the process.. dat isn't a veri nice feeling i would sae..
dunno y but something juz set mi tinking.. maybe i dun reali lyk him? maybe wat draws mi to him is the mysterious aura around him? maybe my inquisitive nature to get to noe him more may be misinterpreted as a liking for him? alot of maybe's.. but 1 thing's for sure.. he's somebody special to mi rite now. every word dat he said is deeply engraved in my heart. n i'll never forget the moment when i bumped into him n he asked mi wat shampoo i used as he tot it smells nice.. although dat happened lyk months ago.. but it'll alwaes be etched in my memory. ^_^
i feel dat the most cruel way of rejecting a ger is to tell her u regard her as a sister.. maybe u juz meant it as a passing remark.. but do u noe how insulting it is to hear dat? it feels as if she dun even qualify to be 1 of his options.. too immature n young..
dun reali noe wat to blog liaox.. nuthin interesting happening to mi.. btw congrats to val! finali got notification from nus. dun worry so much n jia you for ur interview!
