Complexity meets simplicity..
back from the hospital. visited my grandma.. tink she's getting better le.. was told she can be discharged tml.. dat's good. 1 thing less to worry. met my aunt there. sae i shou le.. maybe bcos of my haircut? cos i dun tink i shed any kilos..
outside is raining cats n dogs.. thunder.. lightning.. guess it reali depicts wat i'm feeling inside rite now. can't reali tink of words to describe this feeling.. but definitely it's not one of joy.. in fact, i feel a sense of dread.. well.. gp was a flop.. feeling damn disappointed n screwed now.. not lyk i totally din prepare myself.. at least i flipped through past papers.. but still essay wrote way out of point.. if i can pass i tink it will be a miracle.. compre was quite bad too.. din manage to cough up enuff words for summary.. AQ was a major disaster too.. argh.. i'm feeling so screwed now.. complained to my sis.. tink i will fail.. ask mi how i noe? of cos i noe.. somethings u can sense one.. sigh.. i dun wanna repeat next yr.. sob.. this is the first time i'm so worried over a paper.. first time i mull n cry over one.. n the more i tink, the more i weep n the worse i feel.. guess there's reali nuthin much i can do now except pray.. god, can u give mi a miracle? i noe dat's abit difficult to ask for.. well..
there's no harm asking anywae..
tOt of tHe dAe: theRe cAn be mIraCles.. if U beliEve..
