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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
5:42 PM

last week of sch.. wow.. how time flies.. if onli i can turn back the hands of time.. reali not much time left le.. oh god, pls gif mi the power to overcome this huge obstacle. i dun wanna repeat.. argh.. maybe i should stop whining n start working? well.. ok. let this be my last post(hopefully).
anywae, i guess ppl can reali sense it when someone has a liking for them? i also dunno how cum it became so weird.. was juz toking abt sch n stress n watnot when suddenly subject became something else.. or perhaps i was juz being too sensitive? but it souns abit urm.. wat being the most important person? anywae said we'll tok abt it after my exams. so i guess maybe by then any feelings will fade liaox.. anywae, it's alwaes been lidat. he may sae he lyk u now but a few wks later, no response from u, he'll move away, rite? so wait till then then we'll see le..
btw, during breaktime in the canteen, jinjin was sitting beside mi at the same table. sun was sitting opp mi so can get quite a good view of him? n she was super quiet. shy? lolx. but after dat walking to the lt, she was gushing le.. so lyk her.. haha. hmmx.. wonder if he noes she lyk him?too bad it din turn out lyk oli's plot in her fanfic.. lolx

I tried so hard to be someone
That I forgot who I am
I tried to fill some emptiness
still all I had spilled over.
Now everything is so far away
That I don't know where I am..

When all that I wanted
And all that I had
Don't seem so much
For me to hold on to
For me to belong to..

They say,
When it is hard to be yourself
It is not to be someone else.
Still everything is so far away
That I forget where I am..

tOt of tHe dAe: wo ai de ren bu hai wo..



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