i dunno wat to do.. seems lyk nobody's doing anything.. toked to my 2nd sis last nite. suggested i be the mediator.. well.. easier said than done.. i've nv been a person good at words... guess lyk my sis sae.. it is even more difficult to patch when the frenship is reali close.. nobody wants to initiate a reconcilation. actuali, i'm still quite clueless as to how things evolve to lyk this.. personalli, i experienced a similar thing when i joined 307. felt dat the feeling is no longer there.. or maybe the bond is not dat strong.. buden unless u make the effort nuthin is going to change. though sometimes feel vv tired.. n it seems lyk nuthin has changed.. reali feel lyk giving up.. buden i guess growing up is lidat one.. sigh..