Complexity meets simplicity..
quite some time since i last blogged.. many things to write.. buden dunno where to start from? maybe do a back track.. starting from todae.. well.. todae iz an extremely boring dae.. no lessons.. buden still vv boring. went to help out at the bedok library.. so i can get at least 60 hrs for my cip. cos my cca onli got 1 yr participation.. n not lyk my studies vv good le.. time seems to stretch lyk eternity. a mere 3 hrs seemed lyk 30 hrs.. shelving books n sorting books.. bleahx.. i'd rather do flag dae.. anywae afterdat went home.. was locked out. argh.. tot i brought my keys.. bud din?! so went to the popular downstairs to shop. at the same time call my da jie. dat pig.. called for abt 10 million times then she picked up. sleeping lyk a log.. anywae i'm in a vv bad mood now. pissed by my mum. scolded mi for nuthin. vent all her anger on mi.. watever. so now i'm hungry.. din haf dinner n lunch.. actuali haf le.. a chocolate bar. guess i'm being spiteful buden it was her fault lorx.. my 3rd sis dua her n then she waited 2 hrs in vain.. called mi on my hp n scold mi as if is my fault.. reach home quarrel wid her.. cos she sae she din call n scold mi.. then i hallucinating or wat? after dat sae we vv disobedient next time dun cook for us.. ok lorx. so be it.. also wun die if i eat less meals.. bud i'm reali tired of this family.. cried juz now.. a long long time since i last cried.. maybe build up for vv long le..
anywae went out wid dear yest. treated mi to a lunch at v8. ate a basket of potato wedges n an aloe lime juice while she ordered a sandwich n aloe lime juice. quite some time since we last met up.. chatted for quite some time b4 eating ice cream at swensens. then walked around n bought a pair of hp socks. both of us got the blue one though she sae pink suits mi more.. abit tired of pink le? after dat saw my n her stead.. not bad looking n guess they r quite compatiable? then saw some 308 ppl.. n some j1s.. everybody so free ar.. not studying? anywae i also not. lolx.
they ask mi y i'm giving up..
a love i've yearned for so long..
but little do they noe..
the truth behind it all..
we were nv meant to be..
from the beginning..
even till the end..
it was to be..
a love unreciprocated.
TOt oF tHe dAe:my heart no longer bleeds for u..
