Complexity meets simplicity..
last dae of sch. took alot of fotos. maybe our class ppl all vv fotophilic arx? as quoted from ne ne. meaning dat we r all attracted to foto taking.. lolx. anywae later going to perform.. argh.. i'm having butterflies in my stomach at the mere tot of it.. tink i'll screw up.. bleahx.. oh yeah.. todae everyone looks vv nice. esp those retro ppl wid their polka dots skirt. kudos to them.
btw the zpop concert this yr was definitely better than last yr's. though dunno dat His Excellency go there for wat.. to present plagues to those hu took part. wasted so much of the time.. abt half an hour? so boring.. stood from 6 to 1030.. then decided to leave.. anywae not dat interested in energy n the rest.. yi da is so nice!~ jj n z chen also not bad. lyk his songs. buden dun lyk stella.. so act cute n act sweet.. duhx.. anywae i tink the finalists for the quan ming ou xiang show quite not bad le.. though they were there juz to keep us entertained.. cos when energy arrive.. they pale in popularity. poor thing.. n i tink the no. 9 or was it no. 10? guy quite cute. alot of supporters too. bud basically, this yr most ppl go to support sun.. expected one le.. then some irritating ppl threw their lightsticks towards the stage. since i quite front.. got hit by one. ouch man. those ppl r so mean. anywae, met d******. sae one dae let's go out together to share his stress? haha. i also not stressed he trying to make mi stress le? diaox.. bud nvm le.. wun mind going out wid him. haha.
gotta go practise le.. update another time? take care peeps.
tOt oF the dAe: mAy the fOrces be wId mi.
Friday, August 27, 2004
so happie. finali is the last wk of sch. mon will be the last dae. lalala~ looking forward to it bud also abit dreadful.. it's 'love meridian' dae. sounds abit cliche arx.. anywae the theme is either retro or true blue. hmmx.. retro seems more fun. buden my class opted for true blue le. then each cls hafta put up an item for 2 mins.. our class doing cheerleading cum dance wid the song hey mickey.. hopefully it will turn out nice. lolx. if not it will be so malu.. argh..
oh yup. tml i'm going to the zpop concert. been wanting to go buden lyk no one free to go.. need to study i guess? so nvm le. go wid my sis n her church ppl. kind of sianx cos i dun reali noe them dat well.. bud nvm le.. free tickets anywae. well.. this yr got yi da!~ F.I.R, z chen n dunno some unfamous.. definitely nicer than last yr one i guess.. cos last yr one lyk onli the daniel n park yong ha? hmmx.. anywae.. guess i wun be coming online for quite some time? need to study le.. i'm confirmed dead for prelims le.. argh.. gp paper next sat.. n yest then i noe when kw gave us a gentle reminder during the practice.. stinks le.. i can juz imagine the kind of marks i'll get.. sigh..
hmmx.. tink i alwaes give ppl the wrong impression.. i dunno y also.. well.. guess it's not something i can change? getting so tired of it all..
when the day comes to an end,
i am by myself again.
Alone in the universe.
No one to turn to.
No shoulder to lean on.
i begin to wonder.
when the hand will appear
to hold mi when i fall,
to guide mi when i'm lost.
daes become months.
months turn to years.
bud it never seemed to happen.
i haf come to realise something.
perhaps the time is not yet ripe.
or maybe it'll nv come.
tOt of tHe dAe: sCh lifE iZ endIng sOon?
Saturday, August 21, 2004
quite some time since i last blogged.. many things to write.. buden dunno where to start from? maybe do a back track.. starting from todae.. well.. todae iz an extremely boring dae.. no lessons.. buden still vv boring. went to help out at the bedok library.. so i can get at least 60 hrs for my cip. cos my cca onli got 1 yr participation.. n not lyk my studies vv good le.. time seems to stretch lyk eternity. a mere 3 hrs seemed lyk 30 hrs.. shelving books n sorting books.. bleahx.. i'd rather do flag dae.. anywae afterdat went home.. was locked out. argh.. tot i brought my keys.. bud din?! so went to the popular downstairs to shop. at the same time call my da jie. dat pig.. called for abt 10 million times then she picked up. sleeping lyk a log.. anywae i'm in a vv bad mood now. pissed by my mum. scolded mi for nuthin. vent all her anger on mi.. watever. so now i'm hungry.. din haf dinner n lunch.. actuali haf le.. a chocolate bar. guess i'm being spiteful buden it was her fault lorx.. my 3rd sis dua her n then she waited 2 hrs in vain.. called mi on my hp n scold mi as if is my fault.. reach home quarrel wid her.. cos she sae she din call n scold mi.. then i hallucinating or wat? after dat sae we vv disobedient next time dun cook for us.. ok lorx. so be it.. also wun die if i eat less meals.. bud i'm reali tired of this family.. cried juz now.. a long long time since i last cried.. maybe build up for vv long le..
anywae went out wid dear yest. treated mi to a lunch at v8. ate a basket of potato wedges n an aloe lime juice while she ordered a sandwich n aloe lime juice. quite some time since we last met up.. chatted for quite some time b4 eating ice cream at swensens. then walked around n bought a pair of hp socks. both of us got the blue one though she sae pink suits mi more.. abit tired of pink le? after dat saw my n her stead.. not bad looking n guess they r quite compatiable? then saw some 308 ppl.. n some j1s.. everybody so free ar.. not studying? anywae i also not. lolx.
they ask mi y i'm giving up..
a love i've yearned for so long..
but little do they noe..
the truth behind it all..
we were nv meant to be..
from the beginning..
even till the end..
it was to be..
a love unreciprocated.
TOt oF tHe dAe:my heart no longer bleeds for u..
Saturday, August 14, 2004
2 mock papers todae. not exactly vv hard i guess.. provided i had studied for it. bud i din.. okie le.. the econs weren't dat bad.. case study n drq. drq on mergers n acquisitions.. my fav topic~ buden the case study was about labour? dunno wat to write.. dead.. after dat was chem paper 3.. not dat bad le.. at least this time i attempted all the questions.. though got quite some do half onli le.. maybe my time management better le? lolx. if fail.. hafta retake another mock paper.. tinking on the bright side, it's not dat bad le.. can practise more? haha. anywae next wk will be rather stress.. mon got chem paper 2, tues got chem prac test, wed got maths mock paper 1.. bleahx.. we r reali in a pressure cooker? bud i guess i'm still kind of slack.. been sleeping alot more than usual.. guess i'm a pig?
guess everyone been feeling unhappy the last few daes.. a misunderstanding which makes the rest of us sandwiched.. sigh.. bud i'm sure our friendship should be able to withstand the test of time? hopefully by mon everything will be alrite?
celebrated shanz bdae yest. stupid idea of theirs.. din tell mark i was there. so he joined us.. when he reach.. so awkward lorx.. dun wan tok to mi.. i also dun tok to him lorx.. anywae i compromised liao lorx.. msg him he dun wan reply mi.. send mi some forwarded msg?! duhx.. msg him again to confront him.. still dun wanna reply mi.. watever le.. so u all dun sae is i ignore him lorx.. is he himself dun wan treasure this frenship there's nuthin i can do.
tOt of tHe dAe: i wOndeR iF u'Ll evEr fEel tHe wAy fEel fOr u..
Monday, August 09, 2004
it's National dae todae. well.. hAppIe 39th birThdAe sIngap0re!~ my wish for singapore is dat we'll continue to live in harmony n peace. n dat the government will be uncorrupted n fair. sounds abit corny.. haha. but wat the heck.
anywae missed the fireworks at the marina promenade last nite. initially planned to go wid shanz they all.. buden last min was notified to work. argh.. so sadly i din go.. but actuali the work wasn't dat bad le.. kind of slack also. pay not bad too. 27 bucks for 4 hrs. n i got a tip from an uncle too. haha. by right i tink cannot accept le.. cos not as if i working those ala carte. buden the uncle n his frens insisted n was making quite a din n the rest of the guests were lyk staring at mi.. so i accepted in the end le. so my pay is more than the rest. haha. i noe when val n shanz read this.. they'll sae i attract uncles.. sigh.. not dat i wan lorx.. i rather they r ppl our age lehx... anywae din get to c the person i wanna c.. guess he's not working there anymore? sighz..
ate dim sum wid my family juz now. long time since we all last ate together. tink the last time was father's dae? now i'm rotting at home le.. nuthin to do.. no mood to study.. sigh..
tOt oF tHe dAe: iF it's meAnt t0 bE.. it"ll bE.. iF fAte decRees so.. we'Ll meEt agAin..
Friday, August 06, 2004
clelebrated national dae in sch todae. whole class arranged to wear either red or white. hmmx.. seems lyk this yr everyone more 'on' sumore. maybe bcos iz last yr liaox? at least this yr i din pon.. haha. though on the mrt to sch felt lyk going back home.. cos feel quite inferior le.. not lyk the other gers wid good figure to flaunt. at least wear uniform not dat obvious.. wun c my lipids.. okie le.. overall the celebration was quite nice n enjoyable. took alot of fotos too.. everybody seems to be taking this opportunity to enjoy while we can. yest too. stayed back after pe to plae squash n vball. though dat stupid guy so impatient again.. tink he got something against mi arx? humph! i noe i not chio also no need lidat discriminate against mi le.. bleahz..
anywae went to tm after econs lec. bus journey vv fun.. suan shanz n zx. even the auntie sitting near us also laughing. shanz: it's tit for tat. hu ask u alwaes anyhow pair mi wid ****. lalala~ after dat ate at pasta. saw jm, qy n christina. initiali they nv c mi.. maybe i too short le.. hmmx.. after dat went to plae arcade. plae the hockey pokey(dunno if dat's the name) game. mi n val against zx n sun. won 2 rounds. after dat mi n sun vs yek n yap. win them too. so conclusion iz i'm good! haha. bhb le.. after dat shanz, zx n eileen went to watch the village while mi n val continued shopping.. for u noe hu u r le.. but atm not wid us.. so onli bought half the present. tot it's vv nice. hope she'll lyk it. but tough time choosing too.. next time i reali dun wanna go buy present le.. everytime kills so much of my brain cells.. sigh.. anywae while shopping, saw my ps juniors.. forgot their names le.. but at least they still rem mi.. if not tink i'll juz walk past them.. haha. tink i got vv bad memory.. old liaox.. argh!
anywae from todae onwards.. our social life will be nought. sighz..
tOt oF tHe dAe: bEhInd aLl the fUn n lAugHter iz a sAd n lOnely heArt..
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
vv long since i last updated. cos no free time to use the com in the library.. then laptop not home sumore. finali todae my sis came back le.. hmmx.. maybe quarrel wid him again? it's becoming a weekly routine. they not sianx i also sianx le.. but ok le.. onli when they quarrel then i'll get to c her. haha. anywae todae had 2 tests.. consecutive sumore. basically the chem was a goner.. though many ppl gave mi hints but i din realli caught them? maths even worse. din study for it.. but at least topic was recent.. so maybe wun fail until dat badly?
tml last dae of squash. oh yeah! i'm so sick of it now.. stupid guy so no patience.. or maybe he has.. but onli for chio gers lyk ***** le.. sigh.. can onli accept fate le.. n yest was slapped by this ger while playing touch rugby.. even though accidentally she shld at least apologise rite?! damn her le.. n her fren still got the cheek to sae it wasn't vv loud? wat the hell. i slap her then she tell mi is nuthin also le.. sumore the no. 1 thing dat i can't stand is being slapped lorx.. huever dares to slap mi even if it's jokingly, i will definitely sever all ties wid him/her. so ppl, dun sae i nv warn u all.
anywae, i'm going to sleep le.. tink i'm becoming a pig le.. whole dae eat n sleep onli.. haven start studying.. at home alwaes feel lyk sleeping.. hmmx.. muz go find someone study wid mi le.. muz reali clear this time once n for all. dat's wat mrs lim sae.. well.. jia you everyone. let's all cross this hurdle beautifully~
tOt oF tHe dAe: aLl wOrk n nO plAy.. lifE iZ sucH a bOre..
