Complexity meets simplicity..
now in the library.. supposedly studying.. but hafta do the 5 essay outlines for econs.. argh.. din noe abt it till todae shanz told mi.. guess i muz haf been dreaming during lectures. anywae treat shanz they all to the banana cake n chocolate cookies with raisin i baked yesterdae. though i tink it isn't vv nice cos i dun lyk bananas.. but hu cares. it has got my love ok.. lolx. n paiseh to those dat i 'forced' to finish my cookies.. guess i added too much flour so they turn out lyk rocks. anywae, i'm vv happie todae. cos he msg mi yest!~ haha. this time guess it wasn't out of courtesy cos he msg mi first. :) guess this happiness can last mi quite a no. of daes? haha. okiex.. gotta go do my work le.. take care ppl. let's all work hard together.
tOt oF tHe dAe: it wAsn't aS bAd aS i tOt it wAs aftEraLl..
Thursday, July 22, 2004
exactly 2 weeks since i last blog. not exactly busy wid anything.. buden cos my laptop ran away from home le.. eloped wid my sis. lolx. so can't go online.. buden nvm. no com got tv mahx.. anywae guess i should bi meng xiu lian le? wid 53 more daes to prelim.. die le.. haven even started. tink almost everyone started long ago.. onli mi still dreaming, i guess. yest stayed back in sch to study.. in the end juz managed to finish hw.. by the time reach home 10 30 le.. tired n sleepy. *yawnx* din feel lyk coming to sch todae.. such a boring dae.. vv long since i pon sch le.. become rusty le.. haha. or maybe this yr can't afford to liaox.
later having pe. playing squash.. quite a dumb thing i tink.. as in not the game bud the lesson.. onli hit the ball against the wall.. lyk playing ping-pong minus the table.. no real actions.. bleahx.. anywae onli 2 courts bud 10 over ppl.. how to get into some action? boring..
lately, i was tinking.. shouldn't tink too much into other ppl's actions? he might not mean anything when he does something, yeah? maybe he was juz being polite? anywae, dat's wat most ppl does wat.. hmmx..
oh yup. i got a new hp le cos my mum's one spoil le. so she got a new one. lg7120. quite nice. at least better than mine. so i swopped wid her. lolx. buden my past sms in my old fone.. argh.. so sad.. all those msgs.. :<
i tink life iz reali unpredictable. my sis's fren died a few daes ago.. onli 27 yrs old.. his heart juz stopped. no symptoms b4hand sumore.. scary..
tot oF tHe dAe: humAn tIes r mySterIous n mAgiCal.. the mOre u tRy to cOmpReheNd it, the mOre comPlicAted iT becOmes..
Thursday, July 08, 2004
rainy dae.. nice dae to sleep. buden cannot le.. got sch.. actuali wanted to pon.. cos not many lessons todae.. sumore got 2 self study periods.. crazy.. dat's y my class the 4 guys not here le.. go for medical checkup.
anywae got back some of my results le.. finali din fail too badly for econs essay.. usually can't even get 10 marks.. but luckily this time average about 11. :P so managed to get an E for econs. though i tink my chem n maths cannot make it le.. cos paper 2 n 3 of chem was lyk gone le.. maths paper 2 also le.. sumore maths paper 1 onli got 31 out of 100.. to tink i tot i'd do better for dat. sigh..
been ignoring lw for the last few daes. cos angry wid him..but not exactly le..more of irritated.. told him dun wanna go out then still pester mi.. getting on my nerve. argh. but at least he noes i'm unhappy. not lyk some other ppl..
tml going to eat sakae sushi buffet wid my sis.. broke liaox le.. cos bought a gold ring for my dad.. each of us chip in 50 bucks.. 1/4 of my allowance gone le.. but wat to do. he's my papa mahx.
tOt oF tHe dAe: wo de shou hu xing ji shi cai hui dao?
Friday, July 02, 2004
so tired now.. long time nv exercise le.. bud it was fun le. though val fly us butterfly.. got nuthin to sae.. not the first time le.. maybe she too upset wid the match last nite.. lolx. argh! i can't believe czech lost!! they've been playing so well. bud in the end still lose?! sigh..
hmmx.. tink i going to give up on him le.. seems lyk alot of gers lyk him.. or so his frenz sae.. n he wun possibly lyk mi le.. might as well save myself from further heartache. haha.
wanna go cycle lehx.. bud shanz tml got syf thingy.. val they all dunno how to cycle.. so guess no one can pei wo.. lw ask mi go out wid him.. dun tink wanna go out wid him lehx.. though js sae i vv bad.. playing hard to get. nonsense. anywae he knew long ago i dun lyk him le mah.. watever le..
long weekend ahead. but dunno wat to do? no mood to study, no one to go out wid.. sianx..
tOt oF tHe dAe: at tHe enD of iT aLl, u R aLl bY uRselF..
Thursday, July 01, 2004
been a long time since i blog.. cos of the mid yr lorx.. anywae now it's finali over le. yeah!~ but tink i shld haf met the 'criteria' to meet the P le.. lolx nvm le. the most go her office drink coffee wid her? but i dun drink coffee one lehx.. haha
hmmx.. suddenly tink i've been living in a wOrld of my own all this while.. too much hopes n fAntAsies.. time to wAke up! all thAnx to peter ho's song 'zhen xin hua'. while listening to it, suddenly dawned on mi dat i m unrealistic.. lolx. make mi realise reality iz nOt lyk tV dramas.. not as sweet as they depict.. sigh..
yuen lai wo xiang yao de shi bu ke neng fa sheng de.. fang qi le.. bu neng zai bu qie shi ji le.. sigh..
later going to bake cake. yucks.. banana cake.. bud nvm le.. since i so free.. lolx. then tml going to play badminton wid shanz, val, oli, sun n zx.. time to get out n jian fei le.. otherwise zhen de no one wan le.. haha
tOt oF tHe dAe: liFe iZ wAt u mAke oF it. lIve liFe to tHe fUlleSt!
