Complexity meets simplicity..
last wk of hols liaox.. sianx.. nv reali enjoy or study then going to sch reopen le.. argh!! i reali look forward to end of a levels. can go clubbing~ (oli, u sae one arx..) but for now cannot lorx.. so sianx.. no motivation to study sumore.. hmmx.. cannot write sumore le.. otherwise i'll be late in meeting shanz they all le.. everyone jia you wor~ gambate!
tOt of tHe dAe: m i gOing tO livE my lIfe thIs way tIll i dIe? trAgedy..
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
todae went to the airport to study maths wid val, oli, shanz n darling. not exactly vv good.. cos my maths reali cannot make it le.. argh.. i tink i'm reali gonna die for a levels le.. tink need to find someone veri good in maths le to teach mi.. but where to find ne? hmmx.. or maybe i can only pray for a miracle le.. sigh..
tml going to study again.. so sianz.. i reali feel lyk going out.. though i'll be going out wid my dear on fri n my family on sun.. but i feel lyk going to the beach lehx.. took the bus pass ecp juz now.. reali vv long nv go beach enjoy the breeze le.. hmmx.. xin qing bu hao everytime wanna go but find it so far.. if i got a car then it'll be so convenient. buden i dun tink i wanna get a licence.. wait for ppl to chauffeur mi.. lolx. so maybe shld go find a bf dat can drive.. then at nite when i sianx wanna go beach he can send mi? so good arx.. but guess is wishful tinking for now? haha.
tml going to study at the airport again.. so sianx.. sigh.. sometimes i rather work than study.. at least wun hafta memorise so many things.. buden dun study, how to find work? (quoted from my princess daughter)
tOt of tHE dAe: y dOes gUys lYk to aCt cOol n bOast iN frOnt oF thEir mAle cOuntErpArts? y cAn't tHey bE lyk gErs? sAe wAt u reAli fEel~ cOs u mIght rEgrEt iT whEn it's lOst n gOne fOreveR..
Saturday, June 12, 2004
listening to joey rong zu er's 'hui zhe chi pang de nu hai'. cheerful song which match my mood todae. :P so came online to blog. haha. din expect him to keep to his word - msg mi when he wake up. so nice~ not lyk some ppl hu alwaes forget wat they sae the next dae. anywae now he's at some famine camp. organised by world vision? going to starve himself for 30 hours. woah. tink it's quite interesting n meaningful. but too bad i din noe about it.. guess our sch not taking part ba.. but guess maybe i might not be able to take it? no food for more than 1 dae, tink i'll faint. lolx abit exaggerated le.. haha. maybe next time can try it myself at home? can jian fei sumore. lolx.
for now, guess i better go back to my studies le.. gambate!
Friday, June 11, 2004
almost another week has passed.. sigh.. n i'm still getting nowhere.. tot i'll stay at home since i'm studying econs.. buden seems lyk it was a bad decision.. no mood to study at home.. everytime start 10 mins onli feel lyk sleeping. n in the end reali sleep le.. tink i becoming a pig le.. argh.. otherwise go out wid my sis or mum.. haix.. wasted all my time.. sumore tml my mum's bdae.. tink celebrating for her. then my sis sae all of us hafta chip in.. 50 bucks.. woah.. mi so broke now le lorx.. hmmx.. tink i'll chip in less. my san jie so good le.. got her bf to pay for her.. haha. sae wanna use his credit card to pay for the meal. tink she sae it in a moment of pigue only. cos she quarrelled wid him again.. haix.. dunno wat to sae of them le.. maybe couple's tiff spice up their lives? haha
aiyarx.. anywae i also dun wanna bother myself wid them le.. 3 daes 1 small quarrel, 5 daes 1 big one.. but usually my sis 'lose'. lolx
oh yeah. mon went to watch harry potter wid shanz, oli n zx. tink we chose the wrong dae n the wrong place. tink the computers there broke down.. then cannot issue the usual tickets.. sianx.. so it was free seating. but i tink even if nv break down also can free seating. cos the cinema so big bud vv little ppl go one. so next time wanna go 'you hui' go there sure wun be spotted one. hahaha.
hmmx.. i muz reali study le.. cos everyone seems to be half or almost finished.. but i'm still far from it.. haven even start on maths n chem.. confirm die le.. sigh..
t0t of tHe dAe: Darkness just meAns leSs light, cOld just means less wArmth.. Tom0rRow's sunRise is the Answer~
Friday, June 04, 2004
this is my 100th post!~ wah.. time reali dun walk.. it flies. (as quoted from sr) lolx. noe it's abit lame le.. haha. hmmx.. bu zhi bu jue i've posted so many msgs le.. lolx maybe somedae when i look back it'll bring a smile to my face at all the memories. lolx. anywae watched the dae after tml todae. nice show. though zx sae is boring.. tink he almost fell asleep? tsk-tsk. dunno how to appreciate this kind of show. tink is a vv good show. nice effects n reflective too. as in maybe thru the show ppl will consider their actions n their impact on the world? but maybe not too le.. some ppl juz dun care if the end of the world iz coming. sighz.. but i hope it doesn't come so quickly le.. cos there's still alot of things i haven done. haha
oh yeah. tink i'm quite extra lehx.. going watch movie wid 2 couples.. sigh.. 1 iz my nu er n nu xu. the other iz oli n zaku. buden tink the atmosphere was quite awkward. tink my 6th sense vv accurate le. when we were toking at the bus stop, then i sort of noe dat the guy there was zaku. shanz, i'm smart ar? lolx anywae, oli, if u got read my blog, maybe u shld gif him a chance cos heard from shanz dat he treat u vv nice? *hee*
hmmx.. going to watch harry on mon. looking forward to it. though i'm quite broke le.. buden morning got chem remedial again.. argh.. 4 hours.. craziness. dat's wat my sch iz. jm ask mi go shopping wid him sumore.. how can lorx.. need to study for mid-yr. or so called le. cos i haven start yet. n dunno when i'll start? haix.. die le.. ask him to learn from js. tink i also hafta? haha.
vv weird. how cum everyone seems to wan to bring mi to malaysia? jq sae wanna treat mi to malaysia. dunno whether for real anot.. but tot he's in army so free mehx? hmmx.. i also dunno le..
actuali val they all sae wanna go sentosa tml.. buden seems lyk going to be cancelled? cos tink there'll be alot of ppl there. then i suggested going west coast. bud val sae there vv dirty.. hmmx.. i wanna go there lehx.. bud dunno how to go.. got mccafe there sumore. reminds mi of last yr's bbq.. so nice~ hmmx.. this yr dunno got bbq anot.. haven been to 1 for ages.. y my sec cls dun haf.. sighz..
listening to bon jovi. all abt loving u. nice song~ oh.. i tink got 1 new artist also not bad. huang yi da. lyk his 'xian wei jing xia de ai qing'. nice tune n meaningful lyrics. thumbs up for it.
t0t oF tHe dAe: lOve iZ a jOurnEy oF nO rEtuRn. u mEet, fAll iN lOve, thEn Out, n eVerYthIng iZ nOt thE sAme anymOre.
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
hmm... suddenly feel i'm getting on in yrs le... argh... bcos of my san jie le.. now her bf in hospital. waiting to haf operation for a kidney transplant. so now she goes to the hospital everydae to take care of him le. then dat dae my mummy came back from visiting him. then ask mi wat she shld do. cos dat guy tell her he going to marry my sis after his op. gave my mum a shock.. mi too lorx.. makes mi realise i'm not a small ger anymore le.. sigh.. but i tink my mum quite happie le.. cos she seem to lyk him alot. cook for him n buy him food le. dotes on him more than on us. lolx
but yest my sis sort of quarrelled wid him. cos he flirt wid the nurss le.. haha. then my sis so sianx.. everydae bring him food.. so tiring yet he still flirt wid the nurses.. haiyo.. i also got nuthin to sae le.. maybe all guys r lidat arx? nv satisfied wid 1 only?
anywae went to the food fest todae at the expo. hmmx.. tink there's nuthin much there. similar to last yr's. then so many ppl.. sianx.. but ok le. got quite some nice food there. shared a bowl of mushroom soup wid shanz. vv nice cos mushrooms r my fav~ but not dat 'mushroom'.. lolx
tok to js juz now. hmmx.. finali understood wat ppl mean by 'the power of love'. he's undergoing a 360 degree change. juz so to win the heart of the ger he lyks.. woah.. amazing.
tOt of the dAe: iF u wAn the rAinb0w, u hAfta pUt uP wId a little rAin..
