Complexity meets simplicity..
oh yeah~ is finali the last dae of the wk! althOugh tml no lessOns.. but gOt flAg dae.. at tiOng bahru.. not dat far le.. so not bad le.. hee. cos initially tOt it wAs at wOodlAnds.. so fAr.. 7 am sumore.. cRazineSS~ hafta wake up so earli..
well.. anywae World wAr III started yest.. in my house.. all started wid my 2nd sis lorx.. tell my mum sae wanna go buy some cupboard wid her.. then my mum was so happie.. cos finali someone willing to go wid her to buy.. so after dinner, my mum ask her to go carrefour wid her.. buden my sis so lazy.. dun wan go.. so my mum not happie le.. called my da jie.. ask if she wanna go carrefour wid her.. bud she dun wan.. when she reach home.. my mum start scolding her.. sae she everytime take off dun stay at home.. alwaes go out then buy alot of things.. sumore going bangkok todae.. dunno how to save money.. blah blah blah.. then my sis also irritated.. so shout back at her.. n so start of the quarrel.. pissed.. i went to sleep cos can't study or do hw anywae.. bud hu noes.. sleep halfwae.. seems lyk the quarrel has intensified.. sort of hear my mum crying lidat.. sae next time dun wanna bother abt us anymore cos we sae she alwaes so noisy.. then my da jie n er jie blaming each other.. sae the other one's fault for saying dat.. duhx.. so my mum sort of cool down le.. n my dad came home.. quarrel again.. dunno for wat le.. tink iz my mum dunno how to discipline us or wat.. then my da jie start putting blame on all of us.. make mi feel so damn irritated lorx.. seems lyk everybody ate gun powder or wat.. but anywae it's not the first time my family got quarrels le.. bud still.. sumtimes i can't help tinking dat death is a better route? sigh.. die le then wun haf all these troubles.. but i scared of death lehx.. cos dunno how it'll feel lyk to haf no feelings.. or maybe my parents shouldn't have given birth to mi in the first place then i wun be so troubled now le.. i'm alreadi vv stressed liaox.. but they dun seem to understand.. argh.. sometimes i pray to god to take mi away but seems lyk He nv hears it.. sigh.. jia jia you ben nan nian de jing..
anywae tink my life iz a failure le.. todae went out wid val, shanz, oli, ju, zx n py for lunch.. sometimes feel kind of left out cos i can't catch wat they sae.. tink diff class jiu shi lidat one ba.. haix.. anywae todae py sae i shou le.. haha,. not lyk he vv long nv c mi lidat.. where got shou lorx.. still as fat as ever..
n yeah.. lw broke up wid his gf le.. msg mi this morning.. tell mi he vv sad.. lyk i can be of help lidat? watever le.. i juz do my part as a fren n an wei ta le..
maybe i shld stop dwelling on unhappie stuff.. tml will be a better dae.. cos my class going to haf an outing.. though juz a dinner at blk 85 market, but hope it will improve our relationships.
tot of the dae: hu r the frens dat i can truly turn to when i haf troubles? i guess is none.. cos my character does not allow mi to pour out my heart to anyone easily.. dat's wat cAprIcOrns aRe lyk..
