Complexity meets simplicity..
fri went to sweep my grandfathers' tombs.. wah.. the weather was so hot... sizzling hot.. bud at least there wasn't a vv big jam le.. so reach there quite fast le.. hmmx.. actuali dun reali understand the purpose of going to 'sweeping tombs'.. not dat i'm not filial.. bud so wat if u go sweep the tomb? doesn't mean u filial mahx.. bud anywae i can't defy my father's orders..
sumtimes i wonder if i've got split personality.. cos i'm easily irritated by my family.. esp my parents.. alwaes getting on my nerves.. argh!! bud i guess none of my frens had seen mi get real worked up.. even if haf.. i tink onli a selected few? when i reach my limits ba.. so ppl out there dun try to test my patience.. anywae i dunno how to explain my behaviour.. maybe most teens value their frens more? or maybe it is not difficult to be irritated in my family.. wid so many siblings n my ever-so 'naive' mother.. who dotes on her bro more than on her children..
anywae back to happier stuff. went out wid my san jie on fri.. went to far east.. go shopping.. bud b4 dat my sis brought food for her bf.. so loving arx.. lolx anywae after dat he came to pick us up after his work n sent us to ps.. where we meet my da jie.. so envious of my sis.. got ppl chauffer (dunno how to spell) her around.. anywae it was quite a fruitful trip cos i bought a new top, skirt, earrings n a bracelet.. bud all those not cheap le.. so this mth i'm broke again.. sigh..
oh yeah..i went to the easter celebration wid darren on sun.. met yvonne there.. din reali change much but become prettier le.. told mi dat got quite some guys in her poly jio-ing her.. so good for her le.. bud when i told darren.. he was lyk... sae their sch got alot despo.. haha. then i also dunno le.. anywae the event was not bad.. alot ppl turn up.. got fan fan(fan wei qi) n he yao sun.. both of them sooo skinny.. anywae the drama was quite good too. though i still can't stand the part when they whip him n nail him to the cross.. yucks..
after dat we went to cityhall the food court there.. wid his zone ppl.. his cg ppl all went to donate blood.. admire them cos i dun dare to.. lolx realised alot of ahs ppl in chc now.. got si jia.. eng hwee.. surprisingly he noes hu i m.. cos we onli went out once in a goup.. bud he din reali change much.. i suppose.. still as corny as ever.. n gang up wid darren to bully mi.. cos they so tall n i so short.. purposely sandwich mi in btwn.. n i was lyk not even to their shoulders... argh.. make mi feel so short... i noe i m le.. bud also no need lidat mahx..
when they decide to go home le then i went to join my sis n her cg at maina square.. bud too bad he's not there le.. sigh.. anywae they wanna go plae lan games n pool at the paradiz centre.. so go wid them lorx.. then some of the gers went to sing kbox.. bud mi n my er jie dun wan.. so go plae pool le.. met my sis ex-cg ppl.. then this guy called stephen was lyk.. wah.. u slim down alot.. n i was lyk no le.. then he was lyk asking if i plae sports alot... duhx.. he's crazy lorx.. alwaes telling mi the same thing.. the last time he saw mi wasn't dat long ago wat.. n i nv shou also lorx.. onli becoming fatter..
so after dat played pool wid them.. iz the 1st time since dunno how many mths since i last held a cue lorx.. plae until lyk shit.. onli managed to get a few balls in.. luckily gradually got the hang of it n during the last game managed to get 4 balls in consecutively.. phew.. so my skills not exactly dat bad le.. lolx
finali todae i can gif val they all their easter egg chocs.. cos my dear sae nobody gives on thurs.. so couldn't gif to them on thurs.. in the end my bunny chocs melted.. argh!! waste my money n effort!!! bud nvm le.. i bought new eggs anywae.. though not vv big le.. bud anywae it's the thought dat counts. hope they lyk the choc.. cos i din reali try it b4 up till juz now.. lolx
feeling quite sad n angry todae.. yest darren told mi something which i shouldn't noe.. told mi dat lw got stead now.. not dat i lyk him or wat.. bud i hate it when ppl lie to mi lorx.. m i reali dat gullible? argh!! how can he cheat mi lorx.. n dat stupid darren was still lyk saying i'm his xiao lao po of cos he wun tell mi he's attached now.. so irritating!! got stead le still wanna jio other gers?!! #*@*##*#@ tinking of it now reali makes my blood boil. argh!! n if he ever call mi again he'll get it from mi lorx..
