Complexity meets simplicity..
tink it's gonna be a long entry todae.. cos veri long nv update le.. exactly 1 wk to be accurate. buden most of the things i forget le.. so guess i'll onli update on fri n sat?
okiex.. starting wid fri.. got econs mcq n case study test.. din study.. so guess going to fail le la.. n oh.. tink it's taotao's bdae dat dae? or maybe sat or sun le.. cos his cls ppl singing bdae song for him dat dae.. he got 2 bdae cake! so nice~ buden now i realise i reali dun lyk him le.. n wonder y i did in the 1st place.. lolx anywae i've got a new dear.. lynsie dear~ lolx n sun was lyk asking mi then wat is she.. so i tell her she's my sun bear le.. haha tink i hafta be more careful le.. wait bu zhi bu jue become not straight then die le.. bud guess not dat likely ba.. cos i still prefer guys.. buden realise dat everytime the guy i lyk alwaes bo chap mi one.. last time lidat.. now also lidat.. sighz..
actuali i haf a secret dat i nv tell anyone.. dat is actuali i lyk someone.. buden he got someone he lyk le.. so i guess i can onli lyk him secretly.. n wait till i move on? cos i noe he wun lyk mi one le.. sigh.. anywae received a call from my 'bro'.. almost forgot hu he is le.. cos he lyk 1 yr nv contact mi le? anywae he's in the army now.. some civil defence department.. vv bored.. so suddenly rem mi.. so nice of him arx.. n so we tok for a while.. after dat he was lyk asking mi to be his... n i was lyk.. i dun reali noe him vv well lorx.. onli went out wid him once.. n dat was lyk more than a yr ago.. tink he muz be crazy le..
sat, there was chem n maths tests.. maths confirm gonecase.. chem is half gone le.. nv do 3 questions.. bud anywae i'm already down for remedials for all 3 sub.. so no difference le.. after the tests.. wanted to go out.. since shanz they all haf band camp.. so i was psychoing val to go out wid mi.. she was quite reluctant.. sae wanna go home study.. n dat city area vv far.. so i hafta be more persuasive.. n sort of drag her wid mi onto the bus.. haha actuali sae wanna go suntec or wat.. so take NEL.. bud on the train.. we were lyk looking at the route.. then saw harbourfront.. so i commented i've nv been there.. so in the end we decided to go there.. haha n so we ended up there.. n seem lyk some klutz cos we've nv been there b4.. bud it's quite a nice place.. cos can see sentosa from there.. n the sea view was vv nice.. romantic lehx.. lolx. so after our brunch, we explored the place le.. not bad.. got quite some shops there. after dat we took the NEL back.. then i went to meet my sis.. go bugis walk.. first we went bugis village.. according to my san jie, my clothes r not nice.. so need to get new ones.. so we shop around n i bought 2 new tops n she bought a skirt.. onli dat dae then i realise the 2nd floor is not wat i tot it was.. tot the shops there r those sleazy shops or tattoo shops.. bud turn out dat there r a no. of shops selling clothes n accesories n gifts.. after dat we went bugis.. bud seems dat bj now dun haf any nice clothes.. so sianx.. hmmx.. so now i'm broke again.. been buying clothes recently.. die le.. muz control myself.. otherwise i confirm no need go prom le..
Monday, April 19, 2004
got back results slip todae.. go home muz ask mummy sign.. sigh.. A levels score onli 14 lorx.. still a lOng lOng way from wat we r expected.. haix.. tink i'm gonna die lorx..
anywae on sat mi n my er jie hafta go meet up wid my 3rd uncle n his wife on behalf of my papa.. something abt the company which was jointly set up by my maternal grandpa n my papa.. bud i tink it's reali a bad idea cos it reali pisses mi..
the problem started 8 or 9 yrs ago.. after my gandpa died.. he willed 50% to my grandma n 10% to my mummy.. n my papa holds the remaining.. bud since my grandma dotes on my 3rd uncle, she transferred the shares to him.. then my mummy, being so protective of her bro.. transferred her 10% to him too.. so in the end.. he has 60%.. while my dad has 40%.. for some reason, my dad had some conflicts wid him n his wife.. so he decided to leave the company in search of better prospects.
throughout these years, he had quite a no. of business but was cheated by some of his partners.. in the end.. abt 3 or 4 yrs ago.. my dad met wid financial difficulty.. so decided to transfer his shares to my san ah yi since my sis are not legally of age yet.. but hu noes shortly after dat my san ah yi transferred them to my 3rd uncle's wife?! n they changed the company from trading to pte ltd without our knowledge.. since then they lyk eat up my papa's shares.. anything also nv tell us.. so my papa not happie le.. alwaes quarrel wid my mummy over it.. then we kids r lyk..
anywae recently fire broke out at the company.. vv weird le.. the stretch of shops onli ours caught fire.. bud anywae dat is up to the police to investigate.. bud they claim it was a short circuit dat resulted in the fire.. so all the stocks were burnt n my uncle said the loss is up to thousands or millions? n now the bank is hurrying them to repay the loan they got
for getting a new batch of goods dat also went up in flames.. well.. how coincidental.. n how suay can they get?
not dat i'm being rude to my uncle, bud i tink he's rather mean.. though my papa sae it's his wife le.. cos of this accident, i sort of see how's she's reali lyk.. they sack my 6th uncle( who's juz a worker there) when he refused to mortgage his house in order to obtain loans for the company.. how mean can they get rite? bud my mummy was still siding wid them lorx.. sae it was a misunderstanding n all.. duhx..
stupid auditor was lyk suggesting we sell the 40% yi si yi si.. a few hundred dollars.. i was tinking he muz be kidding lorx.. tink i'm some 5 yr old kid? y not they sell the 60% to us at a few hundred also? duhx..
bud anywae now they r finali willing to return us our 40%.. provided we inject money too.. so smart of them lorx.. bud since my papa wasn't there dat dae.. i asked dat they gif us some time to tink n tok it over wid my papa.. bud she scorned mi n sae" gif u all 1 or 2 mths, then wat r we supposed to do now? dun open for business? or sell mineral water ar?" shit her lorx.. so mean.. bud anywae my uncle was much more gracious n agreed.. bud i tink after this incident, i lost all respect for her liaox lorx.. throughout the whole thing she behaved as if she's going to eat us up lorx.. even the 'judge' ( the company's auditor) was lyk asking her to be gentler to us..
when i reached home.. relate the whole thing to my da jie.. she was rather pissed too.. too bad she had to work otherwise she would make a better representative as she is fiercer than mi.. after dat hafta report to my papa.. n the volcano erupt le.. sigh.. after he cooled down i suggested dat he go settle wid them personali.. cos i dun wanna be humiliated by my aunt again.. sickening ass she is.
hopefully all this will be quicky settled.. cos it has caused much unhappiness in my family for so many years le.. sigh..
Friday, April 16, 2004
happie international friendship dae to all my frenz! hope our frenship can last till 4eva~ though we may not be in the same sch, same class, but i believe our frenship can surpass all distance n time..
met up wid clara n nancy yest. cos nancy is a ever so busy ger.. mi n clara met up first b4 meeting her at pasta mania. both of them nv change much le.. so still got loads to tok about.. gossips n watever... lolx anywae after our dinner we walked around sumore b4 heading for home. by the time i reach home was lyk 9+ liaox.. so many hw bud no time to do lorx.. argh.. then around 1130 going to sleep liaox.. got a call from lw... he's reali got the nerve to call mi still.. bud i din reali sae much le.. he was shocked to noe dat i noe he got gf.. bud sae wat they not together le.. holding hands is nuthin le.. wat he also hold my hands b4 le.. wat nonsense.. shortly after i sae i wanna sleep le.. then he no choice bud to put down. still call mi his dear.. irritating ass!
n stewpig sun.. sae i alwaes attract the wrong guys.. wat mickey le.. wat daniel le.. n all those ah peks le.. i noe is true dat ah peks lyk mi.. bud mickey n daniel is a definite no-no lorx.. all bcos of daniel le.. stupid guy! yest gp we were discussing abt american shows like smallville.. n sun was saying the ger vv chio.. then daniel was lyk "i tink lijun chioer than her..." so sun took opportunity to take revenge on mi.. when it was alwaes i tease her abt him.. now become her term to tease mi back.. duhx.. bud anywae tink daniel is juz trying to be humorous.. cos after dat he kept laughing n sae we should not digress.. duhx..
todae 309 selling the coloured sand thingy.. actuali wanted to get one bud too ex le lehx.. cos yest spent a bomb on nancy's n clara's present.. bud anywae val they all nv show mi the one they make for mi.. n when i go to their booth they already gone liaox.. so in the end din get a chance to get any bottle of coloured sand.. haix.. then ask shan shan n sun if they gonna get anything for mi from any of the booths bud no lehx.. seems lyk nobody will get anything for mi bud myself.. haha.. so pathetic.. tink this kindness connection is more of either ppl buying for their half or for themselves.. but sort of can understand le.. everyone is pock now lorx.. hafta raise funds for the sch sumore.. duhx..
anywae todae got back pw results.. disappointingly i got a 3.. 4 grades onli lorx..n i got the lower half one.. sigh.. guess my 10% is gone.. plus the 5% cca.. which is ungraded.. tink i'm not gonna make it for uni le.. haix...
Monday, April 12, 2004
fri went to sweep my grandfathers' tombs.. wah.. the weather was so hot... sizzling hot.. bud at least there wasn't a vv big jam le.. so reach there quite fast le.. hmmx.. actuali dun reali understand the purpose of going to 'sweeping tombs'.. not dat i'm not filial.. bud so wat if u go sweep the tomb? doesn't mean u filial mahx.. bud anywae i can't defy my father's orders..
sumtimes i wonder if i've got split personality.. cos i'm easily irritated by my family.. esp my parents.. alwaes getting on my nerves.. argh!! bud i guess none of my frens had seen mi get real worked up.. even if haf.. i tink onli a selected few? when i reach my limits ba.. so ppl out there dun try to test my patience.. anywae i dunno how to explain my behaviour.. maybe most teens value their frens more? or maybe it is not difficult to be irritated in my family.. wid so many siblings n my ever-so 'naive' mother.. who dotes on her bro more than on her children..
anywae back to happier stuff. went out wid my san jie on fri.. went to far east.. go shopping.. bud b4 dat my sis brought food for her bf.. so loving arx.. lolx anywae after dat he came to pick us up after his work n sent us to ps.. where we meet my da jie.. so envious of my sis.. got ppl chauffer (dunno how to spell) her around.. anywae it was quite a fruitful trip cos i bought a new top, skirt, earrings n a bracelet.. bud all those not cheap le.. so this mth i'm broke again.. sigh..
oh yeah..i went to the easter celebration wid darren on sun.. met yvonne there.. din reali change much but become prettier le.. told mi dat got quite some guys in her poly jio-ing her.. so good for her le.. bud when i told darren.. he was lyk... sae their sch got alot despo.. haha. then i also dunno le.. anywae the event was not bad.. alot ppl turn up.. got fan fan(fan wei qi) n he yao sun.. both of them sooo skinny.. anywae the drama was quite good too. though i still can't stand the part when they whip him n nail him to the cross.. yucks..
after dat we went to cityhall the food court there.. wid his zone ppl.. his cg ppl all went to donate blood.. admire them cos i dun dare to.. lolx realised alot of ahs ppl in chc now.. got si jia.. eng hwee.. surprisingly he noes hu i m.. cos we onli went out once in a goup.. bud he din reali change much.. i suppose.. still as corny as ever.. n gang up wid darren to bully mi.. cos they so tall n i so short.. purposely sandwich mi in btwn.. n i was lyk not even to their shoulders... argh.. make mi feel so short... i noe i m le.. bud also no need lidat mahx..
when they decide to go home le then i went to join my sis n her cg at maina square.. bud too bad he's not there le.. sigh.. anywae they wanna go plae lan games n pool at the paradiz centre.. so go wid them lorx.. then some of the gers went to sing kbox.. bud mi n my er jie dun wan.. so go plae pool le.. met my sis ex-cg ppl.. then this guy called stephen was lyk.. wah.. u slim down alot.. n i was lyk no le.. then he was lyk asking if i plae sports alot... duhx.. he's crazy lorx.. alwaes telling mi the same thing.. the last time he saw mi wasn't dat long ago wat.. n i nv shou also lorx.. onli becoming fatter..
so after dat played pool wid them.. iz the 1st time since dunno how many mths since i last held a cue lorx.. plae until lyk shit.. onli managed to get a few balls in.. luckily gradually got the hang of it n during the last game managed to get 4 balls in consecutively.. phew.. so my skills not exactly dat bad le.. lolx
finali todae i can gif val they all their easter egg chocs.. cos my dear sae nobody gives on thurs.. so couldn't gif to them on thurs.. in the end my bunny chocs melted.. argh!! waste my money n effort!!! bud nvm le.. i bought new eggs anywae.. though not vv big le.. bud anywae it's the thought dat counts. hope they lyk the choc.. cos i din reali try it b4 up till juz now.. lolx
feeling quite sad n angry todae.. yest darren told mi something which i shouldn't noe.. told mi dat lw got stead now.. not dat i lyk him or wat.. bud i hate it when ppl lie to mi lorx.. m i reali dat gullible? argh!! how can he cheat mi lorx.. n dat stupid darren was still lyk saying i'm his xiao lao po of cos he wun tell mi he's attached now.. so irritating!! got stead le still wanna jio other gers?!! #*@*##*#@ tinking of it now reali makes my blood boil. argh!! n if he ever call mi again he'll get it from mi lorx..
Thursday, April 08, 2004
juz had pe.. tink i chao ta liaox le.. ran 1 round.. then 1 round circuit.. then run another 5 rounds.. so tiring.. bud actuali we onli ran 4 le.. lolx bud still iz lyk hell.. cos the weather is so hot.. the sun is so scorching.. melting liaox..
anywae yest talk wasn't dat bad after all. cos there was this speaker, suzanne zheng, an image consultant, hu gave up a tok on how to be impressive when we go for an interview. well, she touched on stuff lyk wat guys look out for in a ger during the 1st meet n vice versa le.. anywae top on both no-no list is unkempt n messy hair le.. actuali i would sae it isn't reali dat impt le.. some guys may haf messy hair bud still has charm mahx.. example would be... jay? hmmx.. ys will be vv happie to hear dat.. anywae there isn't much for mi to write todae.. cos nuthin happening happened todae.. cos initiali i had a surprise for certain ppl bud in the end.. hafta postphone le.. sigh..n oh yeah.. dat there's gonna be a movie scReening later.. the buTterFly? nv hear of it b4.. so dun tink i'm gonna watch. lolx
n it's Good FridAe tml! yeah~ cAn finali rest at hOme le.. buden my dad sae wanna go 'sweep tomb'.. lidat tink no need go out le... sigh.. bud nvm. tink i joining darren for easter celebration at SIS on sun.. initially contemplating whether to go wid daniel.. since he asked mi dat time when he was water baptized.. bud cos i told darren dat when mic not in his cg le then i'll join him le.. so i guess now no choice le? bud lidat means i hafta go back to church le.. n also means i wun get to c *******.. sigh.. bud anywae he's gradually fading from my memory.. cos i guess there's someone else hu matters to mi more.. or maybe he doesn't reali? i'm also not sure.. luRve iz so confusing..
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
now having break.. after dat got the career seminar tok.. dun tink it will be fun or interesting le.. bud no choice.. it's compulsory.. anywae got back GP paper 2.. managed to pass it le.. 26 out of 50.. so tink on the whole i juz scraped thru.. sigh.. dun tink my gp can ever improve lorx.. so long nv read liaox.. bud heard from daniel sae mr kwek sae i write beautifully? thanx le.. bud i seriously doubt so.. i tink my language is so simple, not lyk others, very bombastic.. bud hu noes? maybe he prefer this kind of easily understood writing? n daniel also said dat mr kwek sae i seem vv tired.. cos i alwaes rest my head on the table.. in response to dat statement.. i got nuthin much to sae le.. actuali it isn't exactly dat i'm vv tired.. bud iz juz a habit of mine to lie on the table mahx.. otherwise not comfortable where got inspiration? haix.. watever le.. next time i muz sit up straight during his cls le..
anywae yest mi start toking to lw le.. cos he called mi le.. so can't possibly hang up on him le.. anywae tink i'm sort of appeased le.. so nvm le.. da ren bu ji xiao ren guo.. lolx
btw i wanna go big walk!! bud val they all lyk dun wan.. initially sae wan one.. then in the end turn out... sigh.. so now c if sun n avril wanna go.. if not i go wid my sec sch frenz le.. then it'd be the 3rd or 4th yr we going together.. yeah~
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
okiex.. i'm finali back to update on the last wk.
basically nuthin much on wed.. juz dat my bro went back for a checkup.. for the neck.. n the doc sae it's getting on fine le.. bud thurs he need to go back for checkup.. this time on his legs.. so lame.. y cannot haf a checkup on same dae? duhx.. anywae he got this pus on his legs.. yucks.. then the doc sae dunno izzit the metal plates dirty or wat.. so muz haf operation to clean it.. so he has to stay in the hospital again.. actuali opted for class c.. since class b isn't any much better.. juz 2 beds less.. bud cos much more.. anywae he's vv lucky le.. cos class c no bed.. so they put him up at b1 ward.. which is so fantastic. cos onli 3 other patient n the room is air-conditioned, plus a tv to urself! cool~ buden my bro reali naughty le.. dunno y dissapear in the middle of the nite.. then the nurses called us.. bud we also cannot contact him on his hp.. so there's nuthin we can do le.. bud disturbed my sleep lorx..
fri afternoon my bro had an operation.. bud not dat scary since it doesn't contain much risks.. btw tink the doctors in charge of my bro not bad looking. haha bud too old for mi le.. lolx
sat morning need to go back to sch for the kindness thingy.. my class making this hp keychain thingy.. though i was skeptical abt it initially.. bud it turned out not as bad as i tot it would.. hopefully they will sell le? then i watched passion for the christ in the evening wid my sis n her frens.. it was a good show, wid fantastic sound effects n touching scenes, though i find certain images quite gruesome.. tink not 10 mins into the show i've already started crying.. vv sad lorx.. seeing Jesus being betrayed n tortured by the soldiers.. n the part when he's being nailed.. i was covering both my eyes n ears.. cannot take it liaox.. i hate this kind of hammering sounds.. argh.. bud seems lyk not many ppl were affected.. cos my sis lyk also no reaction? anywae i'm vv happie!~ cos my sis fren's stead sae i dun look lyk 18, in fact younger. lalala~
bud i tink her fren vv fortunate.. cos the guy reali dotes on her n he's not bad looking too. i tink she's vv lucky cos usuali good looking guys r not dat faithful.. or maybe this a stereotype?
anywae i got back my blk test results le.. okiex le.. not as bad as i expected.. E for chem n the rest F.. hopefully tml get back gp wun be dat bad? sigh..
btw there's a new chicken rice stall in sch, juz tried it.. bud it wasn't as nice as i tot it'll be.. tink ahs one nicer.. sigh.. how i miss those daes..
