hmmx.. my taste where got bad lorx.. stewpig shanz.. sae i mix around wid mickey too much then my taste become so bad.. juz bcos i dun tink dat desmond goh is good looking then lidat sae mi.. i tink he's juz average lorx.. even my dear sae so mahx.. anywae tink the guys in 309 muz be feeling pretty neglected le.. wid all the gers going gaga over their relief teacher.. lolx too bad my class dun haf any relief teachers.. anywae tml getting results le.. tink not much hope for pw.. haix.. then tink now i muz go join cca again le.. cos is counted as 5%.. mrs lim asked mi join science society dat dae.. maybe i'll consider dat? hmmx.. bud i reali vv sad chi not counted anymore.. study so many yrs.. in the end is not needed... bud wat to do.. this kind of things we can't decide..
anywae todae esther lai tok to us abt the changes.. tink uni vv hard to get in lehx.. reali regretted nv take private last time.. haix.. bud anywae my family also can't afford to let me go now.. wid my bro's condition.. btw tink he's going to be discharged soon.. bud thing is.. there's no one to take care of him at home.. n i'm not staying on the level where there's a lift.. doc sae next time he go back for physio muz call for ambulance.. 40 bucks each time lehx.. tink we so rich mehx? bud stay in rehab centre also vv ex lorx.. so my parents cannot decide wat to do.. sigh.. can god show mi a way?