Complexity meets simplicity..
feeling kind of sad now.. reading my frens' blogs juz now.. realised i missed out on alot of things since my com spoil.. on top of dat.. reali vv long nv meet up wid them le.. sigh.. i reali miss the daes when we were in sec sch.. bud there's nuthin we can do to feel dat way again, is there? well.. ppl change n ppl drift apart.. new frens enter n old frens leave.. being in diff sch n wat.. so i guess i juz hafta take it in my stride.. haix.. anywae also fa xian alot ppl seem to be tinking alot more now.. not sae we nv tink previously.. bud dat everyone seems to be having more troubles now.. is this part of growing up? part of becoming an adult? if yeah.. i'd rather i dun grow up.. argh..
bu zhi bu jue going to 3 o'clock le.. dunno how i managed to spend abt 4 hrs in the lib.. actuali wanna go compass point or heartland mall one.. bud sun lyk stuck in front of the com... so my hopes r dashed again.. xi guan jiu hao le.. everytime lidat one.. anywae i gtg for pe le..
now i'm in sch lib cos i've got 5 hrs break.. or more? bud anywae it's still extremely long.. sigh.. anywae back to update abt the last few daes..
anywae fri on my way home, i met 2 ang moh.. vv cute.. n one of them even stopped to tok to mi.. maybe he c i so poor thing.. drenched from walking in the rain.. haha. bud i din reali tok much.. juz smiled n hurried along home..
sat, went out wid sun.. arranged to meet at 130.. in the end she sms mi sae she'll onli reach at 2.. so i left my house around 155 le.. reach there bud she's not there.. so called her.. found out dat she's still at tanah merah? so hafta wait.. argh.. after dat she went QB house cut hair.. n i hafta wait outside for 10 mins or more.. how fun arx? then hungry.. so i suggested going marina.. turned out to be a good idea. cos when we reach there, a guy asked us if we wanna watch scooby doo 2.. some corporate event in which some ppl nv turn up.. so he gave us 2 ticks n a coupon for a popcorn set.. not bad ar? got free treat n dat settles our lunch too.. although the show isn't exactly my type le.. bud once in a while it's good to feel lyk a kid. lolx anywae after the show was 410 le.. realised i'll be late in meeting val they all.. so rushed there le.. in the end still late.. sorrie val.. bud shanz n oli even later.. poor val.. hafta wait there alone.. then we walked to indoor stadium to watch danceworks.. saw my SA frenz.. bud they din recognise mi.. sad.. anywae tink the dance item brought up by our sch was vv good.. though we nv win the 1st 3.. bud at least they r the top 8.. so not dat bad.. SA came in 2nd runner-up.. congrats! pardon mi but i feel dat they weren't exactly dat good.. or maybe i'm biased? anywae after dat actuali wanna go eat supper.. in the end the rest all feel dat it's quite late le.. so nv go le.. haix.. went mac to grab some bites b4 we went home..
sun.. nuthin much actuali.. juz went out wid my dad n san jie for breakfast.. after dat went "shopping" wid my mum n san jie.. go buy groceries n all those le.. cos my mum is vv farnie one lorx.. cannot go out by herself.. alwaes wan us to go wid her.. bud if she's buying fro her brothers n their families.. she can go to great extent lorx.. haix.. dun understand her la.. then bcos of dat.. alwaes quarrel wid my dad.. haix.. dunno how long more mi n my sis hafta put up wid all these lorx.. sigh..
n oh yeah.. finali changed my blog music le.. bud tink muz on the speaker louder in order to hear le.. btw how cum ying yue ri ji change to 1130 in the morning le? bud nvm.. means i can listen now.. lalala~
something bothering mi.. i look vv dao mehx? my sis sae i alwaes gif ppl a look of dislike.. i alwaes dun tink so.. bud now i tink so le.. cos yest daniel vv funny le.. ask mi for timetable.. i lend him.. after dat he ask if i angry? for wat lorx? after dat he sat beside mi.. ask if i'm feeling hot.. i sae no lorx.. guessed he's hot n i'm rite. haha so he ask if he can change the fan speed.. i sae ok le.. then he was lyk "it's ok if u dun wan.. blah blah blah.." make mi kind of irritated.. i alreadi sae is ok le mahx.. then he muz ask so many times lorx.. argh.. now, makes mi wonder if i'm reali so terrifying..
.: gu dan is lyk a kite w/o string.. lyk a body w/o soul.. :.
Friday, March 26, 2004
hmmx.. tink there's something wrong wid the com.. wanted to change the music bud lyk got prob? iz an extRemely nice song.. the rose~ dunno by ah sang or leann rimes? bud anywae i first heard it in qiang wei zi lian.. nice show too.. bud i din catch the ending.. argh.. bud sort of knew wat the ending was anywae.. lolx
anywae mi now vv sianz lehx.. nuthin to do.. bud it'll be the last fri dat i will hafta stay back on fri. lalala~ hmmx.. how i miss the times we had last yr.. when we can go town after sch on fridaes.. bud dunno now we'll still be able to go out not? now dat we in diff class n the hectic schedule of j2.. argh..
Thursday, March 25, 2004
vv long nv update le.. anywae blk test is over! bud then it's also a goner.. dun tink i can pass any at all.. sigh.. bud anywae it's over le.. dun care le..
anywae sat mi went to daniel's water baptism.. it was at church.. hmmx.. dunno izzit i change liaox.. bud seems lyk most of my cg ppl din recognise mi.. hmmx.. anywae good dat they din recognise mi. otherwise they will ask mi go church again.. which i dun reali wan.. lolx anywae after dat i went to my sis cg.. cos she sae she'll sponsor mi 30 bucks if i go wid her.. lolx i mean y not rite? since i got nuthin to do anywae.. cos lw fly mi aeroplane.. so now mi angry.. not toking to him le.. humph!
anywae mi now got new motivation le.. lalala~ he's from tpjc.. n retaking A's this yr.. bud dun tink i'll ever c him again.. so i can juz forget him le.. unless i go to my sis cg le.. bud i dun wan lehx.. argh..
maybe i'll c him next sat when i go to watch passion for the christ?
btw mi juz cut my hair.. n it looks so... bud my mum sae is nice.. haix.. her thinking n mine is different le.. different era.. anywae vv happie.. cos the auntie said i slim down le n become prettier le~ *grinz* though i was filled wid disbelief.. cos i tink i still vv fat lehx.. or maybe i was extRemely fat last time? haha
todae also got the new timetable.. finali fri is a short dae. yeah! buden tues is shit le.. got 3hr 30 mins break in btwn.. which i tink some teachers will wanna take.. argh.. bud on the whole it isn't so bad le..
for those hu r concerned.. my bro is getting better le.. though i still hafta wait on him.. bud thank god he's well now.. though we dunno when he's able to walk n after dat dunno how the police will charge him.. bud for now.. we r juz concerned wid his recovery lorx.. tink too much also no use..
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
now in the lib again.. todae supposed to study maths.. bud vv suay le.. reach the bus stop then realised i forgot my sweater.. bud lazy go back home.. so nvm. then on the bus wanted to read maths notes.. then found out i forgot to bring my whole stack of notes.. sigh.. lidat dunno cum sch study wat lorx.. argh.. anywae tink i need to go study le.. otherwise sure die le..
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
now in the lib.. studying chem.. so sianz.. blk test cumin up.. die liaox le.. haven start on anything yet.. argh.. then need to study so many things.. also need to take care of my bro.. so tiring n stressed.. hopefully he'll get well vv quickly..
anywae though i paid the deposit for the prom liaox.. now dun reali feel lyk going le lehx.. bud no one wanna buy the seat from mi.. how lehx?
Thursday, March 11, 2004
break again. cos no chi.. so now in the sch lib.. anywae i finali got my hp yest.. wanted to buy the samsung x430.. bud no more stock.. so settle for the second best.. LG5400.. quite a nice fone.. functions similar to nokia.. so quite user friendly le..
anywae got back the maths test.. surprisingly i din fail.. haha got 13 out of 25.. so happie!~ cos this the 1st test i've passed this yr. =) tink mrs chong finali c dat i making an effort le ba.. haha
n todae's chem prac was a killer! no time to finish.. left last pg whole thing blank.. sure fail one lorx.. haix.. dunno wat i'm going to do for A level's lorx.. argh..
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
2 periods of free chi yeah!~ finali dun hafta take chi anymore.. anywae yest mickey told mi he read my blog!? then i scold him for invading my privacy.. how can lidat.. lucky i nv badmouth anyone le.. bud hu cares anywae.. is my blog wat..
yest mi went to see hp wid my sis.. actuali wanted to buy the samsung fone.. then the person tell mi is 498.. tink i muz be a fool when everyone buys it at 36 n i buy it at 498 lorx.. lidat i might as well buy the LG fone.. got camera sumore.. bud thing is LG is not a recognised hp brand yet.. so will depreciate vv fast.. haix.. so now i still no hp le.. dunno muz wait till when then i can get my hp.. sianz.. actuali come to tink of it.. no hp also good wat.. no one can contact mi.. lalala~
oh yeah.. another thing is the prom.. still dunno if i wanna go anot.. need to discuss wid my sis.. see if she wanna sponsor mi.. anywae go there also onli be wallpaper le.. though is a once in a lifetime thing.. hmmx.. bud mi now abit tight lor.. need to get hp de hua where got enuff money to spare for the prom? sighz...
Saturday, March 06, 2004
juz had a maths test.. tink fail again le.. seems lyk remedial also nv help mi.. maths is reali sumthin i dun understand lorx.. haix.. anywae got back chi results yest.. vv sad le.. nv get A1.. haix.. bud i tink many other ppl r feeling rather sad too.. i can imagine how it will be lyk next yr.. maybe i'll be juz as disappointed? sigh.. anywae later still got econs lec.. sianz.. yest mi went to c hp wid my sis.. turned out the LG fone is 498.. felt lyk buying bud my sis discouraged mi.. ask mi wait for todae's promotions.. haix.. so without fone for another dae.. at this rate.. tink i no need get one le..
Thursday, March 04, 2004
hmmx.. did a quiz juz now.. quite true to a certain extent.. anywae below r the results..
With a strong sense of responsibility for her family and close friends, Lijun has a tendency to blame herself if anything should go wrong, even if it is clearly not her fault. She will work long and hard - perhaps too hard for her own good - and unless she is careful her life may lack the fun, humour and social activity that would force her to be more outward looking. This in turn makes her careful with money in the sense that she will apply funds only to those things that are of the utmost importance to her. She holds strong views from which she will not easily be moved.
A generous and kindly spirit, Lijun's quick brain is inclined to master only superficial knowledge of her subject. Her impulsive nature tends to make her somewhat idealistic, and thus her responses owe rather more to gut instinct than to reason. Lijun will be happier in self-employment than trapped in a structured business or hierarchical organisation.
Somewhat stubborn when pushed too far, Lijun is inclined to be one of those people who cannot see the wood for the trees. In effect her methodical approach leads her to become immersed in the detail and thus lose touch with the ultimate aim. Although she may be financially successful, she is not one to display that wealth in an ostentatious manner.
Although Lijun is often outgoing and chatty, she can at times be quite introspective. She may not of course see herself as an entertainer, but she nevertheless has all the qualities needed for the stage. She may seem shy on interview, but put her on a platform with an audience, and you will see the benefits that she can bring to any employment that demands such skills.
Creative yet somewhat insecure, Lijun is a family-orientated person who enjoys domestic responsibilities. She could well be employed in the hospitality industry - perhaps running a hotel, or B & B venture. In an office environment Lijun will be valuable as the individual to whom others will turn for moral support. But home for Lijun is where the heart is, and domestic responsibilities will always be important.
Lijun will find life's lessons hard to learn. She will suffer from loss (of possessions or those she loves) before questioning the cause of that loss. It is likely that Lijun will develop a faith of some sort, and although it need not necessarily be a religious faith, it will nevertheless be something that she holds onto against all the evidence. Potential employers need to find out what that faith entails.
Good with details and with a methodical approach, Lijun nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Lijun needs a job that offers variety.
Enjoying the outdoors, Lijun is someone who will perform best by being busy. She dislikes confined spaces, and needs both physical and mental exercise. A good walk in fresh air is an intellectual catalyst like no other to Lijun, whose need to be constantly occupied is an asset to any employer.
hmmx.. my taste where got bad lorx.. stewpig shanz.. sae i mix around wid mickey too much then my taste become so bad.. juz bcos i dun tink dat desmond goh is good looking then lidat sae mi.. i tink he's juz average lorx.. even my dear sae so mahx.. anywae tink the guys in 309 muz be feeling pretty neglected le.. wid all the gers going gaga over their relief teacher.. lolx too bad my class dun haf any relief teachers.. anywae tml getting results le.. tink not much hope for pw.. haix.. then tink now i muz go join cca again le.. cos is counted as 5%.. mrs lim asked mi join science society dat dae.. maybe i'll consider dat? hmmx.. bud i reali vv sad chi not counted anymore.. study so many yrs.. in the end is not needed... bud wat to do.. this kind of things we can't decide..
anywae todae esther lai tok to us abt the changes.. tink uni vv hard to get in lehx.. reali regretted nv take private last time.. haix.. bud anywae my family also can't afford to let me go now.. wid my bro's condition.. btw tink he's going to be discharged soon.. bud thing is.. there's no one to take care of him at home.. n i'm not staying on the level where there's a lift.. doc sae next time he go back for physio muz call for ambulance.. 40 bucks each time lehx.. tink we so rich mehx? bud stay in rehab centre also vv ex lorx.. so my parents cannot decide wat to do.. sigh.. can god show mi a way?
Monday, March 01, 2004
hmmx.. tink i muz be on a down streak.. lost my hp on fri.. dun tink i'll get it back lorx.. sianz.. then all the numbers r gone.. haix.. i'm reali vv suay lorx.. every yr muz lose something.. since sec 3.. lost a camera.. sec4 lost hp.. last yr lost wallet.. this yr lose hp again.. i reali got nuthin to sae le.. maybe it's heaven's wae of protecting mi from bigger disasters? cos they alwaes sae in life.. u can't alwaes enjoy good luck.. surely u'll haf ups n downs le.. anywae those of u hu wanna contact mi next time.. tink muz gif mi ur numbers personali.. otherwise no other wae le.. lolx
anywae my bro's condition is so much better now.. thanx to all those hu haf been encouraging mi.. otherwise tink i wun be able to take it by myself..
